forever is a long time

This is a dark and eerie fanfic it will include deaths, violence, cursing, and it will have sex scenes in it if any of that worries you or you have trouble reading stuff like that then this story is not for you but if you like stuff like that read this story I will try updating as much as possible.

Harry lives a secret life that not many people know about, Except for his coven; Zayn, Niall, Liam and Louis. They are all apart of it. They do their best to keep it hidden, until on one dark and eerie night Harry was caught in the act, forever changing the poor life of Kristy.


28. fight for me

Kristy pov At this point in my life I just want it to go back to when Harry knew who I was. It would be alot easier, everytime I see him all I wanna do is hold him and kiss him and show him that I love him, but I can't no matter how much I want to and it's hard. I can't really be around him that much I know I'm suppose to make him love me again, but I just can't fathom the thought of being by him without being close to him. I want him to fall on his own I don't want to force it. I know if Harry doesn't fall in love with me again it will kill me. For some strange reason the boys have been going out everyday and night to hunt. I know for a fact they do not need to hunt that much. I think it was Louis idea to leave Harry and I alone as much as possible, I think he thinks he's helping, but in all honesty he isn't. I don't even go into my room anymore I can't stand looking at him without wanting more. I wanna lay my head on his chest my favorite place to sleep, my favorite pillow. This isn't going the way I want it to go. Harry stays in my room 24/7 the only time he comes out is to use the bathroom or to eat. That night I introduced myself again he has made no effort to remember me. He doesn't even try to talk to me I'm the one that has to talk to him if I want a conversation to start up. So I decided it would be best to just leave him be. Louis keeps reminding me that he will eventually come around, but honestly how long am I suppose to wait for that to happen. I feel if I keep waiting I will just end up more hurt and dissapointed. I'm really not okay with the fact Harry acts like he wants nothing to do with me, it breaks my heart everytime I hear him talking about memories with the boys and I'm not in them, but no matter what I always wear a fake smile, no one actually knows it fake, well atleast I think I'm pretty convincing they haven't asked me about it. I hate when the boys go hunting I feel alone I know Harry is in the other room but he wants his space, so I give him it. I don't want to keep intruding. When the boys are gone I sit here and just watch t.v. Well I don't really watch it I kinda zone out and replay the memories I had with Harry before all this happened. I don't regret saving his life I could't live with myself had I not done anything. It just sucks that I fell in love with him. I wish Liam would have prepared me for this heartbreak, but he didn't. I'm still mad at Liam for not telling me that there was a chance Harry wouldn't remember me, Liam tells me all the time that he didn't think it was gonna happen to Harry and I because he felt like Harry was too in love with me. He said the way Harry looked at me was something he never seen before. He said that Harry was heartless until I came around. Sometimes I wish he was still a vampire call it selfish if you will but atleast he loved me then, atleast he knew who I was. Like I said I hate when the boys aren't here, I get lost inside my own head. Just thinking about all the what ifs and reliving when I was actually happy. Harry told me he had no idea I would be this special to him, but in all honestly I had no idea he would mean this much to me. I was never one for the whole love shit I never believed in love until that curly haired boy entered my life. I feel like my life is so complicated I have so many emotions going on inside, but through all of this even if he doesn't remember me I'm glad I was able to make his wish come true. My thoughts were soon interrupted, by Harry walking down the hall. Thinking he was finally gonna come in here by me I seen him turn and make his way towards the bathroom, I sigh in frustration. As I sit here starring aimlessly at the t.v I hear the toilet flush I didn't bother paying attention to him coming out because I knew he was just going back into my room. "What ya watching?" He asked. I jumped he just scared the crap out of me, I heard him chuckle I couldn't help but smile. I miss everything about him especially his laugh. "Uhh I'm not really sure to be quite honest I wasn't paying much attention, I was actually thinking." I stated. "What were you thinking about?" He questioned. Do I tell him or do I lie. I simply said. "Life." "I'm guessing you don't wanna talk about it." He said. "Nah not really it just makes me more angry everytime I replay it, atleast in my head I can only get mad at myself if I say it aloud I'm afraid I might take it out on you." I said coldy hoping maybe he would know it had something to do with him. "It's alright Kris you can tell me, and if you just so happen to take it on me oh well I deserve it." He said whispering the last part. I know he feels bad that he forgot me he now refers to me as his hero the one that not only saved his life but saved his heart. I sometimes over hear his conversations with Louis, and I can hear how mad he gets at himself for forgetting for me. "Do you really wanna know what I was thinking about?" I asked. "Mhmm." He said while nodding his head. I took a deep breath and turn my body so that I was facing him, so I