I won't give up

Jessica Tomlinson has a daughter with Harry Styles, but he doesn't know. Jessica and Darcy go to London to live with Louis and Eleanor. Harry and Jessica haven't seen each other in almost three years. He cheated on her and she is broken. Will he be able to win her love back or lose it forever? What will happen? Will hearts be broken or will old love repair its self?


7. Chapter 7

Jessica's P.O.V 

I woke up to someone knocking on my door. Niall was still asleep beside me and his arms were protectively wrapped around my waist. Our clothes from last night discarded all over the floor. Niall stirred and woke up beside me. The person who knocked walked in. 

"Hey, Jessie, I just came to get all my stuff..." Harry said looking down as he walked in and then he looked up at Niall and I. Anger grew all over his face. He stormed out and downstairs. I threw clothes on and was about to run out and Niall grabbed me by my wrists. 

"Niall, just let me talk to him," I said. He let me go and I ran after Harry. He was in the kitchen sitting at the counter. His head in his hands. 

"I... Harry..." I was trying to find the right words. 

"You moved on already. It's ok. Niall will treat you right. Jessica, I'm really sorry about everything I said to you last night. I want to be apart of our children's life. It was in the heat of the moment we were both angry. I over slept and was five minutes late yesterday. I should have been on time, I'm sorry." He said. 

"Hazza, I just want the kids to be happy. When ever were together something bad always happens and we always end up hurt. I don't want them to see that. They deserve parents that love each other and don't fight. I know we love each other, but were constantly fighting. Fighting puts stress on us and it puts stress on the baby. I'm sorry too for what I said." I said to him. He wasn't looking me in the eyes as I was talking.

"It's ok," he said not looking at t me at all. 

"Harry, why aren't you looking at me when I talk to you,"I asked? 

"I can't... I'm sorry," he said and started to walk out of the kitchen. 

"What did I do," I yelled to him. He stopped and turned around to look at me. 

"You slept with Niall. You slept with one of my best mates. We have a daughter together and another baby on the way. How could you," he yelled. 

"You're blaming all of this on me. You help create our kids not only me. Why do you care about me sleeping with Niall? At least we weren't together at the time. You cheated on me twice and I was pregnant both times. Do you know how badly it hurts to find out that the one person you love most in the world cheats on you and you're pregnant? No you don't and trust me it sucks," I yelled at him. Everyone ran into the kitchen except the Darcy. 

"What is going on in here," Louis asked?

"Nothing, Jessica's just making it around to every guy in the band." He said and as soon as those words left his mouth I slapped him. 

"Fuck you!" I yelled at him. 

"Jessica, what is he talking about," Louis asked me? I didn't have time to answer because Harry answered. 

"First it was me and now Niall. Who's next Liam?" He said. Years formed in my eyes. 

"Jessica is this true," Louis asked looking at me. 

"I-I-II... yes," I said quietly. I looked at Louis and he looked disappointed. 

"You're a slut Jessica. I can't believe you're my sister." Louis yelled and walked out. 

"Look at what you did to your brother," Harry said and walked out. The tears that formed fell. I looked at Niall and walked over to him. He looked down. I went to wrap my arms around him, but he walked away. I started running for the stairs. 

"Jessica, wait," Eleanor yelled. I stopped and looked at her. 

"Why? everyone's hates me," I said. 

"I don't hate you," she said. 

"You didn't defense me. You just stood there and let it all happen. I just want to be alone right now," I said and went up stairs. I slammed my door and went into the bathroom connected to my room. I closed the bathroom door and locked it. I opened up the very first drawer and took out the silver razor. I sat on the edge of the bath and rolled up my left sleeve. I put the razor on one side of my wrist and dragged it to the other. One cut for Louis. One cut for Harry. One cut for Niall.

"Mummy, I hungry," Darcy said on the other side of the door. 

"Ok, hunny I'll be out in one minute," I said my voice not very strong. I rinsed my wrist in the sink and dried it off. I found a big band- aid and cover it up. I rolled my sleeve down and opened the door to Darcy sitting on my bed. 

"Lets go make lunch," I said smiling at her and she followed me down stairs. We went into the kitchen and I made Macaroni and cheese for her and I. I was cleaning up and Darcy was still eating and I heard someone walk into the kitchen. I looked up from what I was doing and it was Harry.

"Hey Darce," he said. I looked down and continued what I was doing.

"Hi, Daddhi. Look mummy made Macaroni and chweese." She told him.

"I see. Is it good," he asked. I looked over at them. She shook her head yes. She finished her lunch and put her bowl in the sink and skipped out of the kitchen to play. I sighed and cleaned the rest of the dishes. Harry sat there quietly.

"Jessica.." he said and I cut him off.

"Leave me alone," I said and was about to leave, but he grabbed me by the left wrist and I winced.

"Ow!" I yelled. He looked down and saw the bandage. He pulled my sleeve up and looked at me.

"Jessie, you promised the day we meet that you would stop doing this. It's not good for the baby," he said.

"I haven't done this since then. I promised I wouldn't cut anymore, but you promised you'd always be there. Looks like me both can't keep promises. Don't act like you care about me or the baby," I said and stormed out. I ran out of the kitchen. I opened the door and ran into someone. I looked up and it was Niall. Tears formed in my eyes and I ran up stairs. I ignored his shouts of my name and laid on my bed.

"Jess," Niall said knocking on my door and coming in. He sat on my bed and rubbed by back. I didb't push him off.

"You promised," was all I said because if I said more I would completely lose it. 

"Jess, I just needed time to think," he said.

"What did you need to think about? If  it was a one night stand or if you really care about me," I said sitting up. He looked at me and cupped by face in his hands.

"You know it wasn't a one night stand. You mean a lot more to me than that. Jessica Tomlinson, I love you." he said and moved his head closer to mine. The next thing I know his lips are on mine and were kissing. He pulled away from the kiss. I had a small smile on my face. 

"Niall Horan, I love you too, but everythin with Harry and Louis is complicated." I said.

"Jess, I'll wait. Whatever you want I will be there to support you. Even if you and Harry get back together or if you and I are together. No matter what is best for you, Darcy and the baby I'll always be their for you," he said.

"Thanks Naill," I said hugging him. I let go of him and laid down on my bed.

"Are you tired," he asked?

"Yeah,  these past few days have been long and hard,"I said.

"Why don't you take a nap and I'll take Darcy out for a little while," he said. Ismiled and shook my head.

"Thanks Niall. I don't know what I'd do without you," I said. He kissed the top of my head and left. I closed my eyes and darkness consumed me. 


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