The Nerd (Complete) *RATED R*

*Read at your own risk*

I never knew I would mean so much to one boy..but it happened.
I never knew I would fall in love so fast..but it happened.
I never knew the real feeling of loving someone so much it hurt..but it happened.

I fell in love with the school's outcast..Justin Bieber,I was the only one who looked past his nerdy personality,but that was the best part about him.

He was beautiful inside and out..and I was lucky to finally call him mine.

Well for a little while anyway.

588Likes
1176Comments
185139Views
AA

72. Hidden secrets

 

Justin's POV:

 

I slowly opened my eyes to the sound of clattering pans...Tori. 

 

I yawned and stretched my legs under the covers,trying to shake of the tiredness I was experiencing,but it wasn't working. 

 

I sat up and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes before I swung my feet over the side of the bed and pulled back the covers. 

 

I forgot about the broken heater...that shit needs to be fixed,I feel like i've just stepped out onto a sheet of pure ice in the middle of The Antarctic or something extreme.

 

 

I growled and climbed out the warm comforter,hoping at least a warm shower will warm me up until I put the car heating on. 

 

I grabbed a towel and ran into the bathroom,trying to beat the cold air whooshing around the house. 

 

Once I was in the room I turned on the shower to full blast and placed my towel on the rack,I stripped down into my birthday suit and got in the shower,letting the warm water sprinkle onto my 6 pack and my shivering skin.

 

 

*******

 

I walked into the kitchen,seeing Tori sat at the bar stool,staring at me. 

 

I ignored her presence and grabbed the breakfast she made me,sitting down opposite her I tucked in,eating the waffles she so kindly made. 

 

As I continued eating I knew she was staring at me...it was like she was staring into my soul.

 

''Will you quit it?'' I hissed,finally having enough of her constant stares. 

 

''Why are you ignoring me?'' She croaked,I looked up at her to see that she looked really hurt and insulted. 

 

It was true...me and Tori haven't spoken one word since that sentence she spilled out last night. 

 

I don't know what she was thinking,was she expecting me to be fine about it? 

 

She lost the baby I didn't even know we had.

 

''Maybe because you didn't even mention that you had a baby in your fucking stomach.'' I hissed,slamming my knife and fork down onto the marble counter. 

 

I got up and grabbed my rucksack.

 

''Were not done with this conversation...you can find your own way to school.'' I stated,pulling open the front door before slamming it shut behind me. 

 

*****************

 

Tori's POV:

 

Why was he acting this way? 

 

That's all I kept thinking as I sat in biology class,writing down endless notes that the teacher fired at us. 

 

''You okay?'' Austin whispered,touching my forearm as he leaned over his table.

 

I looked behind me and nodded sadly,sighing I brought my head into my hands. ''I'll tell you later.'' I replied. 

 

I saw Austin nod out the corner of my eye and I just left it as that.

 

Austin was kind enough to pick me up after Justin ditched me this morning,He went out of his way to pick me up and I was thankful for that.

 

********

 

Let's skip to the end of the day shall we?

 

because quite frankly nothing's happened all day.

 

Austin had just pulled into the drive and I was getting out after I said my goodbyes. 

 

I walked up the yard and opened the door with my key,Justin was in but I didn't want to disturb his ass. 

 

But when I walked in a man was just walking past the door,he looked like some sort of electrician. 

 

I then realised that maybe Justin called one to fix the heating. 

 

It was pretty cold here to be honest.

 

''Hello Ma'am.'' The man smiled,carrying on with his job. 

 

He turned to Justin who was conveniently stood next to him and sighed. ''Well...it looks like no rats or anything chewed this up..it looks like someone has cut it in half,it's a very clean cut so It couldn't of been caused by chewing them up.'' He replied,confronting Justin. 

 

Justin frowned and nodded slowly,not taking his eyes off the man. ''Right...okay.'' 

 

''Well,do you have any children in this house hold who could have accessed the wires?'' 

 

Justin clenched his jaw and looked over at me. ''There was...but not any more.'' He stated,his eyes becoming dark as he intensely glared at me.

 

''Right.'' The man replied. ''Well there's nothing more I can do..but I've fixed the heating for you guys,have a nice day.'' He smiled,picking up his tool box and walking out the door.

 

The door slammed shut and we were enveloped in silence. 

 

Justin just stared at me,his harsh glance not wearing off.

