You're Worth It

Milou Wilson left New York heartbroken and promise herself that she will never fall in love again, but what if a world famous star come in and breake her promise. How will Milou handle it, will she let herself fall in love or will she push everything away like she's used to. Will the world famous star be able to break down the wall Milou have been buildning up along with her promise and how will she handle the other lads


16. Chapter 16


Harry? Why would he kiss me? He knows I am with Niall and that my feelings for Niall is very strong so why would he kiss me? My mind was buzzing nothing made sense. “Harry?” The green eyes boy looked at me with hope “Come on Milou, let’s get you out of here” He grabbed my hand and we started to run. As we ran past the other guys they were beating up Ryan. Niall looked more than just angry. Harry and I kept running we turned at a corner and Harry pulled me towards a car. We got in and he locked the doors. “Harry why would you kiss me!” the tears were streaming down my face, they were both tears of joy but also of frustration. “I’m crazy about you Milou and I were so scared by the thought of losing you so that were something I needed to do” “But why Harry, you know how I feel about Niall and how he feels about me and what are we going to say to him, I can’t lose him and you know that!” “I’m going to tell and say that it was my fault and that you have nothing to do with it so do not worry, you are not going to lose him, I promise.”

I know I should be happy about being saved and I am happy and relieved, it is just that, I feel bad because when you have strong feelings for someone, you are not supposed to get butterflies in your stomach because of someone else. However, I could not help but feel something when Harry kissed me, those soft, plump lips warming my cold lips. The way they fit perfect together. I have always been attracted to Harry’s look but never emotionally or I thought so.

My thoughts have been running wild and before I knew, I was in the passenger seat with Harry driving next to me.
Not a single word is said at the entire ride, I cannot help but stare at Harry, noticing evey feature of his, the way he always have a small smirk playing on his lips, when he think hard his nose wrinkles a bit and his eyebrows is furrowed together. His emerald green eyes reflecting in the city light and those lips, those lips that touched mine less than an hour ago.

After what seemed like forever, we finally got to the flat complex. Harry and I got out and when I get up beside him, he grabs my hand but quickly let it go, my hand react before my brain and it instantly grabs his hand again and gives it a soft squeeze. He looks down at me and I can see a smile forming on his lips.
We walked in silence to the elevator, we did not look at each other, did not speak, we just stood there.
We walked inside the elevator and as soon as the doors closed Harry looked at me, like he was studying me, several times he looked like he was about to speak but shut it again. Finally some words left his mouth. “Why?” Three simple letters had the power to make my heart beat faster, get my palms sweaty and even make me stutter. “W-what do you mean?” My voice came out like a weak fragile voice.
Harry frustrated grabbed his hair and pulled the ends. Why was he frustrated, it should be me. I should almost pull my hair out of frustration, I am the one having feelings for two completely different boys, both amazing but also really close friends. Why did both my head and heart need to be such a fuck up?

Harry looked intensely at me. “Why? Why are you so irresistible? Why do you have the amazing blue eyes there is like a dark hole to me? Not a bad dark hole, this beautiful dark hole that keep pulling me closer and closer and now I so close, I know there is no way back now.  Why did I feel like my whole inside went burning when I kissed you? I have never in my entire life experienced that much passion in just one kiss and why did I feel butterflies erupt in my entire body when you took my hand? Niall is one of my best friends and I do not want to ruin our friendship, but my feelings for you are so strong, every single time I see you and him together, my body feels numb, like there is no room for me to breath. I’m being suffocated in my own feelings! All because of you.”

I felt like I have been punched in the stomach. My whole inside is numb. I find it hard to breath, the walls are closing in on us. I suddenly begins to panic. My knees let go of me and I fall to the floor. My body is shaking and my thoughts are everywhere in my head. I feel Harry’s presence besides me, holding my hand, gently rubbing his hands across the back of my hand. I turn to look at him, his thumb slowly reaching out to dry away my tears. As his thumb touches my cheek the elevator doors open, but we do not move, we just sit there staring into each other’s eyes. Enjoying the moment. He breaks the contact, lifts himself up from the floor, and reaches out for me. I takes my hand in his and again, the butterflies erupt in my stomach. “You’re not going to be alone for a long time now so the boys and I will watch you and right now, you’re coming with me to my apartment.” I was hesitating in the beginning but images of Ryan and me in the basement began to play in my mind and I squeezed his hand to make sure that he is there to protect me and to let him know that it is okay.

We got in his apartment and he went straight to the kitchen. I walked to the living room and sat on the couch, I just sat there admiring Harry in the kitchen, minutes later, he came out with two cups of steaming hot tea, placed one in front of me and then he sat down close to me. I just looked at him and before I could even react, his lips were locked on mine and I was not going to pull back this time. 

Hi Guys! 
I'm back! Sorry for the lack of update and holding the story still... 
A lot have been going on.. 
But I hope you'll still read the story, now it is back on track? 
Let me know what you think of this chapter
Lots of love xx


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