I failed her (True story... My story...)

I use to know a girl, back in year 9 at high school. Her name was Megan and I couldn't help her. I tried and tried but it wasn't enough. Sometimes I wonder if it WAS my fault. I failed her. I failed the girl I loved. I want you to keep in mind, as you read this, that this is a true story. This is the story on how I lost the love of my life to bullying and cruelty and eventually death.

<3 Megan, I'll miss you forever baby. <3

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18. Confession

Hello to everyone reading. It feels so good to be updating this, even if it is the only one for ages. I hope you're all doing well and are enjoying yourselves as you progress through life. :)

I have a little something to tell you guys. Don't worry! Its not anything bad (I hope...) and I thought I should tell you guys this, since you are like an extended family to me.

 

Right...

 

So about seven months ago, someone called AngelDreamer (Hello, if you are reading this :) ) commented on this Movellas. She told me I should try to move on with my life, try to be happy, try to fall in love again... This is good advice for anyone in a similar situation to mine. It doesn't mean you should forget the person you lost or move on straight away, only to keep going and to not give up. I've said this before, but giving up is never the good option. There would always be someone you would hurt; that pain lasting a lifetime for them.

 

What I want to say in response to the last part of that comment comes in two parts. One is a confession and another is more of a reveal leading from that confession. The confession is something that I have been holding back for a long time. While it may not seem much to some of you, it means a great deal to me and I just wanted to get it off of my chest.

 

Meg was and is the first and only girl I have ever and will ever love. But... That doesn't mean I haven't found someone who I can always rely on and trust to keep me stable.

Letting that to sink in for a second while you guys figure out what that means.... 

 

And if ya haven't, well then... I'm gay.

And yeah, I'm dating again! Yay, I guess! Haha...

Well, I hope you guys can accept me and understand that even though I am gay, a piece of me will always belong to Megan. <3 (The guy I'm with understands completely.... I think Meg would've liked him. :) )

 

Anyway, the guy I'm with now is actually my one of my room-mates, Matt. He's an amazing guy and is really sweet ^.^  I know in the previous years I vowed off of love, but... I've changed... A lot, and... I think I may be falling for him....

(10/10 for Lady Tatertot being the first to find out ever without me saying anything (almost... damn mistletoe) )

 

If anyone has any questions, I'll try to be around to answer them (within reason. O.o Yes, Aurora (TheFayzIsComing...), I'm looking at you. ;) ).

I hope you guys approve... Holy biscuit... I feel like a teenager bringing his boyfriend home to meet his family.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

....help....

 

 

 

(and yus, I see you guys all as family <3 )

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