A lot can happen in 9 months

I sat on the edge of the bathtub. My mind constantly thinking, not giving me a moment of serenity. 5 minutes had gone by, it was time. This is it. This is the time where my life either changes or I get a chance to better myself.

I got up off of the bathtub and walked to the counter. I picked it up and read it aloud.

“Pregnant, 2-3 weeks”

My heart sank.


48. Running


I ran into the bathroom with tears streaming down my face. I heard him bang on the door to come out.

Baby please come out!

"Get away from the door Harry!" I screamed at him.

Please come talk to me.

I walked out of the bathroom, all he had on was his pants. They were unzipped and the button was undone.

"Fuck you Harry, Fuck you!" I slapped him as hard as I could. I'd never slapped him before but I was so fucking angry.

He grabbed his face. He wasn't shocked. He knew it was gonna happen. That's when I saw her walking out my MY bedroom, half dressed.

It was that Sabrina chick from earlier in the year.

I didn't even confront her I was too caught up in Harry.

"I thought you didn't know her! You fucking lied to me!" I ran into our room. I grabbed my duffel bag and started to pack my things.

Harry ran after me.

Babe, I am so sorry. Please look at me.

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to him.

"Let go of me Harry!" I pushed him away with all of the strength I had in me.

I packed a couple of things and zipped up my bag. 

Wait! Wait!

"What Harry? What are you going to say? I'm sorry? I'm a piece of shit? It is 3 god damn days before OUR wedding and I find you in bed with another girl. You make me fucking sick." 

I walked into the hallway and into the nursery. Harry followed behind me.

I fucked up Zoe. I know that. But I love yo-

I cut him off.

"Don't you dare tell me you love me Harry! You don't love me and you sure as Hell don't love Darcy!"

I grabbed a bag and filled it up with things for Darcy. Harry tried to stop me but I once again pushed him away.

I do love you and Darcy. I got scared ok. I realized that I was going to be married in a few days and I got freaked out.

"So you called this Sabrina chick instead of calling me and telling me you were scared."

I continued.

"I'm scared too Harry, I've been scared most of my teenage life. From Craig and now from you. Do you not think that anyone else gets scared? I would rather be beaten everyday of my life than be cheated on."

I grabbed Darcy from her crib and put her in her car seat. I walked into the living room and grabbed my keys.

No, no! Don't take her from me!I'm sorry Zoe!

He grabbed my waist from behind and held me tight. I wanted to hug him back but I'm not that weak girl anymore. I wasn't going to forgive him, not for this. 

"Let go of me Harry." he let go without a fight.

I just got scared, we didn't even have sex. The wedding is just so soon, I just couldn't help but get scared.

"That doesn't matter Harry, if I didn't show up you would have. You were supposed to be looking after MY daughter. You don't have to worry about the wedding anymore."

I grabbed my finger and slid the ring off. I put my hand out but Harry refused to meet it with his.

No! I'm not gonna let you give up on me.

"It's not about you Harry, it's about what is best for me and my daughter."

I'm what's best for you.

I grabbed his hand and put the ring in it. I opened the door and walked out. I ran to my car with my bags and Darcy in her car seat in my hands. I opened the trunk put the bags inside, then closed it. I put Darcy in the backseat, I made sure she was safely secured and closed the door. 

Just as I got into the car Harry came running out of the flat with tears in his eyes. He ran up to my door but I locked it, I then locked all the other doors.

Babe please don't go! Please!

He was banging on the window for me to unlock the door. I backed out of the parking lot. 

I didn't even look back as I drove away from him. I called Danielle and told her what happened. She told me I could stay with her and Liam until I figured out what to do. 

I cried the entire way to their flat. I don't think I will ever stop crying.

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