I Swore I Wouldn't Love.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...
Cassie once swore to never love anyone again after a hurtful experience while meeting the most amazing boy. Zayn Malik. Will she feel differently after meeting Zayn again?|| This Fan-Fiction is rated mature content because there is some mild language and some mature things...||


6. The Next Day

~Zayn's Pov~

Last night I felt closer to Cassie then I have since I met her again. I don't why but I have this strange feeling I need to protect her. She just seems so fragile, but I wouldn't blame her she has gone through a lot first her parents dying then the whole X Factor thing and who knows what else happened after I left.

~Cassie's Pov~

I woke up in Zayn's arms, I don't know why but I just instantly feel safe around him. 'Good morning handsome' I say while looking at him, he looked so soft and sweet in the mornings. 'Good morning beautiful' he playfully mocked. I sat up while stretching as did Zayn but without the stretching part. Zayn sat beside me while smiling 'are you hungry?' he asked me 'No not really' I said just then my phone started ringing as I checked the caller id it said blocked so I answered just in case. 'Hello?' I started 'Hey baby I miss you' said a voice that sounded clearly hung over 'who is this' I question pretending to not notice Zayn watching. 'It's James you don't remember me?' As I heard these words my heart dropped. When I first met James all he was to me was a one night stand. Then it turned into two night stands and so on. I developed feelings for him not long after, I was for sure he knew that. Then all of a sudden one day he just broke me. Right after Zayn left is when I met him, to me it just felt like heart break after another. Which almost made me commit, after a while I tried not to let it get to me so instead of the suicidal thoughts I was getting I decided to cut instead. Sometimes I would cut words or just lines, words such as mistake.. I was ripped out of thought when I heard 'Hello?! You still there?' 'Yes, how the fuck did you even get my number?' at this point all I could think of was Zayn. He was going to want answers. 'I saved it baby' he said I knew he wanted something 'Well could you unsave it? I don't want you in my life anymore and I thought you didn't either you made that pretty clear 3 years ago!' I said trying not to expose my anger 'Well then, feisty I see? Listen all I need is one favor?' He asked was he fucking out of his god damn mind?! What the fuck would make him think I would do anything for him?! 'What the fuck is wrong with you? You think I would help you? Whatever you're smoking you should stop!' I quickly spat. 'Listen it's just one thing?' he asked is he really that high? 'No! Goodbye' I said while hanging up. 'Are you okay?' Zayn asked with a worried expression. No I am breaking on the inside I don't want to be like this I want you to be there with me every step I take I want James to never call again I want to stop cutting I want a normal life! 'Yeah I'm fine' I lied 'If you don't mind me asking but who was that?' and the questions begin 'Just somebody that I used to know.' I said trying not to make eye contact 'I want to help you.' He said holding my hand I noticed my sleeve was lifting a little so I let go 'You wouldn't understand' I say still trying not to make eye contact 'I wont understand unless you tell me' he said looking me in the eyes, damn those hazel eyes just made me want to melt. 'Well..' I started




Will Cassie really tell Zayn whats going on?

Is Cassie going to help James?

Find out next time ;]

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