You're Worth It

Milou Wilson left New York heartbroken and promise herself that she will never fall in love again, but what if a world famous star come in and breake her promise. How will Milou handle it, will she let herself fall in love or will she push everything away like she's used to. Will the world famous star be able to break down the wall Milou have been buildning up along with her promise and how will she handle the other lads


7. Chapter 7

Hi everybody! i really hope you like story, the people who have read it? I was to One Direction concert this friday :D the best night of my life ever! now back to the story... hope you like it?

Love Camilla

*Milou’s POV*

“Niall I really don’t think you want to know why I do this!”  The tears were steaming down my cheeks. “Yes Milou! I want to know what’s going on? I want to help you, I want to show you how much you’re worth because you’re worth much more than this, and I tears me apart to you doing this to yourself, so please let me help you Milou? It’s all I’m asking for” tears were running down his cheeks. “Why are you crying?” my voice was so weak that is almost a whisper. “I’m crying because I really care for you, and I can’t risk losing you… - Iloveyou” wait what did I hear right, did he say he loved me? “What?” my gaze locked with his. “Nothing…” maybe it was just a dream thought, but if he’d said that he loved, would I be able to say it back? When I look in Niall’s eyes the whole world around me disappear, my knees gets weak, I just want to hold him close and never let him go. But I couldn’t say it back if he said it to me, I promised myself to never love someone again. Every time I feel like trusting someone, they always let me down and find every possible way to hurt me. Not even my family I could trust.

*Niall’s POV*

Did I just say that out loud? Why do I always have to speak before I think! But did I really love her? I mean when I look in her eyes everything seems to disappear, I just want to hold her close and show everybody that she’s mine, but she isn’t. “Niall?” Milou looked at me, I could see the tears in her eyes. “Yes love?” A small tear were running down her cheek, my thumb reached her cheek to dry it away, and she flinched. I wrapped my arms around, never wanting to let her go. “Why are you guys so nice to me, I can never do anything good to you, and what would the management say I they saw that you guys were hanging out with a ugly, fat, worthless girl who didn’t bring anything good with her?” her tears were making my shirt wet but I didn’t care I just wanted her to be happy, to see her smile real for once. “Milou how many times have told you! You’re not fat, you are not even close to be ugly, you are beautiful and amazing! And if you were worthless, I wouldn’t sit here telling you how amazing strong girl you are! I admire you for being this brave, so please trust, you aren’t  fat, ugly or worthless, you are the complete opposite you are skinny, beautiful and you already means so much to the lads and I.” she began to cry harder in to my shirt. “It just that every time I think I can trust some, they leave hurt and broken” “I promise you Milou I will never leave you, I will always be there for you even when we are on tour and will make sure you are okay every day, and I you would go with us on the tour, it would be even more perfect, but you don’t have to think about that now.” Her cry was more controlled now, she looked up, and her hair was covering her face. I moved her hair away, to revealed red and puffy blue eyes, which still looked beautiful. I removed a tear from her cheek and gave her a tight hug. “thank you Niall” she reached up and kissed my cheek before she went out of the room. I was left alone with a weird felling, a feeling I have never felt before. It was a good feeling.

*Harry’s POV*

Milou came out from the room, her eyes were red and puffy, she had been crying. I followed her to the kitchen, she hadn’t noticed me until I fake coughed. “what?” she looked shocked. “are you okay?” she took a deep breath before answering. “honestly no! normally I would say ‘yes I’m fine’ but I’m not! I’m broken, I cry myself to sleep every night, I cu-“ she stopped. A tear were rolling down her cheek. “you what?” I asked curiously. “I cut, okay! I’m not proud of it, but my heart have just been a black hole and a pain every day! There isn’t a minute were I don’t wanna hide and never come out, only when I’m with- “ “only when you with whom?” I needed to know who made her happy. “you promise never to tell anyone, because I don’t know who I can trust, but I hope I can trust you?” “you can trust me, I never break a promise.” “okay I trust you.” She took a deep breath before she spoke. “I don’t wanna hide, when I look into Niall’s eyes, it’s like I can be myself when I look into his eyes.” She began to cry. “but that’s sweet, so why are you crying?” why did she cry, it was just so sweet the way she talked about Niall. “I’m scared, I can’t tell him, what he thinks I’m weird and walk away? People have already left my life so many times, so I’m pretty used to it but there is just something about Niall I can’t let go.” She walked out of the kitchen, I just stood there starring at her, wow she seemed so strong and weak at the same time. “oh and Harry?” “y-yes?” why did I stutter suddenly. “forget what I just said” she wiped away a tear from her cheek. “But why?” I couldn’t help but wonder why I should forget the only way to make her happy right now. “because… it’s no good for anybody.” She straightens up and walk out of the kitchen. What did she mean by that? And why couldn’t she just admit how broken she was?

*Milou’s POV*
I had put on my fake smile, I didn’t even remember how it was to be happy anymore. Every thing I did was fake, it was my way to protect me, but it was like when I was around Niall and Harry I could be myself, or at least try to be.

I was emotionally drained. I just walked to my room, as soon as I reached my bed, I crawled under the duvet and began to cry. Everything I have kept inside just kept coming to me in big streams of tears. I just laid and cried when I felt some arms wrapping around me, I was too tired to look, but the hands stroke my hair and I fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning, I was spooning with someone. I turned around and met Niall’s blue eyes staring into mine. “why are you here?” he looked disappointed. “No no, it good you’re here, I’ve just never spooned with anyone before...” he just kissed my cheek and got up.  “Niall?” he turned around and looked at me. “Thank you again” “for what his face expression changed. “for everything, I can’t tell you how much it means to me, I have always been alone, but when I’m with you I finally feel like I have someone by my side. “ a smile crept up on his face. “get dressed I wanna take you somewhere.” 


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