The Nerd (Complete) *RATED R*

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I never knew I would mean so much to one boy..but it happened.
I never knew I would fall in love so fast..but it happened.
I never knew the real feeling of loving someone so much it hurt..but it happened.

I fell in love with the school's outcast..Justin Bieber,I was the only one who looked past his nerdy personality,but that was the best part about him.

He was beautiful inside and out..and I was lucky to finally call him mine.

Well for a little while anyway.

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54. Don't do this

 

 

I shook my head and shut the door not wanting to deal with him so early in the morning.

 

I walked back over to the bedroom and dropped into bed,hoping what happened was just a dream and he really has no idea where I am.

 

But that thought suddenly stopped circulating my brain when small knocks were heard on the hotel door.

 

''Please baby.'' Justin lowly croaked,barely audible.

 

 

I sighed and climbed out of bed and walked back into the main room,I waited by the door and listened to his un-even breaths.

 

 

''I-I'm so soooo stupid.'' He croaked,his voice breaking as the sound of something dropping to the floor was heard.

 

 

I suddenly got startled when a scraping sound was heard on the door,I looked out the peep hole to see Justin now sat on the floor,his head in his hands.

 

 

 

''Baby,I-I swear...I didn't mean to..please talk to me,I can't take it.'' He wept.

 

 

I stayed silent and watched him as he repetitively shook his head.

 

 

''I can't take it...I swear...since I got back to the house I've been going crazy,you don't know how much this has effected me,please...I'm sorry for hitting you,in no way do you deserve to even be touched like that,I let myself down and most importantly you,I NEED your love,that's what keeps me going,knowing you might break up with me is killing me slowly from the inside.'' He spat,tears now streaming down his cheeks.

 

 

 

I opened the door and stood back,watching Justin slowly lift his head up to look at me.

 

 

''B-Bab-Tori?'' He asked,slowly getting up and wiping away his tears.

 

 

 

''Justin..it's half 2 in the fucking morning,what are you doing.'' I hissed,crossing my arms as I stared at his red face.

 

 

''Y-Your still mad at me?'' 

 

 

''Of course I fucking am...first you hit me then turn up here at inconvenient times causing a ruckus.'' I growled.

 

 

''I-I'm sorry..it's just...'' He shook his head. ''I just couldn't cope with you not sleeping beside me...I couldn't sleep...please come home,let's- let's get your bags.'' Justin replied,looking around the suit.

 

 

''Justin.'' 

 

 

''I'll start on the clothes.'' 

 

 

''Justin.''

 

 

''I left the lights on back at the cabin.'' 

 

 

''JUSTIN!''

 

 

I stopped him in mid walk and grabbed his hand,Justin instantly froze and looked down at our hands,he then slowly looked up.

 

 

''W-Where's y-your promise ring?'' He croaked,his voice hoarse from the struggle of projecting his words.

 

 

I snatched my hand back and shook my head at him,a single tear falling from my eye. ''You need to go.'' I whispered,walking backwards.

 

 

''I-Is this it? I-Is this your way of breaking up w-with me?'' Justin whispered,his voice cracking at every word.

 

 

 

''Justin...'' I whispered,mentally begging him to stop.

 

 

''Is this it? your giving up on me? us? I thought this love was forever.'' 

 

 

''Me too,but you did something you swore you would never do.'' 

 

 

''Baby please...please d-don't do this.'' 

 

 

''You promised  to love me forever...but you wouldn't hit me if you loved me.'' 

 

 

 

''It was a mistake..I didn't mean too...please.'' 

 

 

''Don't you dare say it was a mistake...your eyes were still the same evil colour as they were when you hit me moments later..they never changed,and neither did you...you fooled me into thinking you needed help,someone to save you from depression...but I'm the one who needs saving...who knows what your going to do if I do something wrong again?'' I chuckled,wiping my tears with the back of my hand. ''I'm through with being upset and hurt all the time..you say everything's going to be alright..you said you'd be there for me...but when I need you the most...you're not there for me,your shouting and abusing me whilst another boy holds me...wouldn't you want that boy to be you Justin? is that what you want?'' 

 

 

Justin nodded,tears violently crashing onto the wine red rug beneath his feet.

 

 

''Well then hold me when I most certainly need to be held,love me when I need to be loved,and most importantly...be there even when you can't,forget about your anger for one minute and realise that your girlfriend is crying and shut up,walk over and hold her and don't ever let go..because you never know when she's not going to be there for you anymore.'' 

 

 

 

And with that,I took the promise ring out of my pocket and grabbed his hand,I gently placed it in his palm and walked away.

