Mending The Memories - A Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) Fanfic

Cleo Greenfeld awoke in a hospital, completely unaware of the events that had occurred just a few days before. She'd gotten into an accident and forgotten about everything that was fairly recent to her. Will she ever remember any of her most recent friends? Will she ever remember any of the important things that had happened to her recently? But most importantly, will she remember the boy she loves?


8. I Will Always Love You

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      *The next day*

      Dan had offered his bed for me to sleep in, I tried to decline the offer, but he's very persistent. I slept in his bed and woke up at around 8:00am but didn't get out of bed until 9:30am; mostly just lying in bed, letting my thoughts run freely.

      I got up out of Dan's comfortable bed and walked into the kitchen, finding Phil leaning against the counter, holding a cup of tea. He looked up from his mug and smiled at me. "Hey Cleo, how'd you sleep?"

      "Dan's bed is really comfortable, so I slept great." I replied, laughing slightly. I walked over and stood next to Phil, leaning my head on his shoulder. "I'm still a little bit sleepy though and I'm really hungry. Can I have some breakfast or something?"

      "Oh yeah, what would you want? Toast? Cereal?" Phil asked, walking over to one of the cupboards and opening it. "I think I'll just have some toast. Thanks."

      Phil turned around and nodded his head at me, taking two slices of bread and putting them in the toaster. I sighed and leaned against the counter, trying to fix my bad case of bed head.

      "Come here and let me fix this." Phil motioned me toward him with his finger. I walked towards him slowly and rubbed my eyes.

      As soon as I reached Phil I laid my head on his shoulder, too tired to care. "You don't have to try to fix whatever mess is on my head right now. I'll probably get a shower to attempt to fix it somehow." I snuggled my head into the crook of his neck as I spoke.

      "Oh alright sleepy head. Hey can you go check on Dan to see if he's still alive?" Phil chuckled and rubbed the back of my hair in an attempt to smooth it out. I groaned and looked up to look at his face. "Please don't burn my toast while I'm gone."

      Dan had been sleeping on the couch in the living room, considering he gave up his bed for me to sleep in. He insisted that the couch was comfortable enough for him and that he would be fine sleeping there until I was okay with sleeping with him again. His position said something entirely different. He was lying on his back, strewn across the couch with limbs everywhere. He didn't really look very comfortable, he looked like he was in pain.

      I slowly walked over to him, examining his body. His lanky body, his curly hair, his plump lips, his pale skin, he looked so peaceful. He might have been able to feel me staring because he began to stir. I quickly snapped out of the trance I was in and knelt down next to the couch, face to face with Dan. I laid my hand on his head and gently played with his hair. "Hey sleepy head. Do you plan on waking up any time soon?"

      He opened his eyes a little and then quickly closed them. "I don't want to. I'm sleepy." He said groggily, leaning into my touch. 

      "Aw come on. Me and Phil are already awake. Oh by the way, your bed is really comfortable." I tucked a stray hair behind his ear and spoke quietly to him, deciding that it might be the best way to try to wake him up. He groaned and stretched his arms. "I'll get up in a minute and I'm glad you like it. I'm kind of regretting deciding to sleep on the couch, I think there's a broken spring in it or something. All I know is my back hurts."

      "Do you want to sleep in your bed tonight? I can sleep on the couch inst-" Dan cut me off. "No. I'm not letting you sleep on the couch. I gave you my bed for a reason. It's fine, really."

      "Or we could both sleep in your bed." I whispered, slightly afraid of what his response might be. He looked at me in shock. "Are you sure? I don't want you to feel like you have to. I want you to be completely comfortable before even thinking about doing anything like that."

      "Dan, I'm sure. I mean before all of this happened me and you slept together all the time right? So it's clearly no big deal. As of right now it's like two friends having a sleepover. Hopefully the more of my memory I gain back, the more we can work on us. Is that alright?" All of my thoughts came out at once. Sure I was scared for what the future holds, but Dan clearly cares about me a lot and I want to find the emotions that I have for him deep inside of me. It will definitely take some time before everything can go back to the way it was, maybe things will never be the exact same as before, but I will try to fix things as much as I can. I want to fix things with Dan and I truly believe that I can.

      "Okay. only as long as you're entirely sure about this. I want you to be as comfortable as you can possibly be and I will never try to force anything on you. Ever. I will only do things that you're comfortable with. I swear on my life. I will always love you and would never do anything to hurt you." Dan sat up slightly and tucked my hair behind my ear.

      I smiled at him and blushed. "I know and I just have to say you are honestly the sweetest person ever. I honestly can't begin to imagine how you feel through all of this and I feel bad this happened. But you're handling it so well, it's really thoughtful of you. I can see how I came to love you as much as I did and I hope that I can love you even more than that sometime soon."

      I laid my hand on the side of Dan's face and moved my face closer to his, giving him a kiss on the cheek. I don't know what came over me, considering I haven't even known Dan for all that long. Well, I can't really remember him. But he makes me feel so comfortable and cares about how I feel more than how he feels. 

      After I gave Dan a kiss on the cheek I took both of my arms and wrapped them around his neck, giving him a hug. I cuddled my head into the crook of his neck, taking in his scent and feeling instantly even more relaxed. The weird thing is that I feel like I remember that smell. Suddenly, a memory returned. I saw Dan standing at the front door of my mother's house with a bouquet of flowers. I remember taking the flowers from him and hugging him. I remember how nice he smelt. Just like he does right now. 

    I let go of him and sat on the floor, shock overtaking my features. Dan immediately sat up worriedly. "Are you okay?" He asked concerned. I looked up to look him in the eyes. "I just remembered something."

      "You did?" Dan asked excitedly. "What did you remember? Wait, Phil! Come in here! Cleo said she remembers something!"

      Phil ran into the room and looked down at me. "Do you really remember something?" I giggled at both of their reactions and nodded my head. "Yeah I do. Now if you two would like to calm down, I'd like to tell you what I remember. Just in case I forget it again."

     They both nodded and Phil came over to sit next to Dan on the couch. They both looked at me expectantly. "Well I know this sounds weird but when I hugged Dan I remembered the way he smelt." I giggled and rubbed the back of my neck. "Then I remembered a time when Dan was waiting for me outside of my mother's house holding flowers. I remembering being super excited and taking the flowers from him to put them inside, then hugging him. I remember that he smelt the same way."

     Dan and Phil exchanged a look of excitement. "That was our first date. It was nearly three years ago. Sure that's quite a while ago but it's fantastic that you're starting to remember things. I still remember our first date perfectly, oh god was I ever nervous." Dan chuckled.

      "I'm really glad you remembered something. Hopefully you'll remember the first time we met too. We met a little while after you and Dan first started dating." Phil said happily. I grinned at the two of them. "I hope I remember that really soon too." 

  ~~~~~~~~~~~~LATER THAT DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

      We all decided that we would stay inside and just watch movies. After a few movies I started feeling tired once again, leaning my head on Dan's and holding onto his arm. Eventually I fell asleep. Little did I know, that this time when I fell asleep that I would start dreaming about things that happened in the past. With me and Dan, me and Phil and me and my family. So many memories merging together into one, making it incredibly difficult to tell one from the other. Maybe when I wake up, I'll remember some of them.

      I keep hearing one phrase replaying through my head. Over and over. "I will always love you and would never do anything to hurt you."

      .....................I will always love you and would never do anything to hurt you.


     ........................................................I will always love you and would never do anything to hurt you.

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