The Nerd (Complete) *RATED R*

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I never knew I would mean so much to one boy..but it happened.
I never knew I would fall in love so fast..but it happened.
I never knew the real feeling of loving someone so much it hurt..but it happened.

I fell in love with the school's outcast..Justin Bieber,I was the only one who looked past his nerdy personality,but that was the best part about him.

He was beautiful inside and out..and I was lucky to finally call him mine.

Well for a little while anyway.

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13. He was hurting

 

 

Tori's POV:

 

 

*I risked opening my eyes to the harsh sunlight,i immediately closed them again and rolled over expecting feel Justin's body warmth radiating off him and onto me,the bed was empty,i rubbed my eyes and sat up slowly,looking around the room*

 

 

where could he be so early in the morning...what is it? like 9:30?

 

 

 

*i grabbed my iphone from the side table and clicked the shutter button,indicating that the time was 8:28,i groaned and threw my phone back onto the table and fell back into bed,pulling the covers up with me as i fell asleep once again*

 

 

 

 

******

 

 

 

'I see them coming,

Yeah

They try to bring me down but I won't stop,

They want me in the ground but I won't stop,

Till i'm gone man I won't stop,noo' A beautiful angelic voice fluttered into my room and ringed through out my ears.

 

 

 

who the fuck is singing?

 

 

 

*I quickly climbed out of bed and tiptoed over to the door and walked down the hallway,the sound was echoing from the balcony,out back from one of the spare rooms,I opened the door slightly and looked in*

 

 

 

Justin was perched on a small stool which he obviously dragged from downstairs,one leg on the floor the other leg perched up to hold his large brown guitar,his eyes were set on the chords as he strummed away the familiar tune he sang to earlier. 

 

 

 

'I see them coming,

Yeah

They try to bring me down but I won't stop,

They want me in the ground but I won't stop,

Till i'm gone man I won't stop,noo

 

I..I see them coming,coming

They try to bring me down but I won't stop,

They want me in the ground but I won't stop,

Till i'm dead man I won't stop,Yeah!-'

 

 

*I accidentally let a gasp leave my mouth,causing Justin to jump and quickly place the guitar down*

 

 

''T-Tori? is that y-you?'' Justin stuttered nervously 

 

 

 

*I pulled open the door revealing myself to Justin,his cheeks were bright red and he was scratching the back of his neck awkwardly looking at the floor*

 

 

 

''Morning Justin'' I whispered sitting on the edge of the bed.

 

 

 

''M-Morning beautiful...I didn't wake you did I?'' Justin frowned,concern plastered his face.

 

 

 

''No...I woke up earlier..but fell asleep again,a text just woke me up,im fine.'' I lied.

 

 

 

''Thank god'' I heard Justin mumble

 

 

 

*I giggled and walked over to his guitar and picked it up*

 

 

 

''I heard you singing Justin.'' I muttered looking into his eyes.

 

 

 

''I-I-

 

 

*i stopped him speaking by reaching up and planting a soft kiss on his nose*

 

 

 

''Shh...you're amazing.'' I smiled

 

 

 

*Justin kept his gaze away from mine so i placed my finger under his chin and forced him to look at me*

 

 

 

''I'm sorry...i-i shouldn't have sang here-''

 

 

 

''Justin,shhh...listen..you're amazing,you truly are,I'm serious.'' I smiled ruffling his hair.

 

 

 

''No im not...im terrible,i don't even know why I sing in the first place.'' Justin muttered.

 

 

 

''Are you fucking kidding me? your amazing...infact,you did wake me up...only because i thought some sort of angel was singing to me in heaven because some how I died...im not even trying to be cheesy,it's true...how come you never told me you have such an amazing voice?''

 

 

 

 

''my voice is horrible...scratchy and croaky..i can't even hit any high notes.'' Justin frowned 

 

 

 

 

''Justin..you sound extremely sexy,did you write this song?'' I asked taking the sheet of paper I noticed on the floor.

 

 

 

''D-Don't read those!'' Justin sighed trying to grab them out my hands.

 

 

 

too late bieber..

 

 

 

*I looked closely at all the scribbles and words,they formed some sort of lyrics..but not just one or two songs,there were like 3 or 4 on this page alone.I started to read them*

 

*note 1*

'Just a fraction of your love

fills the air,

and i fall in love with you,

all over again,

your the light that feeds the sun in my world,

i'd face a thousand years of pain for my girl,

out of all the things in life that i could fear,

the only thing that would hurt me is if you weren't here,

 

i don't wanna go back to just being one half of the eqation,

do you understand what im saying?

girl without you im lost,

can't fix this compass at heart,

between me and love your the common denominator'

 

 

*note 2*

'There's a dream in my soul,
A fire that's deep inside me.
There's a me no one knows,
Waiting to be set free.

I'm gonna see that day;
I can feel it,
I can taste it.
Change is coming my way.

I was born to be somebody.
Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me.
I'll light up the sky like lightning,
I'm gonna rise above,
Show 'em what I'm made of.
I was born to be somebody,
I was born to be,
And this world will belong to me.

This life can kick you around (whoa)
This world can make you feel small (whoa)
They will not keep me down (whoa)
I was born to stand tall.

I'm goin' all the way.
I can feel it, I believe it.
I'm here, I'm here to stay.

I was
born to be somebody.
Ain't nothing that's ever gonna stop me.'

 

 

 

*note 3*

 

 

'Mommy, you were always and somewhere
And Daddy, I live out of town
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow

You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears?
A world so far away, and now I just need you here

So we fight through the hurt
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live and we learn
And we try and try and try and try

So it's up to to you, and it's up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to earth
Down to earth, down to earth
On our way back
down to earth'

 

****

 

 

*I felt tears slide down my face,a pang in my heart,i looked up at Justin,he had tears in his pretty brown eyes too,the one tear slipped,then another,and soon my vision became blurry*

 

 

''These are beautiful'' I whispered

 

 

*Justin didn't reply,Just wiped away the few small tears that fell*

 

 

 

''I can feel the pain through these Justin,i really can..i feel like I understand you more now,was the first song about Derek and bully's at school?'' 

 

 

*Justin nodded*

 

 

''And the last one about how you miss the old times with your mom when she looked after and cared for you? and how you don't see your dad anymore?''  I sniffed

 

 

''And the second note was about you'' Justin finished finally looking up at me.

 

 

 

*i felt a small crack from down the middle of my heart*

 

 

I didn't know it brought him this much pain...and that he loved me but i was with Derek ......i honestly can't describe my feelings right now...its just unbearable just to think about how much Justin was dealing with all on his own...not even his parents were there to support him,while i was worried about if he like me or not? i can't believe myself.

 

 

 

********* 

 

 

sorry it's short,ill do a part two tomorrow guys,love you<3xxx

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