You're Worth It

Milou Wilson left New York heartbroken and promise herself that she will never fall in love again, but what if a world famous star come in and breake her promise. How will Milou handle it, will she let herself fall in love or will she push everything away like she's used to. Will the world famous star be able to break down the wall Milou have been buildning up along with her promise and how will she handle the other lads


9. Chapter 9

Hey Guys! Chapter 9 is up! I'm so happy:D hope you like it? and sorry for my bad english:) I love to get response  so fell free to comment :) 

Love Camilla <3

*Milou’s POV*

We was to close now, it was now or never. I really wanted to kiss him but I was scared, what would happen if I kissed him? “come on! Kiss him! You know you want to” the voice inside my head said. I really wanted to kiss him, but what I he turned out to be as my ex-boyfriend? I had to run once again, and I wasn’t ready for that. Before I could of what to do, his lips met mine. It was nice, his lips were so soft. The butterflies in my stomach went while, it was amazing. He bit my lower lip for permission to enter and I let him. We explored each other’s mouth, I really needed air, but I wasn’t ready to let go, what if he never wanted to kiss me again? I really need to give him a chance, but as soon as I sense something is wrong I’m gonna run.

We broke the kissed and gasped for air. “wow” was all that I could say, I was speechless. Niall and I kept starring in to each other’s eyes. “I really like you Milou” he took me hand and held it while we watched the view from the window, my head was on his shoulder and his other arm was around my waist. “I like you too Niall” It was true, I really liked Niall. I kissed his cheek, and saw that he blushed a bit. He’s really cute when he blush.

We were on our way back from the restaurant, when my phone suddenly buzzed. I took it up and looked at it, my jaw dropped.

From Unknown:

So you little worthless slut, thought you could get away from me? Hah! So stupid… You can’t hide from me forever! I’m not done with you yet! Xx

I was just staring out into the air, “Milou are you okay? You look pale.” I just shook it off, I bet it’s just a prank. “yeah I’m fine” The car stopped in front of the apartment complex, Niall once af´gain helped me out and we held hands all the way to our apartment, Niall unlocked the door, and I walked to my room and locked the door. So much had happened this night, me and Niall’s kiss, the butterflies and the text. My mind was everywhere and yet out of space. I stuck my headphones in my ear and laid down on the bed, the music was blasting through the headphones. When I heard music, it was always so loud that I couldn’t hear my own thoughts, it was my way to block the world out. My favorite song came on and I sang along with the chorus. 

Nothings fine I’m torn

I’m all out of faith and this is how I feel

I’m cold I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed into something real

I’m wide awake

And I can see the perfect sky is torn

You’re a little late, I’m already torn

 I loved to sing, I’ve been singing my whole, but in the hidden so no one would hear me. You can say I was afraid to be judged, like with everything else. I have never really lived my life, because of the judging. In my family I was the black sheep, I was the one who did everything wrong, I was the one who didn’t fit in, I always felt forgotten and left behind. This was the reason I left my family and don’t trust them, everyone else in the family, were always complimented in everything they did, everyone had free hands and I couldn’t do one single thing without a comment on it.

I heard something, but wasn’t sure what it was because of the loud music. I took my headphones out and heard a knock on the door “Who is it?” “It’s Niall” “Oh okay Come in” I unlocked the door and walked over to my bed again and sat. Niall dumped down next to me. “are you okay? I mean it was pretty fast that you went in to your room” He reached my cheek and dried a tear away, he looked at me and then down at my iPod which was still blasting music. He took one in his ear and began to sing the chorus, the tears streamed down my face. “Why are you crying hun?” He took my hand and pulled me in to a warm hug, he kissed my cheek “Tell what is wrong?” “It’s my song, the feeling I’ve been feeling all mine life, I’m torn apart inside” he took me hand and held it tight. “everything is going to be okay, I promise, I will be by your side forever, never doubt that” I was empty for words, he did really care for, for the first time in my life I really felt loved. I pulled him close and kissed him like there was no tomorrow, and he responded immediately. Our lips moved in sync, it was like our lips were made for each other. It was the perfect until the door burst open. It was Liam. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t knew you were making out” he said with a smirk on his face. “it’s fine” I said. “so are you guys an item now or?” Liam said looking at us both, Niall blushed and so did I. “I don’t know, what do you think Niall?” Niall looked at me, then at Liam and then back at me. “This wasn’t they way I would have asked, but now I kinda have to.” Niall took my hand, and looked me straight in the eyes. “Milou, I know we haven’t know each other for very long, but it just feels so right when I’m with you. I want to show the world how much you mean to me, I want to be the one you wake up to in the morning and the one you kiss goodnight, I want to be the one to hold you when you’re tired or scared, I want to be the one to tell how perfect you are. So Milou would you be my princess?” the tears streamed down my face, this time is was tears of joy, it was like a dream, I felt the same way with him and he was like my princes and I could be his princess. I crashed my lips on to his “” I said in between the kisses. I heard someone cough, oh I totally forgot that Liam was still here. “Oh sorry Liam” I said a little embarrassed. “Oh it’s totally fine sweetheart, I’m just happy for you so when will you tell the lads?” I looked at Niall in a search for answer. “Tomorrow, I want the night with my princess” I blushed a little bit, I was Niall’s princess, it was an amazing feeling. “But why are you here anyway?” Niall looked at Liam “Uh-oh I just wanted to hear how your date went, and I couldn’t find you anywhere in the apartment, and I heard something from in here and then uh- I-I saw you guys and uh yeah” Liam looked a little bit embarrassed, grabbing his neck and looking at the ground. “did you tell the boys that we were going out to eat?” Niall looked at the ground “uh yeah… they a like my brothers and I tell them everything” I just kissed his cheek and he blushed a little. “well I won’t bother you guys, so I’m just going back to my flat bye!” and before we could response he was gone. “ well that was weird” I just nodded. It was really weird.

So I have my last final tomorrow for may, then they starts again in June. So wish me luck ;) And I've just ordered ticktes for The Janoskians, I can't wait, those guys are seriously so funny;) you should go and check them out :D


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