The Nerd (Complete) *RATED R*

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I never knew I would mean so much to one boy..but it happened.
I never knew I would fall in love so fast..but it happened.
I never knew the real feeling of loving someone so much it hurt..but it happened.

I fell in love with the school's outcast..Justin Bieber,I was the only one who looked past his nerdy personality,but that was the best part about him.

He was beautiful inside and out..and I was lucky to finally call him mine.

Well for a little while anyway.

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27. What is there to explain?

 

 

Tori's POV:

 

 

What the actual fuck does he think he's playing at?

 

 

Just then,Justin walked out of the bathroom,a towel wrapped around his waist,his abs showing under the light.

 

 

*I walked up to him and pushed him hard in the chest,Justin smirked and walked forwards,trying to grip my waist,i pushed him harder this time,as tears began to leak from my eyes*

 

 

''Don't fucking touch me.'' I spat,sitting on the end of the bed.

 

 

*I gripped the phone in my hands as Justin walked over out the corner of my eyes,He crouched down infront of me*

 

 

 

''Baby,what's wrong?'' I whispered,attempting to tuck my hair behind my ear.

 

 

 

''Oh like you don't know.'' I scoffed,slapping his hand away.

 

 

 

''What's going on?'' Justin croaked,standing up again.

 

 

 

''Oh...why don't you tell me,Justin.'' I laughed sarcastically,standing up to look into his eyes.

 

 

 

''Baby,just tell me what's going on..I honestly don't know what's going on.'' Justin sighed.

 

 

 

''Well,Justin.'' I spat as I pushed him hard in the chest. ''Baby'' *PUSH* ''Babe'' *PUSH* ''Honey'' *PUSH*  ''Lets recap the conversations you were having with Phoebe..shall we?'' I yelled,tears rolling down my cheeks.

 

 

''I-''

 

 

''Or should I say Sexting...because you two weren't really having a conversation with the text's I've been reading,whilst you were in the shower oblivious to the idea that your 'Fuck Buddy' was texting you,and you phone just happened to be in the same room as your loyal as fuck girlfriend.'' I scoffed,walking closer to him.

 

 

 

''Baby,please....I-I can explai-''

 

 

 

''WHAT IS THERE TO FUCKING EXPLAIN,JUSTIN.YOUR SENDING NAKED PICTURES TO OTHER GIRLS BEHIND MY FUCKING BACK.'' I screamed in his face.

 

 

 

''I swear to god..I don't know what you're talking about.'' Justin breathed,wrapping the towel closer to his body.

 

 

 

''Really? oh...well lets remind you then.'' I smirked,before I unlocked his phone and scrolled to the top of their conversations.

 

 

 

*I glanced at Justin to see his face pale white,and his teeth clenched,I smirked and began to read off all the texts*

 

 

''Hey baby....Oh,hey Jay,....What do you say we have some fun?.....sure,my place or yours?.....uh,girlfriends round at the moment,send me a piccy.....okay,....*Phoebe sent the picture*.....wow hot bod,wanna see mine?.....sure,show me your size....okay baby....*Justin sent the picture*....-you know,I would really like to read on,but I don't think I can handle this....or you.'' I croaked,my throat tightened and my eyes became blurry.

 

 

 

''Tori...please,please believe me..I was set up...that isn't me,ryan took my phone'' Justin pleaded.

 

 

 

''It's funny how you can see MY bedroom in the background...it's funny how you didn't think you would get caught,I mean...what the fuck was going through your mind?!'' I laughed sarcastically.

 

 

 

''I'm so sorry Tori...I didn't think...I only want you..I promise.'' Justin croaked.

 

 

 

''You should of fucking thought about that before you became a fucking jerk Justin! all this week...you've become a complete cunt! I swear to god I'm fucking sick of it...I swear to god I would never date another Derek,and you're just like him...Fuck...you're worse than Derek.'' I cried.

 

 

 

''Babe,that's not true...I'm nothing like Derek,I swear...I never meant to hurt you..I love you.'' 

 

 

 

''JUSTIN! STOP TALKING OUT YOUR FUCKING ASS! YOU DO NOT LOVE ME!''I screamed.

 

 

 

''I do,Tori...I promise.'' 

