Fixing Horan

She was so small, and yet had the biggest heart, she doesn't talk alot, but she gives the most amazing advice. "I don't understand Niall, what has happened?" “I-Im sick of my life Hannah, I'm done." Tears were everywhere, and hearts were broken. Nobody knows what happened to Niall, one day he was so happy, and the next day it was like his world got rip to itty bitty pieces. The fans don't even act interested in him anymore, yeah, what true fans are they?

"This my cousin, Hannah Bodnar." Harry had told everyone, but Niall.. didn't flinch one bit. He'd lay in bed all day, or go for walks.. oftentimes. When people would see him on the streets they wouldn't care, even young girls that were fans.

Many people wonder, but many people don't ask, except Hannah. The other boys wonder, 'how does she do it?' But nobody knows.
Will Niall get away or will Hannah make her way swiftly in his life?

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6. Chapter Five❤


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[Hannahs POV] 

The boys told me that I was meeting their girlfriends today, well.. Zayns, Liams, and Harry's girfriends, I guess Louis is single, sadly, that poor guy.

But he seems pretty happy for a single man. 

"They should be here at 7. For now let's hangout here so that we can wait. Liam, go get Niall, he has to go." Harry said, and rubbed his forehead. 

Liam walked up the stairs and we immediately heard yelling. 

I signed in stress, I know I've only been here for atleast 1 hour, but I'm stressed. 

The bedroom door slammed shut and I jumped, startled. 

A gumpy, frowning, Niall Horan walked down the stairs, with Liam holding his arm. 

"Well.. It wasn't as easy, but I got him down here." He mumbled. 

"Niall." I whispered and grabbed his shoulder. 

I was quite an out going person, I'm assuming you've noticed. I attach to people quickly, 

I know it sounds crazy, but its just me. 

That's why I was so, shouty at Niall.. I don't even think its a good thing. 

"Hm?" 

"Just let it out," I said.

"No." 

"Why?" 

"Because it'll do nothing."

"Niall. Why the heck do you think that? Maybe that's what would help you, and of you just told someone In the first place maybe it'd all be cleared up! Whatever."

 I groaned in annoyance, but I did care for him, a lot actually. He just needs help. 

"We're halfway there, you can calm down now." Louis said and raised his eyebrows. 

I just huffed and looked out my window.. Niall really needs some help.

[Nialls POV] 

Okay. Can I be honest? I kinda enjoy being yelled at by a girl. Plus Hannah is pretty gorgeous. But I'm not not changing for her.. Just with her looks she can't change me. 

I'm so sick of people trying to make me tell them my feelings, I'm not going to let them out sooner or later. 

Nobody will change me. 

Who am I kidding, I want a girlfriend. I want a beautiful life. I want friends that love me, I WANT... to be loved.. By someone beautiful and that will love me for me. 

This is why I'm depressed. I can't do anything. I'm sick of just EVERYTHING. I can't even laugh anymore, I don't even remember how to laugh.. is it easy? 

When I looked in the mirror the other day, I started crying because I was ashamed of what I had become. 

I tried smiling, but it really did hurt.. I tried to force myself to smile. 

Knowing that I can't smile is horrible. But it's me. 

We had finally pulled up to the restaurant.. and I got out of the car, full of shame. 

A little girl came up to me and patted my back. 

"Oh my, are you Niall horan?" She said, her little girl voice ringing in my ears.

"Yeah." 

"Can I get your autograph?" She asked holding out a poster of me.. Smiling. 

I nodded and signed it. 

She gave me a smile and hugged me, tightly. 

I hugged back.. 

And started crying. 

She ran off with her mom.

Feeling the Hug, felt amazing. I couldn't contain how I felt. Knowing someone actually cares, means so much. 

I walked in and wiped off my tears. Sitting down with everyone. 

"What does it feel like to be loved?"

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