(1) Why Do You Do This? - Completed {In editing}

Jessica has never been good with making friends with girls, let alone making friend at all. But what happens, when the person she least likely expects to care for her, does?

Copyright © 2013 by Love_Kidrauhl
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18. piece of trash

Jessica’s POV


Today was the first day of school, well since Justin confessed his feelings me. I got dressed into something nicer today. Dark denim jeans, a tan oversized sweater and dark brown wedge boots. I put a scarf on around my neck; it was a bit cold today. I straightened my long brown hair and put it into a high pony-tail. I was ready to go. As soon as I walked out my bedroom door, I remembered the situation I was in with my mum. How she just stood there and watched. It broke my heart all over again, and a tear streamed down my face. I wiped it away, not wanting to smudge my make-up and carried on downstairs.

I pick up an apple, avoiding the horrible thing sitting on the couch drinking her coffee. She turns around, and I just look at her with complete disgust. She slouches back in the couch and closes her eyes. I just shake my head and continue walking to school. I munch on my apple, soon finishing it and walking to the school grounds. I walk in and walk straight to my locker, avoiding contact with all the people staring at me. I don’t know what their problem is; I don’t even know half of them.

I roll my eyes and turn around to smash into someone. I fall to the ground and groan in pain. Someone gasps, sounds like a male. I look up and see Justin, I immediately smile. He slightly smiles back, ha? He was smiling ear-to-ear yesterday? Back me up here, he was wasn’t he? He puts out his hand, cautiously looking around. He was weirding me out, is he like looking for a killer. I took his hand and he picked me up pulling me close to him. No one was in the hallway but us, but he still was looking around nervously. I put my index finger and my thumb on my chin and pulled his face to look at me. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and said

‘Baby, why so nervous?’ he chuckled and said

‘Babe who said I was nervous?’

He put his elbow on the lockers and rested his cheek on his hand, leaning on the lockers. I giggled and he came up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I put my arms around his neck and he leaned in and gave me a long kiss on the lips. I pulled out and he frowned. As soon as he did that, the bell rang. He sighed and immediately rested his hands at his side. I smiled and people started filling the halls, getting to their classrooms. I went to his and tried to get his hand but he pushed me away. What’s wrong with him today? He looked at me with sad eyes and whispered

‘Sorry jess, I gotta go to class…’ I nodded and he disappeared in the crowd of people. I sighed with tears in my eyes and walked to class, alone. This is not how I thought this would be…


Justin’s POV


I walked to class with a frown on my face. Chaz walked up to me and said

‘What’s up man, you look like a horse, and you know with the long face!’

He laughed and ended up on the floor, classic Chaz. I rolled my eyes and a chuckle left my lips, how can you not laugh at that. I walked to my seat and pulled out a pencil. Dianna sat next to me, oh geez Dianna!

She leaned over and said

‘Justy, were have you been lately I miss you.’ Then she winked. Oh god. I laughed nervously and said ‘no where.’ She rolled her eyes and talked to her friends. I completely forgot about Dianna! What now, you know with Jessica and all…

 I don’t have any classes with Jessica today, oh well. Ryan sat next to me and whispered

‘I saw that piece of trash in the hallway crying again, what’s her problem?’ I whispered back ‘wait what? Who?’ 

He rolled his eyes and said ‘jess the mess.’

My eyes popped out of my head, Jessica was crying? Tears welled up in my eyes, it was the about the whole avoiding thing I pulled, wasn’t it?

Ryan looked at me and said

‘Dude, are you crying?’ he smirked I shook my head.

Thank goodness I didn’t have to explain anything; the teacher was beginning her lesson. Well you’re probably wondering why I was being weird in the hallway with jess. Well, I feel ashamed and devastated that she got affected by it but it was because….

Well ummm. Should I say?

Im just going to come out with it…

I don’t want to be seen with jess. My reputation will go down the toilet. I care for and love jess but my reputation is up there as well. I know you’re thinking ‘what the hell you jerk’ but I can’t let years of popularity go down the toilet. You heard what Ryan said about her, it’s just… ahhhhhhh! I hope she doesn’t, you know, have a breakdown if she finds out… that would kill me.



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