 

 

 

''NO YOU FUCKING DON'T! IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T DO THIS TO ME...YOU'VE SEEN HOW DEREK TREATED ME..AND YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD NEVER BECOME DEREK..I SHOULD OF NEVER TRUSTED YOU..I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD JUSTIN..WHAT THE FUCKS HAPPENED TO YOU? HUH? THE OLD JUSTIN..THE ONE I ABSOLUTELY LOVED...THE ONE I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR...THE BOY I WOULD FOLLOW TO THE DAMN MOON AND BACK JUST TO BE WITH YOU,NOW YOUR A MAN WHORE,I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LET YOU GO BACK TO THAT SCHOOL..EVER SINCE YOU WENT BACK YOU'VE BECOME SO VAIN AND CARE FREE THAT YOU ACTUALLY FORGOT ME...WHO FUCKING FORGET'S THERE OWN GIRLFRIEND? OH YEAH...THAT'S RIGHT...YOU! YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME JUSTIN!'' I screamed,pacing the room angrily. ''God..I'm so fucking stupid.'' I breathed,smashing my curled fist into the wall.

 

 

 

''Tori..I'm so sor-

 

 

 

''YOUR NOT FUCKING SORRY FOR ANYTHING JUSTIN,QUIT WHILE YOUR AHEAD...IF YOU WERE SO SORRY YOU WOULDN'T OF DONE THE STUPID SHIT YOU'VE DONE! I NOTICE ALL THE FUCKED UP THINGS YOU'VE GOTTEN INTO..FLIRTING WITH GIRLS WHEN I'M IN THE SAME ROOM....SMOKING CIGARETTES IN MY FUCKING HOUSE!COMING HOME REALLY FUCKING LATE AND SMELLING LIKE ALCOHOL AND SEX..I KNOW THE SHIT YOU DO JUSTIN..AND I'VE JUST HAD ENOUGH...OF EVERYTHING,YOU..YOUR FUCKED UP ROUTINE.'' I finished.

 

 

 

''YOU THINK YOU'RE SO PERFECT...HUH? I SEE YOU AND THAT BRITISH MOTHER FUCKER FLIRTING 24/7-''

 

 

 

''IF YOU HAVEN'T REALISED...JUSTIN.I'VE BEEN THE ONE LOYAL TO YOU..HARRY FLIRTED WITH ME....FLIR-TED...TED JUSTIN,HE'S DATING TAYLOR NOW..SO DON'T GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT.'' 

 

 

 

''Listen to me...I swear to god I don't know what's gotten into me recently either..but it's freaking me out-''

 

 

''BULLSHIT..YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOUR DOING,AND YOU DON'T INTEND ON STOPPING IT...DO YOU?'' 

 

 

 

''Let me fucking finish.'' Justin spat.

 

 

 

''NO! WHY SHOULD I LET YOU STATE YOUR OPINION WHEN ALL THAT COMES OUT YOUR MOUTH IS BULLSHIT?'' I paused. ''YOUR A FUCKING MAN WHORE JU-'' Suddenly I felt a ripple of pain run over my cheek,I looked up to see a fuming Justin staring right back at me with his jaw clenched and his fists curled by his side.

 

 

 

Justin had just hit me.

 

 

A yelp of pain escaped my mouth as I fell to the floor,loosing my balance from the dizziness that took over me.I shuffled back towards the door away from Justin as fast as I could.

 

 

''Listen to me.'' He demanded.

 

*Fear evident in my face,I breathed heavily,stunned at what Justin had just done*

 

Justin's eyes instantly turned that familiar honey brown as a soft look washed over his face.He began to slowly walk forward.

 

 

 

''Don't touch me.'' I whispered,tears rapidly falling from my eyes as physical and emotional pain was released.

 

 

 

''Tori..I'm so sorry,I shouldn't of hit you.'' Justin whispered,still walking forwards.

 

 

 

''Get away! don't touch me!'' I screamed,trying my best to scramble to my feet and get out of the room.

 

 

 

''Tori..please-'' Justin began,tears dwelling in his eyes.

 

 

 

''GET THE FUCK OUT!'' I yelled at the top of my voice,trying my best to pull down the door handle with my sweaty hands.

 

 

 

''Tori..I swear,just please listern!'' Justin demanded.

 

 

 

*I jumped to my feet and wrenched open the door,tears now rapidly falling*

 

 

 

 

The only boy I thought I could trust....used me,hit me,broke me.

 

 

 

 

Footsteps were heard behind me as I ran across the landing,trying my best to sprint to the stairs.

 

 

 

 

''TORI! GET THE FUCK BACK HERE!'' Justin yelled.

 

 

 

*I quickened my pace and ran down the stairs,missing 3 steps at a time,I reached the bottom and swung open the door,eager to get away from Justin*

 

 

 

''TORI! I'M SORRY! GET BACK HERE!'' Justin screamed again,regret clear in his tone.

 

 

 

No way fucking hose am I speaking to that mother fucker again after he denied sexting a girl then slaps me around the face because I wouldn't listen to him? 

