forever is a long time

This is a dark and eerie fanfic it will include deaths, violence, cursing, and it will have sex scenes in it if any of that worries you or you have trouble reading stuff like that then this story is not for you but if you like stuff like that read this story I will try updating as much as possible.

Harry lives a secret life that not many people know about, Except for his coven; Zayn, Niall, Liam and Louis. They are all apart of it. They do their best to keep it hidden, until on one dark and eerie night Harry was caught in the act, forever changing the poor life of Kristy.


14. test my luck

Kristy pov I couldn't take back what I just said instead I have to live with my choices it isn't right to fall for a vampire he could kill me at any moment. I know Liam could too but I trust him more than I would ever trust Harry call it dumb if you will but I still feel like Liam has a heart he isn't as heartless as the rest of them I mean I can't really complain about Niall or Zayn they have been leaving me alone and they never once attacked me which I'm sure they want to. I over heard a conversation once with them saying how sweet my blood smelled and how sweet it must taste. I try to force that memory out of my head, when Harry bit me it was bitter sweet it hurt like hell as his fangs broke my skin but while he was sucking my blood I felt pleasure It's a weird mix I know. I have been staying with Liam for over a week now It's a lot better I don't have to watch my back constantly I could finally sleep at night again without waking up in the middle of the night with a cold sweat, I don't miss them nights at all if your wondering I where my own clothes now Liam made sure I got a whole new wardrobe seeing as in I won't be leaving anytime soon, which always pained me to think about. I miss my family more than they would ever I know I wish there was a way to tell them I was still alive, I just fled the country I know lame right but hey It's better than thinking that their only child is laying dead somewhere. This is what I normally fill my days doing I just sit here and over think everything but how could you not when you know any day could be your last. I know for a fact that one they call Louis wants me dead and wont stop at nothing until he succeeds. It's hard for Liam to feed he has to time if he makes a mistake it causes me my life. I know I said it before that Louis wasn't all the scary but I was wrong once Liam confirmed that he in fact can control someone made him 10 times scarier, it also made me feel worse about what I said to Harry. Speaking of Harry I haven't seen nor have I talked to him in a few days. I was actually starting to miss him being around, I asked Liam why Harry's eyes were dark green that night when he was telling me what Louis had done, Liam said it was because he was telling me the truth and that he actually does care about me. He also told me Harry may be 213 but he is still learning how to control himself I guess Harry is the newest vampire out of the boys. I'm also afraid to see him because of what he said to me that night I have no idea what he is capable of and frankly I don't wanna see it. It seems like all I do is sleep I'm always getting lost inside my own head I don't even know what to feel anymore or what's wrong or right all I know is I wanna atleast talk to Harry I wanna tell him I'm sorry but I don't want him to get the wrong idea. I would only go as far as friends with him and I'm sure that isn't something he wants to hear, Harry wants to be live again and I hold that power. My thoughts are spinning out of control and I decide to let sleep take over I'm tired anyways. Harrys pov I haven't spoken to Kristy or Louis since that night I want nothing to do with either of them. I wanna go back to my ruthless ways and forget all about a chance at life I knew it was a long shot but it was a chance I was willing to take. I know I'm giving up easily but that girl is terrified and that's something I can't really blame her for It's hard for me to control myself I know what I'm capable of doing but if Louis ever decides to control me again I have no idea what I would be capable of doing. I guess you could say I was giving them what they wanted she didn't want me around and Louis didn't want her to fall for me so I'm deciding to stay away and give up all hope. My thoughts were interrupted by Liam sitting next to me. "Mate you haven't been yourself lately you sure you're alright?" he asked. "How would you feel if you nearly hurt the girl that was your chance at life." I questioned back. "Well I guess you have a point I wouldn't know what to do with myself, but I think I know why Louis is being this way towards the situation." he stated. "Why." I didn't hesitate to ask. "I think he is jealous that you found your true mate no one wants this life Harry It's nothing something we choose." "I know." harry snapped. I just chose to ignore his comment and continue. "We all want life again but we can only get it when our true mate arrives he's jealous that Kristy is your mate. that you found her before he found his he been around longer and he just thinks it is unfair." he finished. "That's not my fault Liam I had no intentions of ever finding love again why because each one of you told me I wouldn't be able to." I snapped. " I know and I'm so sorry for that I no we should have told you but I just thought it was for the best." he sighed. "Well you thought wrong." I spat. I was done with this conversation I didn't want to hear his many pleads to try and get me to forgive him it won't work I have no heart and at this point I could give two shits about anything. "Harry." he said breaking me away from my thought. "What." I asked. " I need you to do something for me I need you to watch her I haven't fed in two days and being around her isn't helping me none you don't have to go in just stay by the door she will never even know your there." he begged. "Fine." I huffed. I turned away from Liam knowing he would be gone in seconds I made my way upstairs to find myself starring at Liam's door know just a few feet behind laid Kristy I want nothing more than to hear her sweet voice but I know she wouldn't want to see me the more I thought about wanting to see her the more frustrated I got at this point I was crotched down leaning against the door groaning in frustration. I started to hear noises from behind the door was I being too loud did she hear me? I tried to remain silent but it was too late Kristy swung the door open looking me straight in the eye. "Harry?" she whispered. I couldn't help myself all she was wearing was a t-shirt that went down to her mid thigh I ludged at her tackling her to the floor she tried to scream but I covered her mouth. "Shh Kris I'm not gonna hurt you." I said whispering into her ear I slowly slid my hand down off her lips I looked at her, her eyes meeting mine we stayed there starring at eachother her breathing was irregular and her heart beat was racing but it wasn't because she was scared of me it was something else that I couldn't pin point, before I could think about what I was doing I lowered my head down placing my lips on hers she just turned away. I cupped her face in my hand and gently stroke her cheek with my thumb. "Like I said I wont hurt you." I reassured her. I decided to test my luck again bringing my lips to hers this time she kissed me back.
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