 

It killed me to see him so mad at me. 

 

''Speaking of children..would you like to tell me what the fuck happened to mine?'' He growled,walking forwards and leaning on the opposite wall. 

 

''W-Why are you so mad?'' I stuttered,gripping the end of my shirt with my fingertips in anxiousness. 

 

''Why am I mad? WHY AM I FUCKING MAD? I FOUND OUT LESS THAN 12 HOURS AGO THAT MY GIRLFRIEND HAD BEEN CARRYING A BABY I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT..AND THEN TO PUT THE ICING ON THE FUCKING CAKE,YOU LOST IT! HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU KEEP SOMETHING LIKE THIS FROM ME? HOW LONG WERE YOU PREGNANT? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?'' He screamed,turning around and punching the wall with all his strength,leaving a huge gash in the wall.

 

''T-The..the 2 tests failed Justin.'' I sobbed. ''I tried a third and it was positive..I didn't know what to d-do.'' 

 

''Wait what?'' 

 

''That time when I thought I was p-pregnant,I had a spare text in the bathroom and I used it to make sure...it came back positive,those other 2 tests failed Justin..I didn't want to tell you because I couldn't believe it myself.'' 

 

''S-So your saying..you went through 1 month of pregnancy and didn't tell me?'' He asked,his voice going down to nothing below a whisper. 

 

''N-no...I lost the baby 2 weeks after I found out b-b-but-'' 

 

''Spit it out.'' He hissed,running his hands through his hair. 

 

''That night when you pushed m-me...after I was taken to hospital...when you got into a fight with Austin...y-you pushed me over,something happened with the force,I landed on my back but it interfered with the foetus-''

 

''No..no! shut the fuck up.'' He growled,walking forwards and pushing me up against the wall. 

 

''Y-you killed it Justin,you killed our baby.'' I cried,tears streaming down my face. 

 

''No...I didn't! YOU LIAR'' He screamed,punching the wall right beside my face. 

 

I yelped and fell to the floor,Justin was pacing the hallway angrily.

 

''DON'T YOU DARE ASSUME THAT I KILLED MY BABY!'' He screamed. 

 

''Our baby Justin! it's our fucking baby.'' I hissed. 

 

How could he call it his? I have the right mind to slap him into tomorrow right now.

 

''NO! DON'T! YOU KILLED IT! IT WASN'T ME! YOUR LYING!'' He hissed,a single tear pouring out of his eye. 

 

''I'm sorry baby.'' I cried,pulling at my hair line at what i've caused. 

 

''DON'T CALL ME THAT,I'M SO DISGUSTED WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!'' He laughed bitterly,picking up a picture frame off the wall and smashing it into the wooden floor. 

 

''How could you keep this whole thing from me?'' He continued,grabbing his mom's vase and holding it up in the air. 

 

I sprung up from my position and scrambled forwards,gripping the vase before he could throw it. 

''Don't..it's your mom's.'' I croaked. 

 

Justin let go of it and stepped back .''Get the fuck away from me.'' He stated. ''Don't touch me...you killed it,not me...I didn't..I didn't!.'' He repeated,shaking his head as he ran over to the door. 

 

He unlocked it and pulled it open before he stepped outside and ran down the yard. 

 

''WHERE ARE YOU GOING?'' I screamed,my voice cracking from how hard I was crying. 

 

''I'M GETTING THE HELL AWAY FROM YOU.'' He hissed,disappearing off into the night. 

 

I turned around and looked around,I looked at the smashed up picture frames and glass and over to the dented walls...I caused this. 

 

I fell to my knees and began to bawl. 

 

I've lost him...

 

******** 

 

oh my good lord jesus,bet you didn't see that coming lol.

 

well heres an explanation if you didn;t get what was said.

 

the chapter 'theres a 50/50 chance' is where justin gives her 2 tests and they come back negative...she later on finds another and just third time lucky she uses it,but what did she have to loose? it came out positive...she was pregnant,she didn't tell justin because she didn't want him to know just yet so she waited 2 weeks to tell him,but things sprung up and Justin and Austin got in a fight...Justin pushed her over out of anger and she lost the baby..she only had the guts to tell Justin now as she didn't want him getting upset right after they made up again..so she left it and it slipped out,but Justin's angrier than ever and he's just walked out on her. 

 

shit.

 

peace,love and rubber gloves<3

 

 

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...