A lot can happen in 9 months

I sat on the edge of the bathtub. My mind constantly thinking, not giving me a moment of serenity. 5 minutes had gone by, it was time. This is it. This is the time where my life either changes or I get a chance to better myself.

I got up off of the bathtub and walked to the counter. I picked it up and read it aloud.

“Pregnant, 2-3 weeks”

My heart sank.

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48. Running

 

I ran into the bathroom with tears streaming down my face. I heard him bang on the door to come out.

Harry:
Baby please come out!

"Get away from the door Harry!" I screamed at him.

Harry:
Please come talk to me.

I walked out of the bathroom, all he had on was his pants. They were unzipped and the button was undone.

"Fuck you Harry, Fuck you!" I slapped him as hard as I could. I'd never slapped him before but I was so fucking angry.

He grabbed his face. He wasn't shocked. He knew it was gonna happen. That's when I saw her walking out my MY bedroom, half dressed.

It was that Sabrina chick from earlier in the year.

I didn't even confront her I was too caught up in Harry.

"I thought you didn't know her! You fucking lied to me!" I ran into our room. I grabbed my duffel bag and started to pack my things.

Harry ran after me.

Harry:
Babe, I am so sorry. Please look at me.

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to him.

"Let go of me Harry!" I pushed him away with all of the strength I had in me.

I packed a couple of things and zipped up my bag. 

Harry:
Wait! Wait!

"What Harry? What are you going to say? I'm sorry? I'm a piece of shit? It is 3 god damn days before OUR wedding and I find you in bed with another girl. You make me fucking sick." 

I walked into the hallway and into the nursery. Harry followed behind me.

Harry:
I fucked up Zoe. I know that. But I love yo-

I cut him off.

"Don't you dare tell me you love me Harry! You don't love me and you sure as Hell don't love Darcy!"

I grabbed a bag and filled it up with things for Darcy. Harry tried to stop me but I once again pushed him away.

Harry:
I do love you and Darcy. I got scared ok. I realized that I was going to be married in a few days and I got freaked out.

"So you called this Sabrina chick instead of calling me and telling me you were scared."

I continued.

"I'm scared too Harry, I've been scared most of my teenage life. From Craig and now from you. Do you not think that anyone else gets scared? I would rather be beaten everyday of my life than be cheated on."

I grabbed Darcy from her crib and put her in her car seat. I walked into the living room and grabbed my keys.

Harry:
No, no! Don't take her from me!I'm sorry Zoe!

He grabbed my waist from behind and held me tight. I wanted to hug him back but I'm not that weak girl anymore. I wasn't going to forgive him, not for this. 

"Let go of me Harry." he let go without a fight.

Harry:
I just got scared, we didn't even have sex. The wedding is just so soon, I just couldn't help but get scared.

"That doesn't matter Harry, if I didn't show up you would have. You were supposed to be looking after MY daughter. You don't have to worry about the wedding anymore."

I grabbed my finger and slid the ring off. I put my hand out but Harry refused to meet it with his.

Harry:
No! I'm not gonna let you give up on me.

"It's not about you Harry, it's about what is best for me and my daughter."

Harry:
I'm what's best for you.

I grabbed his hand and put the ring in it. I opened the door and walked out. I ran to my car with my bags and Darcy in her car seat in my hands. I opened the trunk put the bags inside, then closed it. I put Darcy in the backseat, I made sure she was safely secured and closed the door. 

Just as I got into the car Harry came running out of the flat with tears in his eyes. He ran up to my door but I locked it, I then locked all the other doors.

Harry:
Babe please don't go! Please!

He was banging on the window for me to unlock the door. I backed out of the parking lot. 

I didn't even look back as I drove away from him. I called Danielle and told her what happened. She told me I could stay with her and Liam until I figured out what to do. 

I cried the entire way to their flat. I don't think I will ever stop crying.

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