I won't give up

Jessica Tomlinson has a daughter with Harry Styles, but he doesn't know. Jessica and Darcy go to London to live with Louis and Eleanor. Harry and Jessica haven't seen each other in almost three years. He cheated on her and she is broken. Will he be able to win her love back or lose it forever? What will happen? Will hearts be broken or will old love repair its self?


6. Chapter 6

Jessica's P.O.V

I woke up and the spot next to me was empty. I looked at my phone and it says it's 1:00. I got up and got ready for the day. I walked downstairs. Louis and Eleanor were watching tv with Darcy.

"Mummy," Darcy yelled and ran over to me. Louis and Eleanor looked at me and smiled partly. 

"Morning baby, were you being good for uncle Lou and auntie Eleanor," I asked?

"Yeah, I was mummy," she said.

"Alright well, how about you go put your shoes and jacket on and we'll go to the park. 

"Yay!" she yelled and left the room.

"Jessica..." Louis started, but I cut him off.

"I know you told me not get get involved with him again, but I did. He texted me last night saying he was sorry. I told him if he was sorry he would meet Darcy and I at the park at 2:00, and prove it to me." I said.

"Jess... I don't think you should forgive him." Eleanor said.

"I didn't say I was forgiving him. All I said was he has to prove that he's sorry," I said.

"Jess, you always forgive him. You need to stop and move on," Louis said.

"How are you supposed to stop forgiving someone you love? How am I supposed to move on? We have a daughter together and another child on the way. Tell how I'm just supposed to stop loving him and move on Louis because I'd really like to know!" I said yelling. Louis just looked at me and walked out.

"Jess, stop yelling at people who are trying to help you. You keep pushing the people who really care for you away." Eleanor said walking out after Louis. Why do I keep doing this?

"Mummy, I'm ready," Darcy said. I took a deep berate and walked to where she was. 

"Alright sweetie, let's go," I took her hand and we walked to the park closest by the house. We got to the park and Harry is supposed to be here in ten minutes. Darcy ran over to the swings.

"Mommy, come push me, pwease?" She yelled. I laughed. He asking was the cutest thing. I went behind her and pushed her on the swings. 

"Mummy, I want to go on the swilde," she said. I stopped her swing and she ran off to the slide. I looked at the time on my phone and it said 2:05. Harry was supposed to be here five minutes ago. I sat on the park bench and fifteen minutes later Darcy ran over  to me. 

"Mummy, I'm hungry," she said.

"How about we walk to McDonald's and eat lunch." I said to her. She shook her head and smiled. We started walking and my phone made noise. I looked at it and I had a text message from Niall.

From Niall: I see you turn around! Xx. ;)

To Niall: Creepy much! Xx. ;)

I turned around and saw Niall walking towards us.

"Niwall," Darcy yelled and ran towards him. He smiled at her and picked her up.He was in a blue shirt and jeans. The shirt really brought out his eyes. Jessica what?.... STOP! He put Darcy down and came and hugged me.

"What are you two doing out here anyway," He asked me.

"We went to the park and Harry was supposed to meet us, but he never came." I said.

"I'm sorry I heard what happened. I just came from Louis and Eleanor told me what happened." He said.

"Yeah, they're both mad at me and this Harry thing," I said.

"It'll get better trust me. You still got me by your side," NIall said and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. We walked into McDonald's and Darcy ran over to a table and sat down. 

"You two sit and I'll get lunch," he said.

"Ni, you don't have to pay for us." I said

"Jess, I want to," he said and winked at me. I looked down and blushed. I sat next to Darcy. A few minutes later Niall came back and gave us our food. He sat across from me. We finished lunch and headed back home. I opened the door and we walked inside. We walked into the living room and saw a very pissed Harry. OH GREAT!

Harry's P.O.V

I woke up and looked at the clock. Oh crap, It's 2:05. I was supposed to meet Jessica and Darcy at the park five minutes ago. She's going to think I want nothing to do with them. I got up and dressed and ran out of my house and to my car. I got to he park ten minutes later. I looked around for them, but didn't find them. I drove around and finally spotted them. My cheeks turned red. I was furious. Why was Niall's arm around her shoulder? I was going to go up to them, but I decided against it. I'm just going to go to Louis' and wait for them there. I drove to Louis and walked in.

"Hey, Lou. Hey Eleanor," they looked up, but they both looked sad.

"Why do you keep doing it Harry," Louis asked?

"What do I keep doing," I asked.

