I failed her (True story... My story...)

I use to know a girl, back in year 9 at high school. Her name was Megan and I couldn't help her. I tried and tried but it wasn't enough. Sometimes I wonder if it WAS my fault. I failed her. I failed the girl I loved. I want you to keep in mind, as you read this, that this is a true story. This is the story on how I lost the love of my life to bullying and cruelty and eventually death.

<3 Megan, I'll miss you forever baby. <3


7. After...

I was going to propose to her on her 21nd birthday as a surprise. I had already bought the ring before she left this world. At her funeral I looked at her pale face. A face I'd never see again. In front of everyone from the town and school, I lent down and gave her a small kiss on the cheek and whispered to her, "I'm sorry. I was going to give you this later but now I'll never get the chance. This belongs to you." I took out the ring from my pocket and slipped it onto her finger. I gave her one last kiss and red rose before tearing myself away from her and running out of the graveyard where she was about to be buried. I kept running until I could run no more. I had reached the hill just outside of town covered in lush green grass, but of course I only saw grey, like all the colour had been stolen away. After studying the tree I found what I had written after discovering my love for Megan. I had carved a heart and written 'T&M FOREVER' inside it. I took out my pocket knife and carved another heart, then wrote the following inside it: 'R.I.P MEGAN I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. -TANNER'.





We will never forget you. You meant a lot to me and I love you so much. You shared what was your life with me and that meant a lot. When it is my turn to end I will come find you no matter how long it takes. Out hearts will always find each other, for we are never truly apart. I love you Megs and I always will. I will live my life for you and you alone. If it was up to me I would end it now and join you, getting away from the pain I feel everyday. But you asked me to keep living for you in your note. I will never break any of my promises to you, but sometimes I feel it would be easier. At times like that I imagine you next to me smiling, guiding me through the obstacles in life. You give me the courage to keep going. You are my angel and I will love you forever more.

Until we meet again,






This movellas was dedicated to my late love Megan who died 05/02/10. She is unfortunately one of the many cases of suicide around the world. In her note she asked me to share her story with the world. To show all of you the severeness of bullying. You never truly understand pain until it happens to you or someone close to you. So if you know of someone is getting bullied, or you yourself are getting bullied, think of Megan and how she lost her life because of it. Think of her and be strong. Stand up to your bullies and just say something. No-one could help Megan because she didn't tell. So don't bottle it up. Say something, let others know and let them help. I'm begging you. Don't do what Megan did and take your life, because in the end, if you do that, the bullies have won. You need to soldier on until you have the strength to say enough is enough. Take control and show those bullies that you can stand up for yourself. Be better than them. Because if you do, if you stand up to them, then in the end you, the victim, will win.


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