Not Anymore (slowly editing)

Cheryl is a werewolf. She was part of the Moonlight pack. Cheryl was bullied and abused all the time. The only people that were nice to her were her parents who were killed in a hunters attack trying to protect Cheryl when Cheryl was 4. Now everyone in the Moonlight pack blames her for their death, even her only family left, her sister Alyssa. After 13 years, when Cheryl turns 17, Cheryl finds her mate and finds out he's the soon-to-be- alpha of the Moonlight pack, Gavin. He rejects her the second he finds out she's his mate. Cheryl decides that enough is enough and leaves. She shifts into her wolf and runs. She runs until she comes upon the Blue Moon pack, the strongest pack in North America. They take her in and train her to be the strongest warrior in Wolf History. 5 years later, the Moonlight pack has asked for the Blue Moon's help. There has been hunters attack near their area. The Blue Moon pack accepts to help them. What will happen when Cheryl and the Moonlight pack meet again?


9. Too late

fGavin's P.O.V.

These couple of past weeks have been hell. With the hunters attack on the neighboring packs and us having to travel all the way to Miami! (They live in California)

We had just arrived at the Blue Moon pack house. They were going to  help our pack train for when/if the hunters are going to attack. My pack isn't that big. About 150 members. We only brought half of the pack because we couldn't bring the children. The children and the elders are staying somewhere near by in case the hunters attacked while we were gone. The elders are taking care of the little ones so the parents can train as well.

I was currently waiting for the alpha and luna to arrive. I heard a car pull up outside and knew it was them. I just waited, my back turned to the door while I looked around. The pack house had a homey feeling. I heard the door open and two pairs of feet walk in. 

"Alpha Stone," I heard who I assumed was Alpha Smith, greeted. I turned around. I was very shocked I saw.



(A/N I noticed I made a boo boo on the last chapter. Gavin is suppose to say Cheryl, not Cherry. Sorry!)

Cherry's P.O.V.

To say I was shocked, was an understatement. I was completely knocked out. What the hell is Gavin doing here?

"What are you doing here?" Gavin asked.

"I could ask you the same thing?" I said.

"This pack is going to help train my pack," he said.

"Oh," was all I could say. I can't believe we're training THIS pack!

"Um.. you look great," Gavin said smiling. I tried so hard to not show my 'are you fucking kidding me look?' and just smiled.

"Thanks, you too?" I said more as a question. I didn't know why he was being so nice to me. Maybe all these years he finally changed. Nah.

"It's nice to see you again" Gavin said smiling, but with sad eyes. I wonder why?

"I wish I could say the same," I said frowning. Enough of the nice act, I want to know what the hell I'm going to do if his pack is here.

"Well.... what are you doing here?" he asked.

" I'm the Luna here," I said. He looked real shocked that I said that. I looked at Tyler.

"You know Alpha Stone?" Tyler asked.

"Um.. yeah. He was the soon-to-be alpha of my old pack when I left," I quickly put a hand over my mouth. Why did I tell him! Crap. 

I looked at Tyler and realization came to him. His confused look was replaced with an angry look.

"You're that shit-bag who abused Cherry!" Tyler yelled taking a step towards Gavin, but I got in front of him and put a hand on his chest to stop him.

"Tyler, stop. That was long ago. The past," I said, trying to calm him down a bit. He looked down at me and saw my eyes of pleading. He just sighed and took a step back.

"Ok, what is going on?" Gavin asked completely confused. I sighed.

"Why don't you sit down," I said as I motioned to the couch. Tyler and I sat next to each other on the opposite side of Gavin.

"When I left 5 years ago, I came upon the Blue Moon pack. Tyler found me taking a nap on a near by tree. I didn't I was trespassing territory, so I was scared at what he would do. When Tyler asked me what I am doing here, I told I was running and that lead to telling him what my life was like before I left the Moonlight pack," Tyler growled, but I put a hand on his shoulder,"Tyler let me join the pack, so here I am."

Gavin was still processing the information I have just given him.

"Then how are you Luna?" he asked. I think he knew the answer, but just didn't want to believe it.

"Tyler why don't you go see if the rest of the Moonlight pack has settled in all right?" I said standing up with Tyler.

