I won't give up

Jessica Tomlinson has a daughter with Harry Styles, but he doesn't know. Jessica and Darcy go to London to live with Louis and Eleanor. Harry and Jessica haven't seen each other in almost three years. He cheated on her and she is broken. Will he be able to win her love back or lose it forever? What will happen? Will hearts be broken or will old love repair its self?


5. Chapter 5

Jessica's P.O.V

1 month later:

I woke up and the space beside me was empty. I got up from my bed and got ready for the day. I got in the shower and got dressed. I walked downstairs and heard voices coming from the kitchen. I walked in and saw Harry and Darcy sitting at the table eating breakfast. Darcy looked up at me.

"Mummy, daddy made us bweakfast," Darcy said. Harry turned around and looked at me. 

"I see. Is it good," I asked her and walked towards the table. 

"It's rweally good," She said. I laughed, Harry got up and placed a plate in front of me with food on it. 

"Good morning love," he said kissing my cheek.

"Good morning Harry," I said smiling. He sat back down in his seat and started eating again. I picked up my fork and took a bite of my food. I swallowed my chewed food and my stomach starting feeling nauseous. I got up and ran to the bathroom and made it in there in time to throw up in the toilet. Someone from behind held my hair and I knew right away that it was Harry. 

"Babe, are you feeling okay," He asked?

"Yeah, I think I'm just coming down with the flu," I told him.

"How about I take Darcy with me to the boys' house and you get rest. I'll pick medicine up for you on the way home." he said. 

"That sounds lovely," I said. He left the bathroom and I got up off the floor. My head was pounding and I opened the medicine cabinet to find aspirin. I reached for the aspirin, then knocked something on the floor. I bent down to pick it up. I dropped all my tampons on the floor. I picked them up and put them back and... wait when was the last time I had my period. CRAP! It's been over a month. 

"Jess, Darcy and I are going to go we'll be back later. I told Eleanor to come over. I figured you'd want to have some company," he yelled to me. I heard the door close and I grabbed me phone to text Eleanor.

To Eleanor: El I don't think I'm sick... I think I'm pregnant... Can you stop at a drug store and get me a test? 

From Eleanor: OMG! Jess... Sure I'll stop, but we need to talk about this...

I went and laid on the couch. I really didn't want to talk to anyone about it, but I told Eleanor because she's my best friend and I trust her. The doorbell rang 20 minutes later. I opened the door and Eleanor was standing there. I stepped out of the way so she could come in. She walked in and handed me the test. She didn't look at me.

"Are you mad at me," I asked her?

"Go take the test and we'll talk after," she said. I took the test from her and walked into mine and Harry's bathroom. I took everything out of the box and took the test. I walked out of the bathroom and Eleanor was sitting on the bed.

"So," she asked.

"I have to wait 10 minutes," I said.

"Jess, how did this happen," she asked?

"Well, when two people love each other they..." I started to say, but she cut me off.

"I know that. I meant when did it happen," She asked?

"It happened a month ago. It was the day before I came to talk to you and Lou about Harry and I." I said. No one said anything else until it was time to look at the test. We both got up and walked into the bathroom. I picked up the test from the counter and my eyes went wide and I looked at Eleanor.

Positive. I'm pregnant. Tears started to fall out of my eyes. Eleanor pulled me into a hug.

"Jess you're going to be fine. You should call Harry and tell him to come home, so you can talk." She said and sat down and turned on the tv to the news.

"Okay," I said. I called his phone, but he wasn't answering. I tried a few more times and gave up and called Louis.

"Hey Jessica," he said.

"Hey Lou, is Harry there," I asked?

"No he left about an hour ago. He said you were sick and he was going home to check on you. Darcy is going to spend the night here and Harry should have been there already." He said.

"If you hear from him let me know," I said. I hung up and walked over to Eleanor who was watching a cleberity gossip channel.

"Louis said he left over an hour ago to come check on me, but he isn't here." I said. I next to Eleanor

"Don't worry I'm sure he's fin.." She stopped talking and looked at the tv and so did I.

News reporter:

Harry Styles has been spotted out with Rita Orta this afternoon. The two were seen holding hands and stealing kisses from one another. Here are pictures of the couple. Isn't Harry dating band members younger sister Jessica Tomlinson and don't they have a three year old daughter together. Things aren't looking good for them, but things are looking good for Harry and Rita.

I grabbed the remote and turned the tv off. Before the tears fell from my eyes Eleanor already had me wrapped in her arms. We sat there until we heard the door downstairs open and close.

"Jess, babe I'm home," Harry yelled. I heard him come up the stairs. I was still crying. He came into the room.

