Our Little Secret

Angelique was an uprising model who hadn't been looking for someone but was focused on her career. Her bestfriend Annabel was an upcoming actor who was starting to climbing up the celebrity ladder. When her friend introduces her to a fellow member of her boyfriend's group, they grow a strong friendship that she wants more than, but only one person is stopping her.

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3. Bodies

 

    
      It was around 10:00 when I was on my laptop searching for bookings and listening to my favorite 8tracks playlists. Zayn was asleep on the couch across the dark room adjusting his sleeping positions every once in a while. Earlier when we were chatting on the couch, he was really letting his feelings out about the Perrie situation. I was slowly but surly trying to get over him, just trying to forget everything I was feeling, but I never thought it would be this hard. I've never really learned how to manage my feelings for guys because I never had a dad to teach me, so every time I've told someone how I feel about them, it never works out the way I think it would. After I had sent my digital pro folio around, I was getting a little sleepy, so I shut off my computer and changed my playlist better for sleeping. I layed down and shut my eyes, feeling the warmth of the sheets against my face. As I slowly dozed off to sleep, all I was wishing was that he was laying down behind me, holding me in his arms, feeling his body heat against mine, wishing that he could make me feel safe.

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      It was a dream, it has to be. This can't really be happening. This was all I thought when I was startled awake by Zayn coming over, laying down in my bed, and reaching over to cuddle with me. All I could think was that it was a dream and i tried soaking in the memory by sniffing the sleeve on his shirt, inhaling his perfect scent of cologne. "Zayn?" I asked in hushed tones, but loud enough for him to hear me if he was awake.

"Yes?.." He asked sounding half asleep.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm holding you."

"Won't Perrie get mad?"

"Maybe. But do I see her?"

"I guess not.. but this isn't right-"

"Who says it has to be? Do you feel what I feel between us?"

"Uhm.."

"I know you do, you've been acting differently around me, I think I can tell when someone fancy's me." Was he on crack? I wasn't sure what to do, I wanted him to stay so bad, but I knew he shouldn't. It wasn't right. I am so confused.

"Zayn, are you on drugs?.."

"No, I'm not on drugs. Will you just live the moment and not worry about what everyone else knows or thinks? I promise it will be our little secret. We don't have to tell anyone. Now go back to bed." My emotions were swerving off road. What the hell is he talking about? If this was a different situation I would be all over this, but because it's cheating, I didn't really want to be apart of it.

"Zayn, your crazy." I tried escaping his grip by pulling his arm off of my waist, but he wouldn't budge.

"Angelique, just stay.please." I sat and thought about it, and came to the conclusion that I actually really wanted this to happen, I had dreampt about it multiple times, but I would let it get farther then it already was.

"Fine, but nothing more." I got back into my previous position as I felt his scruff scratch along the side of my face as he nuzzled my neck. This was so unexpected and so wrong, but to me, it felt so right. I then let my eyes close as I cuddled his arm, making myself reassure that it wasn't just another dream.
 

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