I Swore I Wouldn't Love.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...
Cassie once swore to never love anyone again after a hurtful experience while meeting the most amazing boy. Zayn Malik. Will she feel differently after meeting Zayn again?|| This Fan-Fiction is rated mature content because there is some mild language and some mature things...||

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2. Last Night

~Zayn's Pov~

Last night was .. Rather unbelievable I just decided to go to the pub for a couple of drinks and I ended up seeing Cassie there. Cassie used to mean a lot to me before I tried out for the X Factor then I guess after the show was over we just stopped talking completely. And then yesterday seeing her for the first time in like 4 years was alot to take in. We both had a couple drinks together then she knocked out cold so I drove her to the hospital. If she wasn't drunk she probably wouldn't of even said hi to me never mind have a couple drinks together. Cassie used to mean the world to me. We weren't dating or anything.. Well that's what I thought but we both liked the sex I never understood why she would get mad when I used to take all those girls home but then it hit me. She actually had feelings for me.. I was ripped out of thought when the doctor came and told me she was awake I had been waiting to see her all day. Maybe now was my chance? 

~Cassie's Pov~

Ugh! I have the worst headache! But this isn't the first I have felt like this. As I sat there and rubbed my temples the doctor had come in, 'Cassie you have a visitor' the doctor said as he was directing someone to come in. That someone was... No one other then Zayn Malik. The boy who had broken my heart. Zayn and I exchanged glares 'I should get to work' the doctor said as he left. 'Thank you' I managed to say after what felt like hours of silence. 'You're welcome.' Zayn said as he smiled at me 'it's been awhile...'. It wouldn't of been so long if you hadn't left for four years and never decided to call or text or contact me in anyway I thought myself. 'Sorry..' Zayn mumbled as he could tell I was upset. 'For?' I knew exactly why he was saying sorry I just wanted to hear it to make sure. 'Locking you completely out of my life for over 4 years.. I missed you' he said trying to make me forgive him 'well you wouldn't miss me if you had bothered to contact me in anyway possible' I spat without even thinking of the words coming out of my mouth. Zayn just stood there and looked at his feet for some time. Was that to harsh? Maybe he had actually tried calling? But if he did he probably would of already said something. 'Hi I am Zayn' he said out of the blue which made me confused 'I know exactly who you are......' I said trying to figure out what the hell he was doing. 'I was hoping we could start over?' Zayn said with a small bit of hope. 'No.' I answered quickly, 'you broke my heart, you forgot about me you stopped caring I never did I swore I wouldn't love again because of you and you just expect me to take you back?!' I said with a bit of anger that I had been trying to hide.

 

                                                                    ~Zayn's Pov~

Her words cut me like knives I knew some of this was 100% true but I made her swear to not love again? What did I do that was so bad? It's partly her fault to she hadn't bothered to call either! 'You never called me either' I said after starting to regret saying it because I changed my phone number more then 6 times because it always leaked on the internet and I would get harassed by fans. 'I did try more then once!' She said clearly getting frustrated. 'Well I am kind of part of a band called One Direction now and I don't have as much time to call people.' I said thinking of any possible smart remark she could make, because she honestly did that a lot. 'I know you are I used to watch the show.. But that doesn't mean you couldn't send at least 1 text message' she said while waiting for a reply. At that moment I couldn't think of anything to say she was right what she had just said was true. 'That's why I am saying sorry.' I said hoping she would be forgiving 'No, you're only saying sorry because you want someone to be your little fucking sex toy! Well it for sure wont be me!'. My jaw dropped as the words came out of her mouth is this how she actually felt? 'That's not true' was all I could say. 'It's more then true' she said without making eye contact with me 'if it was true how come I didn't try anything last night I had a perfect chance did I do anything ? No I took you to the hospital!'

~Cassie's Pov~

As he said this it made me think.. Does he actually care.. 'You're right.. I'm sorry' I said realizing he was being honest. 'Don't apologize me to.. I am trying to apologize to you.. Do you forgive me?' He said. Should I? Maybe he has changed one more chance couldn't hurt.. Or could it? Life is all about taking risks though so 'Yes' I said smiling.

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