A lot can happen in 9 months

I sat on the edge of the bathtub. My mind constantly thinking, not giving me a moment of serenity. 5 minutes had gone by, it was time. This is it. This is the time where my life either changes or I get a chance to better myself.

I got up off of the bathtub and walked to the counter. I picked it up and read it aloud.

“Pregnant, 2-3 weeks”

My heart sank.


14. 4 months


It has been 4 months since Harry got into his accident. He is still in a coma but he is expected to wake up any day now.

I'm showing and it feels really weird. My stomach is hard and round. I am now 5 months pregnant, and I have to pee 24/7. Only 4 more months until I pop out a baby, and it's gonna fucking hurt like Hell!

I moved into a flat on the same block as all of the boys. We have become close over these two months waiting for Harry to wake up. I miss his laugh.

My mom once again rented me this flat. My dad, gave me money so I can support myself. I didn't want it but he put it in my account.

Every Wednesday night the boys and I have game night. We just go over to one members house and play board games. It's fun and it gets us out of our flats and socializing with people.

The boys are on a hiatus right now until Harry gets better. No interviews, no shoots no nothing. Not even recording solos and stuff. They are not "One Direction" when a member is missing and I find it so sweet.

Tonight we are going over to Liam and Danielle's flat. If you didn't know Liam is dating dancer Danielle Peazer they have been dating for 2 years. Danielle is super sweet and she is helping me pick out baby stuff. I love her to pieces.

Tonight I am wearing comfy clothes I want to represent my country for some reason so I throw on my England shirt, blue Victoria Secret sweats, my England Chuck Taylors and to represent some Ireland for Niall I painted my nails green and my thumb nail has the Ireland flag.

We are hanging out at 9:00pm. It's 8:00pm now so I decide to leave. I walk out of my flat and lock the door behind me.

I got to Liam's at 8:45. I figure I can hang out until the rest of the boys get there. I walked inside and all of them were already there.

"Hey guys! What's up?" I notice they are all smiling from ear to ear. "Guys, what the Hell is wrong with you?"

"Zoe, Harry is awake." Louis jumped up and hugged me almost tackling me to the floor.

"Louis, watch out for the baby." Danielle said protectively. 

"Oh sorry, I guess I just got excited." Louis was still jumping around.

"Harry's awake? I gotta go see him." I said almost walking out the door.

"You guys coming or what?" looking at them they were all still seated. 

"No we already saw him. He asked us to come home and tell you. He wants to see you so get a move on girl." Niall said in his cute Irish accent. 

"Ok, I'll see you guys later. I better get going." I was just about to close the door when I heard Louis say.

"Remember his heart is still fragile so don't go jump him and start having sex, he will probably have a heart attack." The whole room bursts out in laughter.

"Thanks Lou, I'll remember that." I say before closing the door.

On my way to the hospital I thought of how this all started. I owed it all to one person and I hate to say that person is Craig.

I arrived at the hospital, the hospitals visiting hours were over but the nurse let me in cause Harry had begged her to let me in.

I walked into the room, afraid of what I might see. I haven't visited him as much as I should've.

"Hey gorgeous!" Harry's voice quiet.

"Hey, how are you feeling." my reply sounded guilty. I do feel guilty and I probably always will.

"I feel like shit still, but it's better now that you are here." he smiled at me. 

I missed that smile. His hair has grown back from when they had to do surgery on his skull.

"You look great babe." I say.

"Come sit." he said patting the bed.

I sat down on the side of the bed.

"Zoe, I owe you an apology. I yelled at you that night. I said you cheated even though we weren't dating. I pretty much called you a slut. The boys made me realize that Craig is the father and when he raped you he got you pregnant. I am so sorry I never let you tell your story. I hope you can forgive me." Harry had tears in his eyes.

"I forgive you Harry. I was never mad at you. I hope you know I wanted to tell you I just didn't know how. I didn't want you to look at me like I'm broken. Can you forgive me?" I also have tears in my eyes.

"Forgive you? For what?" he sounded scared.

"It's my fault you got in that accident. It's my fault you were in a coma for 4 months." here come the tears.

"Zoe, I was driving the car. I got pissed at you and let my ego get too big. It's my fault and only my fault. Please don't cry." he grabbed me and hugged me. 

I missed this feeling. I missed him holding me. I missed his smell and his smile. I missed everything about him. I missed HIM.

"I love you, Zoe." did he really just say that?

"I love you too Harry!" the tears stopped. 

We just laid there for awhile. The silence was nice. 

He broke it, "You've gotten bigger, since I saw you. You couldn't even tell you were pregnant before my accident. You look good. Your glowing."

"I know I'm getting huge. I hate it. But I'm glad it's for a good reason. I'm happy I decided to keep my baby. I love it already. I get to find out the sex soon." Of course I begin to smile. Harry starts to rub my belly.

"Your not huge! I'm glad you did too. That's awesome. What are you hoping for?" he lit up.

"Thanks. I have always wanted a girl first but either way I don't care. Do you wanna come with me when I go find out?" I can't help but smile as his smile stretches across his face.

"You really want me to come along?" his eyes started to get glossy.

"Of course babe. I couldn't think of anyone else I would want to come with me." That is the truth.

"I would be honored." he leaned in for a kiss when the nurse with horrible timing came in.

"I'm sorry you two but Zoe  has to leave now." the nurse said waiting at the door.

"It's ok, this boy needs his beauty sleep. Night babe." I kissed him on the lips before getting off of the bed.

"You've got enough beauty for the both of us. See you later. Sleep well babe. I love you." he readjusted himself on the bed.

"Sweet dreams. I love you too." I blew him a kiss and left.

I was in the elevator waiting for it to bring me back to ground level when my phone rang.

The number wasn't saved in my phone but it looked familiar. It was a Cheshire number.

"Hello?" I asked confused at who would be calling me at this time.

"Hey. We need to talk, I'm on my way to London."

I hung up the phone without replying. I never wanted to hear that voice again. The voice that I hate, and fear. How did he get my number?

How did Craig find me?

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