Not Anymore (slowly editing)

Cheryl is a werewolf. She was part of the Moonlight pack. Cheryl was bullied and abused all the time. The only people that were nice to her were her parents who were killed in a hunters attack trying to protect Cheryl when Cheryl was 4. Now everyone in the Moonlight pack blames her for their death, even her only family left, her sister Alyssa. After 13 years, when Cheryl turns 17, Cheryl finds her mate and finds out he's the soon-to-be- alpha of the Moonlight pack, Gavin. He rejects her the second he finds out she's his mate. Cheryl decides that enough is enough and leaves. She shifts into her wolf and runs. She runs until she comes upon the Blue Moon pack, the strongest pack in North America. They take her in and train her to be the strongest warrior in Wolf History. 5 years later, the Moonlight pack has asked for the Blue Moon's help. There has been hunters attack near their area. The Blue Moon pack accepts to help them. What will happen when Cheryl and the Moonlight pack meet again?


2. New Rogue

Cheryl's P.O.V.

Today is my seventh teen birthday. Another birthday where I do absolutely nothing all day. No "Happy Birthday, Cheryl!" or "Here's a present for you, Cheryl!" That's how it's been every birthday of mine since Mum and Dad died.

"Cheryl! Get your fat ass down here!" my sister, Alyssa, yelled from downstairs. Since the attack, Alyssa and I were taken care of by Madam Zonie. She was an old lady who takes care of the little kids when the parents are busy. We lived with Zonie until Alyssa turned 17, that's when Zonie said we were old enough to live with each other in our own house. I was 15 at the time so Zonie said I could live with Alyssa. Alyssa wasn't happy about it, but Zonie didn't hear of it. So we moved into a not so big house. That's when things got worse. Before we moved, at school everyone would tease me and bully me. Sometimes they'd beat me. Once we moved into a new house, Alyssa would beat me about once a day, twice if she was in a bad mood. She made me do all the cleaning and cooking. When she'd throw parties at our house, I was locked up in my room till the party was over and then I would have to clean the mess up. Moving with Alyssa was the second worse day of my life. First, is when Mum and Dad died. Living with Alyssa was so horrible. So in other words, a living hell.

I quickly got dressed into ripped washed out skinny jeans, a black t-shirt, and red Vans, brushed my teeth, and put my hair in a messy bun. I don't wear make-up because Alyssa won't let me. She says there's no point in wearing it, I'll still be uglier than Shrek.

I walked downstairs to make breakfast. I made eggs, bacon, and toast. This is what I usually make for breakfast everyday unless Alyssa wants something else.

After Alyssa was done with breakfast I cleaned up the kitchen I don't eat breakfast. Alyssa said I'm already fat enough. I only eat once a day and that's at dinner. There was still half an hour till I had to start walking to school, so I went up to my room. I grabbed my guitar Madam Zonie gave me before we moved out. I learned how to play from her. She is my favorite person in the world after my parents. I played "Who You Are" by Jessie J. I don't know if I have a good voice. After all the things Alyssa and the kids at school tell me, I don't have any confidence in me at all. I doubt myself all the time and know I don't have a reason to live. I've tried to commit suicide three times, but every time I always picture my parents, and how they wouldn't want me to go like this. But that doesn't stop the scars on wrist. My eyes ran out tears so I started to make my skin cry. Music helps me escape sometimes.

Once I was done with song, I got my backpack and put on a red hoodie. It's pretty chilly in Colorado in the mornings. I walked out of the house and started walking towards the direction of my school. Alyssa has a car, but she won't drive me to school because she says she doesn't want to be seen with a loser like me. Even nerds are liked better. Alyssa is already out of high school, but she doesn't go to college. She works at Rue 21 at the mall, while I work at the library. I love books. I love to think that I was a character in the books I read, and not living my life like how it is now.

I arrive at school and quickly go to my locker to try to avoid Gavin and his friends. Gavin is the Alpha's son, so he's soon-to-be Alpha. He loves to bully me as much as he can. I went to my locker, opened it, and grabbed my books for my first period. Before I could shut my locker, i was shoved into it. I fell to the ground. I heard a familiar laughter behind me. A laugh that I know all to well. Gavin.

"Hey, dork," Gavin said. The bell rang and they left laughing. I picked up my books and shut my locker. I headed to my first period.


Like I said, I don't eat until dinner, so here I was in the library, reading my book, waiting for lunch to be over with.

I heard the doors open, but didn't look up. Probably the librarian coming in from lunch break. I saw the chair across from me being pulled out and someone sitting in it. I looked up to see Gavin smirking at me. Great, as if I didn't get enough of his bullshit.

