I'm In Love With You?

"An accident, that's what this was. She knew it, I knew it, but yet, I couldn't stop feeling something. I had a girlfriend, and Jade had a life, so why was I trying to make this something it wasn't? Or maybe it was exactly what I thought. Love."~Harry Styles


1. Jade Collins

Hey guys. I'm Jade.

But my friends usually call me J. 

I love playing football.

I'm 18 and I live in Lancashire England. The small town I live in is too small, it barely serves significance, so it doesn't matter if I tell you the name or not.

I live with my Mum, Laura, and my 15 year old brother, Shane, in our small little house. Oh and I can't forget my cat, Toby.

Then there is my best friend, Quinn, Who lives next door. She lives with her Dad, Oliver, and her baby sister, Eve.

Our parents are both divorced, so we understand how it is at home. Her mum lives in Yorkshire, and my Dad lives in Chesire. Don't get me wrong, it's nice living here, but living in a small town sucks. Nothing ever happens.

I'm like any other teenager that lives in a small town, I always wonder what other things are out there. Maybe that's why I like listening to music so much. Ed Sheeran, Kodaline, The Script and Passenger are by far my favourites. But I like many other people too, I just can't name them of the top of my head.

 And yeah, I liked One Direction. Yeah I said it, liked. It's not like I hate them, but i'm not super obsessed either. You see after they began getting popular, I kind of stopped obsessing and I just realized, there was no need for me to spend countless hours thinking about someone that doesn't even know I exist. But between you and I, I still like them... A lot. And Harry, yeah, he's got a soft spot in my heart. 

One thing you have to know about me is I absolutely love photography. That's what I'm going to college for, to be a photographer. Well I take courses online because it costs less and Quinn takes online classes too, so we usually hang out together.

But, besides Quinn, I've also got Michael. He has been my friend almost as long as Quinn. But there is a big difference between Quinn and I's relationship and Michael and I's relationship. You see, I've got a bit of a crush on MIchael. I've liked him ever since I figured out boys didn't have cooties, but I've never told him that.

Anyways, Quinn is the only one who knows I like him, and I don't really show it, so i'm pretty sure nothing will ever happen between us, even though I wish it would. No, He's not perfect, he has flaws, but they make him, and that all I could ask for.

You see, I don't judge people on how they look because well, I'm not the prettiest or skinniest girl either, so I wouldn't want to be judged on my physical features. I have always judged people by how they interact with me, never what they look like, and I guess that's why everyone thinks i'm so nice, I'm actually not nice, I dislike people, it's just the way I treat people, that makes me look nice I guess.

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