 

 

 

*I ran out into the middle of the road,not caring if I get hit by a car*

 

 

 

Anything would be better right now then being chased by the boy you love who just abused you and lied to you. Drowning would be pretty nice right now.

 

 

 

 

''TORIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII'' Justin screamed at the top of his lungs.

 

 

 

*I turned around to see how far away he was from me*

 

 

 

Why did he completely stop?

 

 

 

''GET BACK! CAR!'' Justin cried in desperation.

 

 

I watched as the truck slammed on it's breaks,but it wasn't enough,the truck came to close.

 

*I watched as the truck slammed into my body,leaving me lifeless on the ground*

 

 

 

*My eyes instantly opened,I was sat on the couch,I looked around in horror*

 

 

 

I wasn't in the middle of a hospital bed...I was infact on the couch,Justin lying on my lap contently sleeping.

 

 

 

*I placed a hand on my forehead and instantly felt beads of sweat run over my hand,I closed my eyes for a split second to gather my thoughts.*

 

 

Was that all a sick,sick dream?

 

 

*My breathing hitched at Justin stirred beneath me,I looked down just as Justin's eyes slowly opened,blinking slightly so he could adjust to the light,he looked up at me with a concerned expression as I continued to try and steady by breathing,Justin pulled himself up and sat close to me,sitting cross legged on the couch as he rubbed his eyes with the backs of his hand*

 

 

 

''Stop that..it's not good for you.'' I muttered as I brought his hands away from his eyes.

 

 

 

''What's wrong,baby?'' Justin whispered,concern obvious in his tone.

 

 

 

''Did I wake you up? I'm sorry.'' I replied,trying to change the conversation.

 

 

 

''It's fine...why are you up?'' Justin yawned,glancing at the clock on the wall. ''It's twenty to 5 in the morning.'' Justin frowned,taking my hand from my lap and lacing it with his,his thumb rubbing on my hot skin.

 

 

''And why are you so hot and sweaty?'' Justin added. ''Couldn't sleep?'' 

 

 

 

''It sounds pathetic but I had a nightmare.'' I muttered under my breath,still trying to catch my breath.

 

 

 

''Awh,baby..It's okay,I'm here...what happened?'' Justin whispered,pulling me into his warm imbrace,which made me even more dizzy.

 

 

*I pulled away and placed my hand over my forhead,my eyes squinting at the un-barable heat*

 

 

 

''Justin,I don't feel well.'' I muttered.

 

 

 

*Just as I opened my eyes I felt Justin's palm being placed on my head,I looked over at him to see a worried expression on his face,he took his hand away and placed both hands beneath my eye,he pulled them down and examined my eyes,before taking his hands away and running them through my hair*

 

 

 

''I can see baby,your all hot and sticky,which will make you feel worse,so do you wan't me to run you a warm shower?'' Justin replied,before he placed a soft kiss in my hair.

 

 

 

''Yes please.'' I choked out.

 

 

 

I seriously can't be bothered to even move,let alone wash myself in the shower at such an early time in the morning.

 

 

 

''Justin?'' I croaked.

 

 

''Yes baby girl?'' Justin turned to me just as he got up.

 

 

 

''Please can you shower with me?'' I murmured,falling back onto the couch.

 

 

 

''Okay gorgeous,I understand...no funny buisiness,I know you're not feeling very well and that your nightmare shook you up,I completely understand...come on.'' Justin muttered as he leaned forward and tucked his arms under my body and lifted me up.

 

 

 

*Justin kissed my forehead as he carried me bridal style up the stairs and layed me on the bed*

 

 

 

I don't know what's gotten into me but I feel really weak and dizzy,I think that dreams scared the shit out of me.

 

 

 

*I watched as Justin walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower,I slowly closed my eyes*

 

 

 

I'm so tired.

 

 

 

*Suddenly I began to feel Justin lift me up again and set me on the floor,I opened my eyes and steadied my balance before I began to walk into the bathroom,Justin following behind me just in case I fell over*

 

 

''Justin,could you please open the port window slightly to air out all this hot air?'' I asked timidly.

 

 

*Justin nodded and opened the small window,cold air drafted through and I immediately felt slightly better*

 

 

''If you feel comfortable with me looking away when you undress I completely understand.'' Justin added as he stood there awkwardly.

 

 

 

''No it's fine,I'm just tired.'' I smiled back.

 

 

 

*Justin smiled and began to pull off his top and pj bottoms,I turned around and took off my tank top leaving me in my sports bra,I pulled down my booty shorts and slung them over the other side of the bathroom to where Justin's clothes were,I pulled down my sports bra and pulled off my pants and quickly stepped into the shower before the cold air hit me,I felt Justin step in behind me and I instantly closed my eyes as I felt the warm temperature of the soft water hit my body,I pulled my hair out of it's hairband and wrapped it around my wrist as I let my hair casade down my back*

 

 

 

''Just relax okay,baby? I'm not going to do anything.'' Justin whispered into my ear.