"Dork," Gavin greeted.

"Gavin," I greeted back,"what are you doing here, last time I checked, you hated books?"

"Well, I need to look something up on the computer, but than I saw you and thought to myself, which is more fun, computer, or teasing the dork, so here I am," he said grinning.

"Yes, you are so, go ahead, start already, get it over with," I said setting my book down.

So he was teasing me about how much of a bookworm I am, but I really wasn't paying any attention. I stretched my arms and my pencil rolled over to Gavin's arm across the table. I went to put it back on my side and touched Gavin's arm by accident. The last thing that I ever thought would happen, happened when I touched his arm. I felt sparks.

I quickly pulled away and looked at Gavin with wide eyes. He realized what happened, too and we shared the same expression. We both quickly stood up from our seats and looked at each other.

"Mate," we both said in unison. We stood, looking at each other for about 5 minutes until he finally broke the silence.

"This can't be," he said.

"It's not like I want to be your mate either," I said with no emotion, but my wolf was yelling at me to be with her mate.

Then he said something that made my wolf want to kill herself.

"I Gavin Stone reject you Cheryl Price as my mate,"

Without hesitation (because I had it coming), I replied,"I Cheryl Price accept your, Gavin Stone's rejection."

With that, I picked up my stuff and walked out of the library. Once I was out of site from Gavin, I ran outside of school and ran all the way home. I shouldn't be hurt, I didn't want him to be my mate. But I am hurt. Stupid wolf. She shut herself down. I got home and went to my room. Alyssa is at work right now, so I'm alone, like always. I sat on my bed and thought a while. I've had enough of all this bullshit in my life. Fuck the bullying, teasing, abusing. Fuck Alyssa, Gavin, and everyone that made my life a living hell. I got off the bed and walked to my closet and took out my suitcase and started packing all my stuff. I don't need to hurry because everyday after work, Alyssa would go hang out with her friends. I finished half an hour later and grabbed a pen and paper. I started writing.

Dear Alyssa,

First of all, I just want to say, thanks for making my life miserable. Even though you treated me like shit, you're my sister and I hope one day I can forgive you for the abusing and treating me like a slave.

I am leaving. I've had enough of this and want to start all over somewhere new. Where no one knows me and doesn't blame me for my own parent's death. I don't know where I'm going. I'm just going to run until I can find a pack that will accept me. By the time you are reading this, I will be long gone. Be glad you finally have a low life like me out of your life. You don't have to see my face and only see me as the girl who killed your Mum and Dad. Bye Alyssa, hope you do well in life. I hope that one day you will forgive me for Mum and Dad not being in our lives anymore. I love you, sister.


Dear Gavin,

I know I should probably tell you how much I hate you for all the teasing, but I honestly don't care. I love you with all my heart and even though you rejected me, I hope that one day you will learn to love me as your mate. I'm leaving to have a fresh start. I want to become someone new and have a chance to actually be liked and have friends. If you do come to your senses and figure out that you love me as much as I love you, you will forgive me. I will miss you my love, goodbye!



That was my wolf talking.

Dear Zonie,

I will miss you the most. You were the only one that didn't blame me for Mum and Dad's death. You've helped through it all and kept believing in me. Thank you for teaching me everything you know. Thank you for all those times when I thought I was a disappointment and you made me believe I was actually meant to be part of this world. I hope I get to see you again in the future. I would honestly like that. I would love to tell you thank you for everything in person, but then you would stop me from going and I don't want to see you cry a shed of tear because of me. Bye, Zonie, I love you. 

~La Nina Hermosa, Cheryl

When I was little, Zonie would call me "La Nina Hermosa" which means the beautiful little girl in spanish.

I put each letter in a different  envelope and wrote there names in cursive. I put the letters on my desk. I grabbed my suitcase and headed out of the house. I quickly walked into the woods not far from our house. I waited until I was out of site from humans to shift into my wolf. My wolf was white with a blue heart right below my left eye. Nobody knew why my wolf was so unique.

I carried my suitcase on my back and tied a string on it so it wouldn't fall off. I ran, as fast as I could. I didn't stop. I could tell I was out of the state because the weather was hotter. I made sure to stay out of site from humans. What do you think they would do if they saw a wolf with a suitcase on its back? I had decided to take a nap and rest a bit. I shifted in human form again and dressed into shorts with a blue tank top. I lay down on a near by tree. I can't sleep for too long because what if a pack member finds me and kills me in my sleep. I am a new rogue now after all. Wow I just now thought of that.

I'm a rogue now. Well, hopefully I don't get killed.




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