"How 'bout no?" Tyler said seriously. I gave him a look that said 'do it or you're not getting some tonight.'

"Fine, but if anything happens, anything, mind-link me, okay?" Tyler said. I nodded and Tyler walked out of the room. I turned to Gavin ho was still in the same spot. I walked around the room slowly looking at the pictures of me and Tyler at the lake and the other pictures of me with the rest of the pack. I smiled. I decided to give him more detail on how I ended up here.

"When I ran away, I kept running. Scared that maybe there was a chance that the pack was following me just to bring me back so I can continue being their punching bag. I ran and ran, I didn't even know where I was going. I was taking a break and took a quick nap on a tree. I woke up to growling and that's when Tyler found me. After I told him my story, he let me stay and join their pack. Everyone was so nice to me, they treated me like family. They treated me the way you guys never did. I felt cared for by them and that made me want to stay with them. So I did. After two years of being here, Tyler and I started  dating. It worked out fine. Great actually. We're still together. Then last year he asked me to move in with him. Of course I said yes. Being together for a while and knowing we loved each other even though we weren't each other's real mate was amazing. Then, last night, he proposed. I didn't give it a second thought. I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with this amazing man that I love so much and who loves me just as much. I said yes and now Tyler and I are engaged."

I waited for Gavin's reaction, but he kept a blank expression. I wonder how he took it. To be honest, telling Gavin that I'm engaged to someone who's not him, was hard. I can't really say I was prepared for this. I mean my mate all of a sudden comes back into my life right when I got engaged to someone else.I'm still trying to process that Gavin is right here in front of me. I was snapped out if my thinking when Gavin cleared his throat. 

"I'm happy for you Cheryl." Wait what? He's happy for me?

"Why are you being so nice to me? Have you forgotten all those years of you abusing me?" I asked. I wanted to know if he really did change.

"That's what I want to do. Forget the past and start over new. Like you did.I want us to have a chance to be friends and maybe even be true mates," Gavin said taking my hand in his and intertwined his fingers with mine. I felt the old sparks, but ignored and pulled my hand away. I saw Gavin have a sad face on.

I know what I did is unforgivable, but I'm so so sorry. I wish I can take it back. I've changed over the years and when you left, I realized I needed you more than anything. I want us to have a chance to be mates. Something I wish I have realized sooner."

I was left speechless. Not because I was actually thinking of going back to him, but because he said he wanted to be with me. To be mates. I never would have thought he would want to be in any relationship with me.

"Gavin, I won't. You can't just come back into my life 5 years later and ask to be with you. You're too late. I'm already engaged to Tyler. I love him." Gavin stood up.

"But he's not your mate! I am! I'm the one who you're suppose to love, who you're suppose to be engaged to!!" Gavin yelled.

"But you're not!!! You were suppose to be there for me. To care for me, to hold me when I'm feeling down. To cuddle with me when ever we want to and to make me feel amazing whenever I'm with you. To love me. You were suppose to be my other half. My soul mate. But you weren't. All of those things, Tyler gave me. He made me feel loved and wanted. Like I actually belonged in this world. Tyler loved me as if I was his real mate."

After that melt down, there was silence. I didn't know what came over me. Maybe the fact that Gavin wanted me to leave sweet, amazing Tyler for him, the one that abused me for years.

After about 20 minutes of silence and thinking, Gavin broke the silence.

"I'm sorry. I didn't think of it that way. I was being selfish and I just wanted you to be with me. I'm glad that you're OK and that Tyler makes you happy," Gavin said with a small sad smile. I returned the smile. I spoke up.

"I am. I am happy," 


Hey peeps!!!!! How ya doing!!? New chapter yay!!!! Let me know what ya think of it and if ya want a pic of Gavin and Tyler. Also, anyone want to make me a new book cover?? I'm bad at them so I'm asking my amazing readers. So I won't be writing for like a week or more 'cause tonight is the last night I will get WiFi until my mom connects it again at our new house. Yes I am moving. From Colorado to Texas. Yes I know my mom is crazy for wanting to move down here. I hate the heat. Anyways, I gotta go! Bye peeps and remember... 





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