I failed her (True story... My story...)

I use to know a girl, back in year 9 at high school. Her name was Megan and I couldn't help her. I tried and tried but it wasn't enough. Sometimes I wonder if it WAS my fault. I failed her. I failed the girl I loved. I want you to keep in mind, as you read this, that this is a true story. This is the story on how I lost the love of my life to bullying and cruelty and eventually death.

<3 Megan, I'll miss you forever baby. <3

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4. I was stupid (I'll never forget)

I was stupid. So stupid. I should've helped her. I should've noticed. I should've told her how I felt before it was too late. I should've given her a reason to live. I should've never let her out of my sight... If I had done all of that I could've gone through with my plan. Back then we were 15 and born in the same year. After we had both turned 21 and gotten our own flat or apartment somewhere, I was going to ask her a question and I didn't care what anyone else would think. I was going to ask her to marry me. I had never once questioned my feelings for her and I never will. I know that I will never find another like her. I have not, and will not, ever love another. Megan can't be replaced and I don't intend to. I would rather live alone then attempt to replace her. 

 

R.I.P

Megan

My one true love.

I love you and my life will never be the same without you.

I love you. Never forget that.

I'm eighteen now and each day I walk into Sixth Form and expect to find you in class at your desk studying and laughing and just enjoying life.

Instead I find an empty seat void of laughter and joy.

Each day I walk into the class and the room falls silent as they know what I will do next.

I walk over to what would have been your desk and place a bouquet of white and red roses on it, as I do every day.

Your favorite was red roses, because they symbolize love and passion.

I also put in white roses.They symbolize my life after you left.

Deserted of all colour. As my life is deserted of all happy feelings. I no longer feel joy, happiness, laughter.

Some might say that I do laugh and smile and that I'm also putting loads of smiley faces on my work, but do you think that's real?

Do you seriously think after losing the love of my life that I could get better?

That I could be happy?

Well you are wrong. I will never get better. I will never forget. Not the good or even the bad, because that is all I have left. And no-one, I repeat No-one will ever take her from me. Not even time. Nothing could change my feelings for her. Nothing.

Megan you will always hold my heart.

I am writing this movellas to show the world that my heart beats only for you.

And always will.

I love you baby and I'll never forget how you changed my life forever.

I'll never forget your long wavy blonde hair.

I'll never forget your sapphire blue eyes.

I'll never forget all those terrible jokes you told me when we were little kids.

I'll never forget when I first met you.

I'll never forget holding your hand.

I'll never forget our first kiss.

I'll never forget you.

I'll never forget us.

I'll never forget.

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