Whats so special about me

Ellie Teller, that's my name, 19 that's my age, photographer that's my job well apart from its one directions photographer, little different from my usual jobs but oh well. I have no interest in them, yet i fall in love with one of them?
Ellie Teller's the type of girl that just doesn't care. Full of self steam and confidence. With an attitude that kills and the charms of a beautiful girl. A one night stand causes much more trouble than she had expected.


14. mixed emotions

Ellies POV

I sighed as i stood in front of his door debating with myself weaver or not i should knock, i finally built up the courage and knocked loudly on his door.

After a few seconds the door opened and he looked up meeting my eyes, he half smiled and i smiled back.

"Hay" i said awkwardly and he moved out the way for me to come in, i walked over to his sofa and sat down as he followed.

It was silent for a moment before i was finally able to speak, "well erm i just- er... wanted to tell you that i remembered something from last night" i said looking down.

"Oh and whats that" he asked and you could tell he was dreading the answer.

"i remembered last night at the bar erm... well i was taking to the bar tender when you asked to dance and er...... after that you said that we could go back to you the hotel and we started to walk home" i said and finally looked up.

I looked into his eyes and for the first time realised how beautiful they really were..... WAIT WHAT.

What am i thinking, agh, "Oh ok and er i talked to Niall and he wont tell anyone" Liam said.

I nodded my head and we both fell silent again, after a few minutes i sighed, this was all a mess and maybe we were thinking to much.

We were drunk, yes we had sex and he has a girlfriend but it was a mistake, there's nothing more too it, it didn't mean anything so why cant we just forget about it.

"Liam, can we just pretend this never happened" i sighed, i looked up at him and he looked quite surprised by my statement, "Its just, we were both drunk and it was an accident, it didn't mean anything, and i no you kinda did but you didn't really cheat on Danielle because number 1. You had no idea what you were doing you were drunk, and  number 2.

Its not like we wanted to do it, we don't like each other or anything, there are no feelings involved between us, so we may as well just forget it ever happened" i said but as soon as i finished i realised that was a huge mistake.

Because as each word came out of my mouth i realised how much of a lie it was, because i cant pretend it never happened, i cant forget, it was classed as cheating and most importantly.

From this moment, i have now realised i do indeed have feelings for Liam Payne!

Liams POV

Her words almost made my heart sink but i didn't understand why, she wanted to forget this, like it never happened,  there are no 'feelings' between us!

Why cant i believe her, its just..... ah, why is happening to me, why am i so attached to this girl. Yet my heart aches at the sound of another girl telling me, something that did mean nothing, meant nothing. Do i even believe it meant nothing.

No stop it Liam, your with Danielle, i love her and i do not have feelings for some stupid girl that works for me.

"Ok good, it never happened, i didn't really cheat on Danielle and we do 'Not' have feelings for each other, in any possible way, i love Danielle" i said standing up.

"Ok thanks you can leave now" i said rather harshly, she frowned and stood up, "excuse me" she asked raising an eye brow.

"Get out" i said pointing to the door, "What" she said her mouth hanging slightly.

"Get out" i repeated and pushed her to the door, "What the fuck is wrong with you" she yelled angrily, "you still being here" i said and pushed her out the door.

"Your such a fucking idiot Liam Payne" she yelled and turned around and hurried to her suit, i watched as she opened it then slammed it shut after her.

I stood starring at her door for a moment, was that really me, what the hell came over me.

I frowned and thought maybe to go and apologise but that might make things worst. I sighed and closed my door, i can talk to her later when shes maybe not as mad at me.



Ah sorry i haven't updated in ages but my friend came round and have been busy busy busy. xxx

Although i may update again later, okey xx and oh plzz comment what you think and what you think could happen next plzzz thanks xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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