A diary of Lilly Hyland recorded from April 2nd 2011. Her tragic yet happy story is with Harry Styles. This story has One Direction, Little Mix, Union J, and more!!


18. Goodbye

The marriage thing awhile back was a joke to them. They aren't really getting married. 

August 30th 2012  7:30pm
I nodded. 
"Well, it's not gonna happen now. Nothing is gonna tear us apart. I really want this to last," 
I sighed.
"What's wrong?" He asked. 
"Um, well. Today I got a call to audition for a production of Hairspray," 
"So what?" 
"The audition is in New York," 
His eyes widened. 
"When do you have to go?" 
"Monday of when?" 
" of this week," I laughed.
"Oh," he sighed. 
"It is only an audition! How about I come with you and see if you get it I guess I'll leave," 
"Yeah but they're giving me a place to stay and everything,"
"We have to make this work somehow!" 
"Yes! But I don't know what to do! Do you have to take the spot?" 
"No. But I really want to! This could make or break my career!" 
"What about us?" 
"I would want you to move with me but the band! I can't break you guys up and god forbid you might not be the one," 
"Don't say that. How about this. We decide together?" 
Then I french kissed him. 
The rest of the night when smoothly. 
When we got home we got out a bottle of wine and we sat on the couch together with my legs on his lap.
"I think you should stay," he blurted out. 
"I have to go," I said.
"What? Why?" 
"I mean I was leaning towards staying but since you saying I should stay, I realized I need to go," 
"No. You can't. We're recording the new album very soon and I won't even get to visit,"
"But I need to see if I'm good enough! I haven't even met your family yet!"
"Well, tomorrow lets go meet her!" 
"But what?"
" never mind. I need to sleep," 
I went straight to bed. I started crying. I didn't want to leave but I needed to. 

August 31st, 2012 whenever 
I woke up the next day I went to go meet Ann, Harry's mother. She was a very nice and pretty lady! Then I met his step father she was very nice as well. Gemma, his sister happen to be there to was just like her mother very nice a beautiful.  When we got home I started packing, because I was leaving tomorrow. 
Harry was leaning against the door frame watching me. 
I turned around towards him. He started getting tears. 
"This isn't the end baby," I said.
"I know. I'm just going to miss you so much," he said while wiping a tear away. 
"You're gonna make me cry," I said while getting tears. 
I hugged him tightly sobbing. 
I looked up at him and started kissing.
"So are we breaking up?" 
"I guess," 
I stared crying again. 
"Lets not make this a sad time! Lets do something fun. Starting with this," 
He spun me around shut the door and started making out with me. 
This” then his soft lips are pressed to mine. i deepen the kiss licking his lower lip. 
"We're *kiss* totally *kiss* broken up," I moaned. 
He lets me in and our tongues fight. He win. He lowers me onto the couch and his hands find the hem of my tank top
“Off” he says then i push him back and pull my shirt over my head as he does the same with his. I trace his tattoos with my fingers as he stares at me. He then reaches behind me and unclips my bra throwing it somewhere.
“mm” I say as he takes my right breast into his mouth.
“You like that baby?” he asks switching to the left one. I nod my head then grab his belt not wanting to waste anymore time wih foreplay.
He sits up and undoes his belt while I take my shorts off. He staddles me and rips my panties off
“They were new” i growl
“You dont need them” he says attacking my neck with kisses and love bites. I pull down his boxer and his hard on hits his stomach.
“Ready?” he whispers into my ear lining himself up with my enterance. I nod and he slides himself into me. I moan from his size.
“Fuck your so tight” he groans into my neck. And starts trusting into me.
“Faster!” I moan grabbing his curls and bring him down for a kiss. He picks up speed and lifts my leg over his shoulder and hits my gspot right on making me scream out his name.
“Baby right there” I moan again. He keeps hitting my gspot bring me closer and closer. 
“Scream my name baby girl” he says his voice raspy as my walls tighten around him making him groan.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.Harry im cumming!” i moan out
“Ugh Harry!!!!” I scream so loud the people in china could hear.
Harry keeps going till he cums inside of me then pulls out a blanket from the side of the bed and  He takes the blanket from behind it and wraps us in it.

September 1st 2012 9:30am 
I woke up and Harry had breakfast ready, but I really had to catch my plane.
"Breakfast re-" 
"Sorry babe! I gotta go! Come on!" 
"Oh okay," 
He seemed very sad about me having to leave and skipping breakfast. 
We drove in silence. 
When we got to the terminal it was finally time to leave. 
"So this is it?"  He asked.
"Yeah I guess," 
He pulled me up and kissed me romantically. 
"Goodbye Harry,"
I started walking away. 
Harry walked up to me and grabbed my arm. 
"Do you want to try long distance?" 
"Yes! I've been waiting for you to say that!" 
"Me too! We can beat the odds!" 
I grabbed his face and kissed it.
And I walked down the terminal thing and I stopped and around to look at him. He was still watching me. I waved one last time and w waved back. I finally left and boarded the plane.  It was around a 8 hour flight but when I landed I took a cab to my hotel I was staying at. I opened the door and A girl was there that was staying with me. 
"Oh hi! I'm Sydney. You must be Lily!" 
"Hello," I said shyly. 
I unpacked my bag and just sat on the bed sadly.
"What's wrong?" She asked. 
"I miss my boyfriend," I sighed. 
"Aw. I'm so sorry. Are you trying long distance?" 
"Yeah, but it never works!" 
"It's gonna be hard being away from him for so long," 
"Yeah I know,"
"Well, I think we should go to bed because we have auditions tomorrow," 
I brushed my teeth and washed my face and went straight to bed. 

September 3rd, 2012 9:45am
The auditions went great!! I think I d the best I could ever do. I knew Harry would be so proud of me! I called him after. 
L- Hey babe! 
H-Lily! I miss you so much! 
L- I miss you too baby! I did awesome on my audition!
H- I knew you would! I had faith in you! 
L- Awh! I love you! 
H- I love you so much! I'm sorry but were in the middle of recording the album so I really have to go. 
L- Oh. Okay. Bye then. 
H- Bye Lil! Love ya! 
L- Love ya too.
End of Call

September 4, 2012 12:30pm
We found out our parts and I was lucky enough to get Tracy. They had put me in a fat suit kinda.  The guy who got the part of Link was named Austin and we was literally HOT!!!!
Practice later that day we met each other. 
"You must be Lily," he said while shaking my hand. 
"Y-Yeah," I stuttered. 
"I guess we'll be working together," 
"Yeah I guess," 
He walked away and I nearly fell over.  

September 5, 2012 6:30am 
We had to learn our lines and words to the last song like over night! It was so intensive. Me and Sydney kept going over and over it. Having the best time. The part she got was one of the girls on the show I don't remember.  Anyways we went to practice that night and at the end if the song I had to kiss Austin. I didn't feel comfortable doing this while dating Harry. We had to run the kiss over and over and over again because it didn't look real enough because I made it look weird cause I felt weird doing this.
"Lily!" The director called me.
"Yes?" I said nervously. 
"Why are you making the kiss look so awkward?" 
"Well, I have a boyfriend you know...." 
"Well that's fine. I can just cast another girl to play this part! We called you special to do this. So what in going to do is send you and Austin on a date tonight to get to know each other better, so maybe it will make it look more natural. If you don't go I will replace you," 
I had no response. I just went back to the hotel to get ready. 
I went to open the door and when I did Harry was standing there with flowers and chocolate. 
"Hey babe. I'm here for tonight and I want to take you out for dinner," 


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