I failed her (True story... My story...)

I use to know a girl, back in year 9 at high school. Her name was Megan and I couldn't help her. I tried and tried but it wasn't enough. Sometimes I wonder if it WAS my fault. I failed her. I failed the girl I loved. I want you to keep in mind, as you read this, that this is a true story. This is the story on how I lost the love of my life to bullying and cruelty and eventually death.

<3 Megan, I'll miss you forever baby. <3

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13. The 5 Stages of Sorrow

These are the 5 Stages of Sorrow that I went through after the bittersweet departure of Megan:

Denial,

Anger,

Bargaining,

Depression

and finally Acceptance. Almost everyone who I know who has lost someone dear, has gone through the stages themselves, but they knew that sometime the final stage would come and they could be at peace.

 

As a side story I would like to share something with you. A couple days ago I saw Megan when I was walking home from Sixth Form. I walked over to her and she had smiled at me. Her warm and gentle smile that I had missed so much for the past couple years. Before I reached her, her smile turned sad and she started to walk away... Before she disappeared down an alleyway I called out to her.

"Will I ever see you again?" That made her turn to me and flash her perfect smile.

"I don't know..." She had whispered. "How tightly can you close your eyes?" With that she walked around the corner and when I ran over she was gone.

Even now, I can't tell is it was real or a dream, but what I do know is that, no matter how long it takes, I will see her again and nothing would be able to separate us. Not ever.

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