I Swore I Wouldn't Love.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...
Cassie once swore to never love anyone again after a hurtful experience while meeting the most amazing boy. Zayn Malik. Will she feel differently after meeting Zayn again?|| This Fan-Fiction is rated mature content because there is some mild language and some mature things...||


7. Should I?

~Cassie's Pov~

I told Zayn... Half of it.. I told him about everything except the part that was bothering me the most. James. After lunch Zayn drove me home and I decided to lay down on the couch and just relax, up until my phone rang. Great! 'Hello' I answered without even bothering to check the caller id 'hey baby' a slick voice replied. Shit! Why didn't I check the caller id ugh! I'm so stupid! 'About earlier-' he started before I interrupted 'Fine! I will help you!' I said annoyed 'you will?! he replied almost surprised, I thought a little bit before answering what could really go wrong? 'Hm depends what it is' I say trying not to sound like a flirt 'Look, I need you to pretend to be "with me"..' he answered 'Why? You had me then lost me, your problem' I spat 'Look just for one night' What the hell? He sounds for real.. 'What ran out of local sluts and hookers?' I coldly spat. 'No....Maybe' at this point nobody would ever know how pissed off I was 'I'm not just your rebound or booty call it's been over 3 years, why wouldn't you even think I was happy or with someone else? Oh I know why because you don't care! You're just looking for someone to be your sex toy and it for sure wont be me!' I spat I couldn't stop thinking of those last words I said they sounded familiar.... 'Wow.. Will you still help me?' was he fucking for real? 'No! All you are is just a dirty man whore!' I said then hung up. Ugh! He boiled my blood, but in a way I wanted to see him again I wanted to touch him again.. No no no! Why must I think like this? I'm sure this will all just blow over in a couple days..

2 Days After

~Cassie's Pov~

I was so bored sitting all alone in my flat. I would call Zayn but he was in the studio tonight.. All I could think of was James.. So I decided to call him one chat couldn't hurt could it? Probably but who gives two shits? My life is basically just ruined anyway. 'Hello?' he answered like he had just woken up 'Hey, did I wake you?' I said hoping I didn't 'No.. What made you call thought I was just a dirty man whore?' he mocked my exact words 'Sorry.. I was mad..'. After what seemed like hours of talking (though I enjoyed it) he invited me over.. So I went. As I knocked on the door a new looking James answered he was more toned and muscular now and he wore his hair differently it was buzzed. 'Hey come in' he said as he saw me I had changed a lot in 3 years I started working out and got back into shape and I dyed the tips of my hair red and grew it longer and I tanned a little more then I used to. As I stepped in I looked around with my eyes 'I'll take your things' he said holding out his hand for my jacket. Since when was he a gentleman he probably just wanted that "favor" 'Thank you Sir.' I replied as he took it. 'Would you like a drink?' he asked gesturing me to follow him into the kitchen 'sure surprise me' it felt like old times except something about him made me not want to trust him. After a couple of drinks I was a bit clumsy... Lets just say I KNEW I wasn't sober. James sat on the couch and I sat on his lap sideways so I could still face him. For what felt like half an hour we whispered sweet nothings into each others ears then it got more intense and we made it to the bedroom. James gave me a head to toe glance 'Take those clothes off' he said while grabbing my waist and kissing me hard I did as he told me then we continued making out then he threw me on the bed and lay on top of me kissing me from my jaw line to my neck 'James..' I tried not to moan. We were both naked now and I enjoyed every second of it. It got a little more intense as his kissing became thrusting. As he thrusted  my nails dug into his back 'Jamess.' I screamed ' say my name baby I wanna hear you scream' he said while thrusting faster and harder I tried not to moan but it was hard. The last thrust he whispered the words 'Sorry' then fell beside me and we both cuddled and fell asleep.

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