I failed her (True story... My story...)

I use to know a girl, back in year 9 at high school. Her name was Megan and I couldn't help her. I tried and tried but it wasn't enough. Sometimes I wonder if it WAS my fault. I failed her. I failed the girl I loved. I want you to keep in mind, as you read this, that this is a true story. This is the story on how I lost the love of my life to bullying and cruelty and eventually death.

<3 Megan, I'll miss you forever baby. <3

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The noose is still at the tree. No-one has had the heart to remove it yet. It lies there cut at the bottom of the tree. Right where I left it when I cut down Megan. Next to where it hung is another noose. I put it there on 12/02/10. It wasn't symbolic or anything like that. It's there because I tried to use it. That's right. I tried to hang myself 1 week after Megan did. I couldn't handle the pain back then. I had put the noose around my neck and let go of the branch. What happened next is something I only have one explanation for: Megan. She saved me from her mistake. As I hung there everything started to go blurry. I saw Megan standing before me. She was in a white silk dress and her body show no sign of any injuries. She had tears running down her face as she held out her hand to me and I took it. What happened next showed me that she wanted me to live. She took out a knife from a fold in her dress and cut the rope. I fell to the ground and, as I lay there, she lent over my body and gave me a kiss. Before disappearing she said, "Be strong. Succeed where I failed. I love you." Then I blacked out. The next thing I knew I was in hospital with a bunch of worried faces surrounding me. I told no-one of me seeing Megan. They would just think I was hallucinating. Maybe I was, but the thing I know for sure is that she saved me. Megan saved my life. That is a dept I can never repay and I am grateful. Now I do everything I can do to help those who are being bullied and stop them from doing what Megan did. You might be wondering what happened to Samantha and her gang. Well, they stopped bullying people and started to help the community. They have each taken over a job that Megan used to do and they do amazing wonders. Each year, on the anniversary of Megan's birthday and death, they lay bouquets of flowers for Megan at the tree and each year they apologize for causing her departure. And each year they claim that they feel a warm breeze brush past them as they leave. No-one believes them but me. I believe them because I feel it too. I know that Megan is there watching and smiling, so I know I must to the same. As I write this I'm starting to feel a sense of peace and I know that I can live my life for both me and Meg. I will have a happy life, but I will still never love. Not as much as I did Megan. My heart beats only for her, and always will.

 

 <3 Love you babe, my life is complete thanks to you. You gave me the will to live my life, so I will live it for the both of us. You were the final piece to my puzzle. Love you forever, Meg. R.I.P <3

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