Mending The Memories - A Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) Fanfic

Cleo Greenfeld awoke in a hospital, completely unaware of the events that had occurred just a few days before. She'd gotten into an accident and forgotten about everything that was fairly recent to her. Will she ever remember any of her most recent friends? Will she ever remember any of the important things that had happened to her recently? But most importantly, will she remember the boy she loves?


7. The "New" Normal?

      **AUTHOR'S NOTE**

     Well hey! I hope you guys are enjoying this far. If you could tell me what you think, that'd be greatly appreciated. Also, sorry for the shortness of the chapter, my mind is a little everywhere! Love you all! MUAH! ~



      After a little more walking around, we decided to head home. But as we walked back to the apartment, I couldn't calm my thoughts at all. The thoughts about how Dan and Phil both cared about me so me so much, even if I didn't remember them. Also some thoughts about how they didn't try forcing me to remember anything, they just sort of told me a story about something they enjoyed that had happened and didn't seem to be too bothered if I remembered it or not. I still felt bad about it though; not remembering anything that these two amazing people have done in my life.

      "Hey Cleo, you okay?" Dan lightly touched my shoulder, bringing me back to reality. I hadn't realized that we were already back at the apartment. "Oh yeah I'm fine. Just lost in my thoughts I guess." I laughed slightly.

      "Okay." Dan smiled down at me, taking his hand off of my shoulder and walking into the apartment. I watched him walk away, beginning to get lost in my own thoughts once again. 

      I walked into the apartment and sat on the couch. Thoughts consumed me. I didn't know when or if I would ever remember anything about Dan or Phil. Or even about anything we did together. It honestly worried me; not knowing anything about the people I'm technically living with and who have apparently been a part of my life for a significant amount of time. I especially felt bad about forgetting Dan. I mean he is a very attractive person, he's funny and he seems nice. But would I be able to love him again? Hopefully I can teach myself to love him, so I won't feel bad. No. That's a terrible thing to do to someone. I guess all I can do is hope that I'll remember my feeling I had for him and love him again.

      "Hey Cleo, you've been in here for quite some time. What's bothering you?" Phil sat next to me, sounding concerned. "Well I've been thinking about..Everything. The fact I completely forgot about you and Dan. And all the amazing stories you guys have told me. I don't remember any of them. I can see that Dan loves me, just by looking at him. I want to love him. I want to remember everything. But no matter how much I try to, I just can't." I sighed, a single tear rolling off my cheek. "It's just frustrating."

      Phil moved closer to me, wrapping his arms around me. "Listen Cleo. None of this is your fault. Me and Dan both understand that you're trying. Sure it might hurt a little that you don't remember us, but you're here. That's all that matters. You're here with us and we're determined to keep you comfortable and safe. Dan really bet himself up over letting you leave the house on your own. It destroyed him when we got a call that'd you'd been hurt. That day he swore that when you got better, he'd make sure you'd never get hurt again. I'm planning on helping him with that. We care about you a lot and we don't want you stressing out about trying to remember things about us and about things we've done together. Eventually everything will work itself out and it'll be as normal as it possibly can be. It'll be a new normal for us, I suppose."

      "Thank you Phil. I guess my mind is trying to make sense of everything that's happened and I've made myself over think a lot of things. As long as you and Dan will be here for me, then I guess that's all that matters. I know I won't be going through all of this alone." I began to relax in Phil's embrace. 

      I heard slight movement coming from behind me, so I let go of Phil and turned around. Dan looked down at me, smiling. "I heard your conversation. Like Phil said, don't worry about what you don't remember. Everything will be fine. Come here." Dan opened his arms. 

      I stood up, walking into Dan's warm embrace. "I do still love you, and whether or not you will ever love me again, it isn't a big deal. I want you to be happy and start living a normal life. Well, I'm not quite sure how normal it would be considering you're with me and Phil." Dan laughed, kissing the top of my head.

      Phil stood up from behind me, walking over and hugging me and Dan. "Yay group hug!" I giggled. Maybe the two of them were right. Maybe everything will work itself out. I guess we'll have to wait and see.

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