"Why are you so blind? She loves you. You have a daughter together and another kid on the way. If you don't love them then stay out of their lives." Louis said and stormed out of the room and Eleanor followed after him. A few minutes later the door opened and Niall, Darcy, and Jessica walked in. Jessica and Niall looked at me and their faces went pale. 

Jessica's P.O.V

"Niall can you take Darcy up to her room," I asked him. He picked Darcy up and went upstairs with her.

"Jessie, I.." He started to say.

"Stop saying you're sorry! You never came! You obviously don't care about this family." I yelled at him.

"I did come. I was late by five minutes. I was looking for you and Darcy. I found you guys, but you were in the arms of one of my best mates."He said.

"We were just..." I saw saying, but he cut me off.

"How do you even know they baby's mine? It could be Niall's for all I know." he said and I was furious. I brought my hand up and slapped him.

"Don't you ever say that. This kid is yours whether you want it to be or not. You're the only person I've ever slept with.How an you say that?" I asked tearing forming.

"You were in his arms, Jessica," He said

"He was telling me everything was going to be ok because you were being an asshole and you still are. I wish Louis never got put into this group. I wish I never met you. I wish we never fell in love. I wish these children weren't yours." I said quietly.

"You wish all those things Jess. Well I wish I didn't sleep with you. I wish Louis never let us come home to meet his family. I wish I never found out about Darcy. I wish I never loved you. I wish I stayed with Caroline." he said. I couldn't hold the tears back. They streamed down my face. I pushed him.

"I fucking hate you! You wish you never had children, FINE! Stay out of our lives then. Don't ever ask about them and don't you ever think about them." I said and started to walk out.

"Jessie..." Harry said and grabbed me by the waist. He pushed his lips against mine and I kissed back. He pulled away and looked in my eyes."I just need to kiss you one last time. I love y..." He said and I cut him off.

"I know, same to you," I said and walked up stairs. I couldn't say I love you. I just couldn't. I walked by Darcy's room and saw her sitting in Niall's lap. He was reading her a story. I smiled to my self.Maybe things will be okay after all. Niall looked up at me and smiled. I walked over to them and sat by Niall. A few minutes later we put Darcy in bed and went into my room 

"Are you okay," he asked?

"I will be. Can you promise me something," I asked?

"Sure, what is it," he asked?

"Can you promise one there for me? Will you be there for me," I asked?

"Jessica, I will never leave you. I'll be there for you, Darcy, and the baby. I won't leave you even if you hate me," he said.

"I could never hate you Niall," I said.

"Good," he said wrapping his arms around me. Being in Niall's arms felt good. I've always had a small crush on him even when I was with Harry, but it wasn't even compared to how I felt about Harry. Now Harry and I aren't together. Maybe being with Niall will be better! He loves Darcy already. He probably doesn't like me like that.

"Jess, can I tell you something," He asked?

"Sure, what is it," I asked?

"Jessica, I think I'm in love with you. No I am in love with you. It's okay if you don't feel the same way. I just needed to tell you because..." I cut him off and pressed me lips to his. 

"I love you too," I said to him and he reconnected his lips with mine. He moved his hands to my waist and I moved my hands to his hair. He unzipped my sweater. His lips moved down to my neck. His hands moved down to the end of my shirt. I lifted my hands up and he took it off. I pulled his shirt over his head. He lead me to my bed and I laid down. He climbed on top of me and kissed me. I undid his pants and he undid mine. He took his off and then he took mine off. We were both left in our undergarments. He lifted me up and unclipped my bra and threw it to the ground. He pulled his under ware off and he did the same to mine. He kissed me every where and everything from then on was pure bliss. 

I was laying on Niall's chest and he was playing with my hair.

"I've been waiting to do that for a while now," he said. I laughed.

"Really now? Mr. Horan you are bad," I said smirking. He laughed.

"You don't regret it do you Jess," he asked? Did I regret it?

"No, I don't Niall." I said smiling.

"Good, neither do I," he said smiling back. I laid back down and he wrapped his arms around me. He pulled me close to his chest and kissed the top of my head.

"I'm not going to hurt you I promise Jessica. I love you," he said.

"I know Niall, I love you too," I said. I heard light snores from Niall and I knew he was asleep. I knew things would be different now. I don't even know what Niall and I are. Eleanor and Louis are still mad at me. I haven't talked to them since this morning. Harry and I are done. More people are going to hate me because I'm either going to hurt Niall or love him. I know Darcy loves him. I just don't know how she will act oif we are together. I don't know how anyone will act if we are together. I hope ever one will be okay with us together. I hope thing work out in the end. I just wish things were normal again, but my brother isn't normal. He's a pop star. My life will never be normal again no matter what I do. I just hope no one will get hurt... 


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