forever is a long time

This is a dark and eerie fanfic it will include deaths, violence, cursing, and it will have sex scenes in it if any of that worries you or you have trouble reading stuff like that then this story is not for you but if you like stuff like that read this story I will try updating as much as possible.

Harry lives a secret life that not many people know about, Except for his coven; Zayn, Niall, Liam and Louis. They are all apart of it. They do their best to keep it hidden, until on one dark and eerie night Harry was caught in the act, forever changing the poor life of Kristy.


30. regret

Harry pov It's been two months since I've been a human. I'm still getting use to it, I'm learning how to readjust myself. At first it was hard but not so much anymore. If it wasn't for Kristy I probably would still be lost, she's helping me out alot. It's crazy to think that just a few months ago I was a vampire. There were times I wanted nothing more then to taste her blood. I remember going insane because I didn't know what was going on with my emotions. This whole time I was driving myself crazy with love for her, that's what it was the whole time. I lived life long enough as a nineteen year old, I'm so ready to let our love blossom, have kids, maybe even get married. I'm ready to live life to the fulliest and grow old. I always had this fear that I would live forever with no one by my side because I was told I could never love again. I was so focused on that. I didn't want to believe that the boys would lie to me like that. They said it was for my own protection but that's something I will never understand. I've noticed the boys have been going out alot and staying gone for hours on end. They claim they're hunting but we never stayed away for that long, we fed and left. I can't help but think they are hiding things from Kristy and I soon enough I will figure it out. There's night that Louis doesn't come home at all. I always found him the next morning sleeping. Kristy tells me all the time she wants nothing more then to see her family again. She said it would make her life complete. I can't help but feel a little bit of pain everytime she says that am I not enough for her. There's times I think that letting her go see her family is only fair she did safe me after all. I feel like I owe her for that. I'm just scared,what happens if her family doesn't like me. They will think I'm the reason she didn't come home, even though I am the reason I forced her to stay with us. I don't want her parents to think she threw away her life for some boy and I know that's what their gonna think. Even though she tells me all the time they will love me because she loves me. She says that they respect all her decisions but I know deep in my heart I'm the one decision they won't approve of. I stoled her life away I took everything from her. I took her family and her career. She tells me everynight that she glad she finally found her prince but I'm no prince. I can tell she is different from all the other girls I been with. I usually wait about a week before I sleep with them if that, but I been with her for months and we still haven't had sex. I'm okay with that she's the one person I don't mine waiting for. When she's ready I will be ready, but don't get me wrong it's definitely hard. Whenevever we're alone I wanna touch her feel her, but I'm scare of rejection. I haven't even asked her if she's a virgin I just figured she wasn't being 21. That's something I will have to talk to her about. I'm tired of letting my thoughts run wild I guess I will go cuddle with Kristy until I fall asleep. Kristys pov I was sleeping peacefully until I felt Harry snuggle up to me. Whenever he does that I can't help but smile. My life has been nothing but a rollercoaster since Harry took me. I'm no longer mad about it infact I'm glad he did it I love him more then he will ever know, but to tell you the truth I am tired of being cooped up in my house all day. I wanna go back to being a model I wanna see my family. I need Harry to understand that. I wonder if my parents still think of me, I wonder if they know if I'm alive or not. I slowly roll over and face Harry. I thought he would be sleeping by now but he isn't once he feels me roll over to face him his eyes shoot open. "Hi." I said. "Hey baby." He replied. I love when he calles me baby it always sent shivers down my spine. "Can we talk?" I asked. "About anything, you know that." He answered. I took a deep breath before saying what I wanted to say. " Harry I need you to listen to me I can't stay in this house anymore, I miss my old life, I wanna model again, I need to see my family. Sooner or later they will knock on my door." I finished. I can see the anger flash through his eyes his mood instantly changing. "How many times do I gotta tell you it's not a good idea why can't you just be happy with me, why can't you just accept that this is your new life, and by the way they can come looking Liam put an enchantment on the house every single human sees your house as if it's abandon." He angrily said. "What why would Liam do that he know's I want nothing more then to see them." I shouted. "It's has to be done, It's the only way." He yelled. At this point I was irritated. I got up to leave, I didn't get too far because Harry grabbed hold of my wrist. "Where do you think you're going." He said. "I'm getting away from you now let go." I said. He refused to let go of my wrist. "You're not going anywhere you're gonna get your ass back in this bed." He snared. "Do you not understand I don't wanna be by you, saving you was a mistake." I spat. I instantly regretting saying that. I felt Harry let go off my wrist, I seen the hurt written all over his face. I wanted nothing more then to crawl back in bed and tell him how sorry I was and that I didn't mean it. To be honest he was the best thing in my life and I might have just ruined that. He didn't say a word to me he just rolled over, I decided to give him space. I went and sat on the couch and started to zone out starring away at a blank t.v screen. Harrys pov "Saving you was a mistake." Those words replay over and over in my head not letting me sleep. How could she say that to me. I thought I meant something to her. That was the worse thing anyone could ever say to me. She basically said she should have let me die as if me dying was better the her saving me. I had no idea she could be so cruel. I looked at her as my hero, now I don't know what she is to me. I now have heart, I know what it's like to feel to be heartbroken. Them five words left me heartbroken. This is gonna be a long sleep less night. Louis pov I haven't been home all day I felt it was only right for me to show my face, to let them know I'm still alive. I kissed Eleanor goodbye and told her I would see her tomorrow, she has no idea that I'm a vampire. I gotta find a way to tell her. I can only hope she doesn't look at me any different then what she does now. She's a great girl I never met anyone quite like her before. As I said goodbye to her I made my way down the stairs at normal speed. Once I was out of sight I ran vampire speed back to Kristy's. I eventually wanna tell her and Harry about Eleanor. I wanna tell them about all of the boys actually. I'm not one for secrets. I made my way to the front door, I never knock because her home is our home now. As I make my way inside I see Kristy starring at a blank t.v screen. I make my way closer to her and I notice she's crying. I don't hesitate to comfort her. I slowly put my arm around her shoulder bringing her in, She lays her head on my chest. I can feel my shirt getting wet from the tears falling from her eyes. "What's the matter love?" I question. She takes her head off of my chest so that she can look me in the eyes. She looks like a mess her eyes are blood shot her cheeks are rosy red. I wonder how long she has been crying for. "I said things I didn't mean." She cried. "Like what Kris?" I asked. I watched as she took deep breaths trying to calm herself. "I told Harry it was a mistake." She sobbed. "What was a mistake." I said. "I told him saving him was a mistake, but I didn't mean it Lou, I love him with everything I have, he just made me angry I wish I could take it back but I can't I said it and now he hates me." She finished. I had nothing to say to her I felt myself getting angry as the seconds passed. I don't wanna hurt her anymore I promised myself that I wouldn't and I know if I hurt her that would kill Harry. I stood up moving away from her. "Where are you going?" She questioned. "To go check on Harry." I said coldly. I left her there on the couch, I left her there to cry. I heard her whisper as I was leaving. "Great now you hate me too." I know she isn't a bad person I didn't care to hear her side of the story even though I should have. I couldn't not right now I had to check on Harry, my bestmate, my brother.
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