My everything

One Direction is a boyband. And I'm in love with them. I can't think of anything else. I cry at night because I'm not near them.


5. I wasn't supposed to say that out loud

I was still crying. My life was so miserable. I had no friends except for Hayley, and I had never met her in real life. How could I live like this? "I only have one friend, and I have never met her in real life" I cried. "You have never met your only friend?" he asked. "No, I haven't. And I will never meet her. She lives in Ireland" I said. He looked me and then on the big clock on his wall. "I am not saying this to get rid of you, but don't you have to go home? It's 7:30 pm. Aren't your parents worried about you?" he asked. "I haven't been think of my parents at all! My phone is out of battery, but I really don't feel like going home" I said. "You can use my phone to call them" he said and gave me his phone. "Thank you" I said and called my mom and dad. "Hello?" it was my mom. "Hi, mom I know you must be mad at me and everything, but I just want to say that I am okay. I won't come home before tomorrow, because there's no busses out here. That was all I will see you tomorrow" I said and hung up. I thanked Harry for letting me borrow his phone and then we just stood there. "Should I go or?" I asked while I turned around to the door. "Please don't" he said and grabbed my wrist. "It's just. I get kind of lonely out here and you have nowhere to go. Would you please stay?" he asked. "Okay" I said and walked back into the living room. 

"So I have always wondered, how is it to be in One Direction?" I asked. "It's absolutely incredible" he said. "But sometimes I just wish that I wasn't famous you know? Having people running after you and wanting your autograph and wanting a picture all the time. I don't know it's just. Most of the time I love it, but then there's some times where I just want to be alone". I understood. We went to the kitchen to cook some dinner. "So you just ran away from school? Why did you walk out here? It's far away from the city" he said while he chopped salad. "I was just walking, the trend kind of gave me energy. It was this girl Jasmine, she has 166 followers so I find it kind of impossible for her. How did she do it?" I said quietly. "I don't know, but I am glad it trended. If it never had trended I wouldn't have met you" he said happily. "If it never had trended I wouldn't be alive right now" I said out loud. The silence filled the room. I had no intention to say that out loud. It was supposed to just be a thought in my head. Harry looked confused at me. I wasn't sure, but it looked like he had tears in the corner of his eyes. "I wasn't supposed to say that out loud, I am sorry" I said whilst I looked at the ground. "You would commit suicide?" I asked. He was in tears I couldn't bear to see him like this. "I don't know, maybe. I just" my tears stopped me. I hugged him. This day was kind of weird. It was terrible, then amazing and now it was terrible, but still amazing. "Please don't ever commit suicide. I don't know you that well, but if you commit suicide they win" he cried. "I won't commit suicide today I promise you. The bullying is just too much. I have been bullied for 3 years now" I said. "No, you will never commit suicide. Not just today, never!" he said. "I can't promise that" I said and turned my face away from him.

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