Broken Walls

Avalon was no ordinary girl, she was a mutant. After graduating college Avalon moved to London and became a One Direction stylist. After a while she noticed Harry might be falling for her. What she doesn't know is the boys have a secret. Avalon might have to solve a lot more than her problems. (I do admit that this isn't my best story mainly because its my first so sorry if it's bad...)

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22. Depressed

Avalon's POV

After that day I was never myself. I always felt guilty and always had nightmares. I never talked to Zayn because I felt like he was gonna hate me. I tried to die just to escape the whole I felt in my heart. All I could think is I killed me best friend. Christian may be dead but I feel like I needed to die so Nicole could finally rest in peace.

I finally let Harry in my room. I stood up and just looked at him with tears in my eyes. All he could do was give me a hug. He looked at me "Avalon please come back it's been two weeks since you came out of your room. I love you." I cried "I'm sorry Harry, I just don't feel like I should be here. Its my fault Nicole is dead. I love you too, but I dont' deserve to be here." he started to cry "Avalon don't do what I think your gonna do please. Its not your fault. You do deserve to be here with me."

"That's sweet and no I'm not gonna kill my self I promise." He smiled and kissed me on the forehead. I told him I was gonna go walk in the forest and go visit Nicole's grave near the creek. I got ready, then left. I walked to the forest, I just looked around. I saw Nicole's grave, walked towards it when I got there I dropped to the ground and cried. "I'M SO SORRY NICOLE!!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO THIS TO YOU. I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO DIE ESPECIALLY CAUSE OF ME!!!! I'm just sorry Nicole..."

I just sat there, I either cried or just looked at the creek. I sat there until I heard someone coming, I looked back it was Zayn.  I just looked forward and acted like I didn't see him. Zayn put the flowers on her grave and sat next to me. I looked at him he didn't say anything, "Zayn I'm so sorry." I started to cry again, he looked at me and hugged me."You don't hate me." he just cried and said "No I don't, I was mad, but realized it was never your fault."

I smiled a little and left him alone with Nicole. I went back to the house still feeling guilty. I walked up to my room and cried for a little bit, then Harry came in, "were did you go I was a little worried." I told him where I went and what happened. He looked at me and smiled. I looked at him and kissed him. All of my feelings just disappeared and I felt on Earth again. I let go, and he realized I came back. I didn't feel sad anymore. I was better, but still felt guilty. "Thank you Harry." He smiled and kissed me again. I'm back... for now

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