could look straight into his eyes so maybe he can feel how I feel. "I was thinking about you Harry, about all of the memories we had, don't get me wrong not ever memory is pretty to remember in fact you used to be an ass towards me, but there wasn't much I could do about it but accept it because I knew I wasn't going anywhere. I knew that I was stuck with you forever, but towards the end before all this happened you started to make me happy. I remember nights I would fall asleep on your chest my favorite place to lay my head at night, and you would hold me making sure I was protected, so that no one or nothing could hurt me." I finished wiping tears off of my cheek. Harry looked hurt like I just ripped his beating heart out of his chest, I watched as he took slow deep breaths trying to calm himself. "You think I wanted this to happen. You think I wanted to forget about you, seeing you like this sucks. I know in my head I don't know who you are but my heart tells me your home. I hate myself for not remembering you, did you know that I can hear you cry yourself to sleep everynight, knowing I'm the cause of your heartbreak pains me. I lie awake at night trying to remember who are." He shouted. I was shocked that he was yelling at me I had no idea he had all this emotions built up, now I felt like the asshole. "Then how come you stay in that room all the time, how come you don't want to atleast try to talk to me." I yelled becoming angry. "Because Kris I can't bare to look at you like this anymore. I don't like seeing you in pain, I want it to all go away and I know it wont, not until I can remember. What happens if I never remember you?" He asked. I have no answer for the question he just asked me. That same question has been replaying itself over and over in my head and yet I never had an answer. What would I do would I go on with my life and forget about him. No that's impossible I could never forget him, not when he gave me so much to remember. He was the one guy that taught me how to love, the one guy I can't picture my life without, the one guy I had so much to give to. I sat there in silence I watched as Harry stood up from the couch. "Kris I think it's best if you just go back to the life you had before me." He said with tears in his eyes. I watched him walk away into my room slamming the door. I just sat there tears pouring from my eyes. How can he just say that, how come he was chooosing to give up on me so quick. Why didn't he want to fight this. I stood up wiping tears off my cheek every time a new one fell. I was beyond angry, I'll be damned if the only boy I ever loved was gonna walk away from me without a fight. I made my way to my bedroom I was too pissed to knock so I just flung it open. "How can you sit there and tell me to go back to the life I had before you. Are you blind Harold, you are my fucking life without you there is no point in living, you're the reason my heart beats now, without you in my life I am nothing. It's okay that you don't remember me as long as I get to see your face everyday I'm okay with that. It's okay that there's a chance that you may never love me again but it's not okay to give up on me. I refuse to let this go with out a fight." I shouted becoming out of breath. Harrrys pov All I could do was just stare at her, she was like an angel. I don't quite understand what's so special about me. Why didn't she want to give up on me. "As long as you're willing Im fighti-." I was cut off by her finger on my lips. Why is it that everytime she touches me I feel sparks. Before I could ask what she was doing she made her way over to me. I felt her lips press to mine, kissing her was different then kissing every other girl, it felt right. It felt this is where I belonged. She was in full control and I liked it. Usually I'm the one that's dominant but I thought it was best not to fight against her. I felt her teeth on my bottom lip she took hold of my bottom lip with her teeth and began to suck lightly on my it. I felt her tongue swipe over the soreness of my bottom lip, I knew she was asking for entance so I granted it to her. I felt her tongue move slowly against mine. There was something so formilar the way that she touched me the way her body felt against mine. The kiss was becoming more and more heated by the seconds. "Jump." I said. She did as she was told. I gripped her thighs still kissing her. I made my way over to the bed instead of me laying her down. I laid down with her body pressed against mine. We continued to kiss until we were both out of breath, deciding it was best if we both took a breather, she laid her head on my chest. As she laid on my chest everything came back I seen pictures in my mind, the night I took her, all the times I was mean to her, everything Louis has ever done to her, when kratos took her, I seen her body with so many bite marks. Then I seen the happy ones, the night I thought I was slick and kissed her and she kissed me back, all the nights she fell asleep on my chest using me as her pillow, the night she whispered my name in her sleep, that time I decided it would be funny to pull a prank on her and reinact the night I took her, her giggles, the night we almost had sex and I told her I couldn't, not until she loved me. I seen the moment she was my hero I watched as she cried as I laid there dying. I watched as she told me to bite her and at first I refused, I seen all the nights she laid next to me waiting for me to wake up, I seen everything. I took her face in my hands so that I could look into her beautiful green eyes. " Kris love, I rememeber everything."
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