 

 

 

*I nodded completely content with the water running over both me and Justin,Justin reached for the shower gel and the sponge and soaked the sponge under the water,before he began to massage the soap into my skin,Justin continued to wash me,kissing my shoulder softly in the process,I smiled at how cute he was being and tilted my head back further*

 

 

 

''Thank you Justin.'' I murmured.

 

 

''It's alright baby,anything for you.'' Justin whispered into my ear.

 

 

 

*I smiled as Justin dropped the sponge and picked up the water facet and began to run the water over my hair,I moaned slightly in pleasure as Justin began to run his fingers through my hair,I felt Justin smiled behind me as he leaned over and placed a kiss on my cheek*

 

 

 

***************

 

 

*Justin and I climbed out the shower and wrapped our warm white towels around our body's,we walked back into the bedroom and began searching for clean clothes and underwear to wear to school today,I set them down on my bed and began to get changed in my towel,not caring if the towel moved and Justin saw my ass,It wasn't something to worry about*

 

 

Once I was fully clothed I turned back around to see Justin pulling on his pants,he noticed me looking and smirked,I laughed and walked over to him,still really sleepy from earlier,Justin wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed his lips into my temple,I closed my eyes as the smell of Justin's axe body wash filled my nostrils,instantly making me calm.

 

 

 

*I pulled away and stood on my tiptoes and kissed him slowly on the lips,Justin kissed back and I pulled away as he smiled down at me*

 

 

''Thank you for that,I feel better now.'' I giggled as I stared into Justin's honey comb eyes.

 

 

''Showers always make people feel better,especially when you share them with your boyfriend.'' Justin smirked.

 

 

 

I giggled and leaned up to kiss him again. ''You're right.'' I smiled before I lightly pressed my lips into his before pulling away and walking into the bathroom.

 

 

 

''But you need to get sorted,you in your pants is too tempting.'' I added.

 

 

 

''Oh really?'' Justin yelled back.

 

 

 

''No,I was kidding..now get changed you big boob.'' I giggled as I reached for my mascara set on top of the counter.

 

 

*Justin suddenly appeared behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist lifting me right off the floor,I squealed and kicked my feet in hope of Justin setting me down,his grip just tightened as he brought me back into the bedroom*

 

 

''It isn't nice teasing me..especially after I just showered you because you couldn't be bothered.'' Justin pouted as he set me down.

 

 

*I giggled and pushed his arms away from mine*

 

 

 

''Hey! I didn't feel well...I would do the same for you if you felt like I did.'' I retaliated.

 

 

''Would you?'' Justin grinned.

 

 

 

''No...now go and get changed.'' I laughed as I began to walk back in to the bathroom.

 

 

 

*Justin grabbed my wrists and pulled me back,I walked back over to him*

 

 

 

I sighed. ''What now?'' I giggled.

 

 

 

''Kisses.'' Justin pouted leaning down.

 

 

*I rolled my eyes and wrapped my arms around Justin's neck before pecking him on the lips,I pulled away as Justin reached for the back of my head and pulled my head closer to his again,kissing me repetitively in the process*

 

 

 

''Justin!'' I giggled once he pulled away.

 

 

 

Justin smirked. ''One more.'' 

 

 

 

*I leaned in again and kissed him,Justin moved his head from side to side in the process before he pulled away,I laughed and began to walk back into the bathroom*

 

 

 

Justin's hand came in contact with my ass and I immediately turned around to glare at him,he smirked.

 

 

''Love you.'' Justin smiled.

 

 

 

''Yeah yeah,love you too.'' I muttered as I turned back around and walked into the bathroom.

 

 

 

*I heard Justin chuckle and a smile instantly formed on my face*

 

 

 

 

 

************************************

 

 

BET I SCARED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU!:D

 

lol two troll chapters on a dream...the 'I'm done' chapter was part Tori's dream guys..just so you know:)

 

JAJAJAJA! 1 POINT TO ME;D

 

 

SOWWY LOL:)

 

 

 

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF TORI'S DREAM?

 

 

DID YOU THINK JUSTIN WAS CUTE IN THIS CHAPTER..IN REAL LIFE,NOT IN THE DREAM?

 

 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT JUSTIN SHOWERING WITH TORI?

 

 

WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN AT SCHOOL TODAY?

 

 

ehh ehh ehhh:D

 

 

Stay beautiful<3

 

 

Peace,love and rubber gloves<3

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