 

 

 

''Please...I'll...I'll do anything.'' Justin begged,grabbing my hand and entwining it with his.

 

 

I unwrapped my fingers from his and pulled my hand away.

 

 

''Then leave me alone...I'll come back when I'm ready...but right now I'm sick of this...I'm sick of you...'' I whispered.

 

 

''Tori I beg you,don't do this...I can't live without you.'' 

 

 

''Well you did a pretty good job forgetting about me when you were sucking up to that slut.'' 

 

 

''Are you serious? I wasn't ignoring you...you were the one who walked off and nearly got yourself raped again!'' He hissed.

 

 

For a second I stopped breathing...

 

 

how could someone be that selfish?

 

 

''Get out.'' I stated,instantly causing Justin to stop breathing and to look up at me.

 

 

''W-What?'' 

 

 

I pushed him hard in the chest,causing him to stumble back a bit.

 

 

''I said get the fuck out...how dare you disrespect me and presume that me getting raped was my fault...it was yours! GET OUT I HATE YOU'' I screamed,tears now streaming rapidly down my cheeks.

 

 

''I-I didn't mean that...Y-You don't mean that...you don't hate me,you don't!'' 

 

 

''GET OUT JUSTIN,I'M SICK OF IT....JUST LEAVE ME ALONE,YOU BRING NOTHING BUT PAIN AND STRESS INTO MY LIFE,DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT TALKING TO ME UNTIL YOU SORT OUT YOUR PRIORITIES AND YOUR ANGER ISSUES,I WAS THERE FOR YOU THROUGH THICK AND FUCKING THIN AND YOU HAVE THE DECENCY TO TREAT ME LIKE YOUR FUCKING DOG...I'M A HUMAN BEING,I HAVE A VOICE AND I CERTAINLY HAVE FEELINGS,I'M NOT YOUR PERSONAL SEX TOY,OR A SLAVE..YOU WILL TREAT ME WITH RESPECT AND IF YOU DON'T THEN I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU UNTIL YOU DO...LEAVE NOW.'' I screamed.

 

 

I don't care if I woke up the people staying next door,everyone needs to know how much of a cunt I have for a boyfriend.

 

 

with one last push Justin stumbled out the door,and as quick as a flash,I slammed the door in his face...

 

 

good...that'll do some damage.

 

 

I walked back into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

 

 

Mascara streaks were trailing down my face like small branches from a tree,I shook my head and mentally forced myself to stay strong.

 

I held my head high and ran the warm tap in the sink,I grabbed a flannel and dipped it in once the sink was full of warm water,once the flannel was soaked I pulled it up to my face and began to wipe off my mascara streaks...opening up my pores on my face at the same time.

 

 

I got another squeeze of moisturiser on my pinky and dotted it under my eyes before blending it out.

 

I sighed and dragged my feet out the bathroom before turning off the lights.

 

 

I walked into the bedroom and flopped into bed,pulling up the covers before I grabbed my phone and hovered it over my face.

 

 

I sighed when about 15 messages illuminated on my screen from Justin.

 

 

I clicked on the most recent which was from 13 minutes ago and waited for it to load.

 

 

'From: My dork'ox

Time: 4:05am

 

I just want to let you know that I still love you and I'm not giving up on us..this love is for eternity and I will try my best to prove it to you.' 

 

 

I sighed and shut my eyes tightly,shaking my head as I tried not to let out a scream.

 

 

'this love is for eternity and I will try my best to prove it to you.' 

 

'this love is for eternity and I will try my best to prove it to you.' 

 

 

Well Bieber..if you really want to win me back..you better get to work,because this girl is now ten times resistant to douche bags..and if you slip up even once....you've lost me forever.

 

 

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Guys omg I don't know about you but I'm inlove with the last line...

 

 

tell me what your favourite line was from this update and I'll fan you if I haven't already:)

 

 

WILL JUSTIN PROVE TO TORI THAT HE'LL CHANGE?

 

HOW WILL JUSTIN CHANGE?

 

WILL IT BE ENOUGH FOR TORI?

 

THOUGHTS ON TORI TAKING OFF THE PROMISE RING?

 

THOUGHTS ON THE WAY TORI HANDLED JUSTIN'S UNACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOUR?

 

WOULD YOU HAVE DONE THE SAME IF YOU WERE TORI?

 

OR DO YOU DISAGREE AND TAKE THE SIDE OF JUSTIN?

 

 

Stay flawless<3

 

 

Peace,love and rubber gloves<3

 

 

~Shawtyyymane'xo

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