One Less Lonely Girl

Its every girl's dream to be Justin's one less lonely girl right? How does it feel? Well Kaylee is about to find out. Kaylee is just a normal girl, brown hair, brown eyes, belieber, straight-a student, normal. Until.. She meets Justin and he thinks she's special. That changes everything. Justin is heartbroken over the breakup of Jelena. Is Kaylee just what he needs to get over the dark days?


21. What Do I Do?

I need a break. I decided to cancel the concerts, take some time to get better, and work out my life... Without Kaylee... That's what I really need to work out honestly. The beliebers will just have to understand. If they don't? They aren't true beliebers. My real ones will get over it and want me to get better. What's the point of going to my concert if I was cranky and not singing the best to my ability. If I'm like that at a concert then I'm not worth your money. I'm taking a break for awhile now.. My health and love life means more to me then music. Sorry to say it but it does. I need to talk to Kaylee and sort this whole thing out... now..

I hung up the phone. Threw it down, and fell to the floor crying. I didn't have a choice. His health was at risk because of me. What else was I supposed to do? I love him. I don't want him sick or doing anything crazy for me. Like quitting music. I need him though.. I will die with out him.. Maybe that's the answer. Dying.. He'll forget me, missing him is causing me to much pain. Its causing him even more pain. It'll all go away if I do it. I sent Amanda a text saying thanks for being a perfect best friend and always being there for me. it means the world to me. I put my phone down on the coffee table, walked to the bedroom. Then to my bathroom. Took one last look at myself. I was wearing skinny jeans, and a sparkly tank top . My hair was messily curled. I looked at my brown eyes one last time. They were tear stained. I opened the mirrored cabinet. Took my pain pills out. They were pretty strong. Could kill a child with just 2. It would take more than 4 to kill me.. I took out all the pills. Sat on the ground next to the sink and stuffed them all in my mouth. I swallowed them as there was a knock on the door. I didn't get up. No. I don't want anybody seeing me until the deed is done. The knocking stopped. Good, Maybe they left. All of a sudden someone bursts through my bathroom door. It was Justin. He looked at me and the empty pill bottle on the sink. He picked me up, hugged me. Then carried me downstairs. We got in the car, he drove as fast as he could. We arrived at the hospital. The whole world blacked out on me at that moment. I knew I wasn't going to wake up. So did Justin...

* Hey Lovelies(: Should I keep going or end it? Idk.. But wow! I added a lot of drama all at once! hehe. Hope you liked it! Ill update maybe tonight... or maybe never! haha. Bye Boos :*

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