"Babe, what's wrong," he asked.

"I should leave you two alone. I'll see you later Jess." She said and left.

"Jess, what's wrong," he asked.

"Like you don't know," I yelled at him.

"What is that supposed to mean," he yelled back.

"I saw the pictures of you two. You were holding hands and kissing." I yelled

"I-I," he stammered.

"How long has this been going on," I asked?

"Since we got back together," he said quietly.

"I'm so stupid," I said

"Jess, I love you, I really do, I just... I can't be a father. I can't be that guy you want me to be." he said.

"You said you wouldn't do this. I told you you couldn't do this. Darcy has grown so attached to you. You can't just walk out of her life." I said crying harder.

"Jessie, please don't..." he started to say but I cut him off.

"I knew I should have trusted you, but I let my heart takeover because I'm so fucking in love with you it hurts. I souldn't have come back." I said. I got my suit case and started to pack.

"Jess what are you doing," Harry asked?

"I'm packing mine and Darcy's things." I said. I threw clothing of Darcy'sand mine in a suit case and put her toys in another. I finished packing in 20 minutes. I went downstairs and Harry was sitting on the couch.

"I didn't mean to do it. I really love you and Darcy. Jess stay I can't lose you again." he said

"I can't do this. You can't take back anything you did or said. If you wanted to be a father you wouldn't have said all that." I walked out the door and heard Harry's foot steps behind me. I put all the things in the car and got in myself. I started the car and Harry was by the window. 

"So that's it then. We're over," he said tears running down his face. I wanted to get out and hug him and tell him every thing was going to be okay, but it wasn't 

"You made it pretty clear. By the way congratulations you're going to be a father again not that you care," I said and drove away. 

Harry's P.O.V

Jessica's pregnant again. She's having another baby. I'm going to be a father. I ruined everything. I'm stupid. I always hurt her. I havn't only hurt her, but I hurt Darcy as well. I need to get my act together and start being the guy she fell in love with not the douche that broke her and mine own child's heart. Time to change Harry. Time to Change...

Jessica's P.O.V

I pulled up to Louis' house. I got mine and Darcy's things out from my car and walked up to the door. I ran the door bell and Louis opened the door.

"Jessica, what happened," he asked taking my stuff from me.

"I shouldn't have forgiven him. He broke his promise. Lou, Harry cheated on me and said he didn't want to be a father." I said crying again. He pulled me into his embrace and hugged me tight. 

"You'll be okay," he said

"Louis," I said. He let go of me and I looked up at him.

"I'm pregnant," I said in a whisper. He looked down at me and smiled.

"Jess, you won't be alone again. We all love you and will be here to help you along the way. You can live here with Darcy and the new baby. Have you gone to the doctor yet," He asked?

"No," I said

"I'll make an appointment for you," He said.

"Thanks, even though Harry should be the one here and helping me." I thought in my head, but I guess I didn't.

"He'll realize what he's missing and come back. If I know him like I think I do he'll try to be the same Harry you fell in love with. Just give it time." he said to me. I smiled towards him. 

"I'm going to get Darcy ready for bed," I said to him and walked up stairs.

"Mummy! Where Daddhi,"she asked? My eyes started to water. How was I supposed to tell my three year old daughter that her dad didn't want her.

"He's gone for now, but he'll be back soon. I know it, but for know it's bed time." I said.cy

"I want daddhi to put me too bed. He promised he would," She said crying.

"I know Darcy, I know," I said, and laid down with her. 

"Mummy, can you pwease pay daddhis songs on your phone," she asked.

"Of couse baby," I said and took my phone out and played Little Things. She cuddled into me and a few minutes later I heard light snores from her. My phone made a noise indicating I had a text. I looked at it and it was from Harry.

From Harry: I'm sorry Jessie. I love you. I didn't mean it. I want to be in Darcy's life. I want to be here father, no I am her father. I'm going to prove it to both of you. I didn't mean to hurt you. Can we talk tomorrow?Xx.

To Harry: Thanks to you I had to put our crying daughter to sleep because you promised to put her to bed and you weren't here. She misses you. She asked me to put on one of your songs because you aren't here. You had to mess things up. I don't want to talk to you, but Darcy wants to see you. I f you want to be in our lives still, then come to the park close to Louis' house by 2:00. If you aren't there I know you aren't serious about any of this.

texted him and put my phone down. I snuggled up to Darcy and closed my eyes. Maybe this is all a dream? Maybe if I wake up it will all be okay? Maybe Harry and I would still be together? Who am I kidding? Fairy tales aren't real! 


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