My Lifesaver

What will happen when Rachel Brooks meets her lifesaver? What will happen when Justin falls in love with her and gets to know about her inner soul. Read to find out.

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1. My lifesaver.

Rachel's P.O.V

"I want to die" I said with no regret. My head was placed on my best friend's lap and her hands were stroking my head.

Hannah has been always there for me and I'm incredibly happy for that. But at this moment all I want to is getting stabbed by a knife. My tears flowed as the pictures of the love of my life went through my head. "I really thought I could do this, but I failed" I whispered.

You see, Justin Bieber aka my life saver is arriving my country, Norway, Oslo in two days and I couldn't manage to get M&G not even tickets to see him perform. I hate my life and I find it completely normal to hate myself, I'm extremely insecure and I got thousands of flaws. Not even my mother or my best friend knows all of them.

"I tried really hard, I don't know what happened Hannah, just shoot me."

Hannah: Sweetie, it's okay, I know you tried and I know that you won't see him or meet but eventually you will. Just wait and see. Will you be okay? I have to go now, Robbie needs me.

Robin is her boyfriend, he's nice but I feel she's more with him than me. I guess I'm just really lonely, which I am. My mother works 24:7 and my father, well I never got to know him. He just disappeared somehow and left us alone when I was 1 year old.

"I'm gonna kill myself so bye." I said sadly while wiping my tears.

She faked a smile because she knew I wasn't okay. And before I realized she had left I opened my Mac and went to twitter. My second home is Twitter. I searched for "@justinbieber" and I started crying even more. I wrote " Dear @justinbieber. I would do anything to meet you. I just want to tell you that you mean the world to me and that you're my life saver. #neversaynever.

As more tears rolled down my cheeks I picked up a knife which I hid under the bed. I placed it on my wrist. I pressed the knife harder and harder against my skin and the blood just came and kept rolling down my arm. It felt great as usual. The blood makes me feel alive, I feel like I have a life. My whole body is covered with scars.

*PLING*

Justin had tweeted something. I put the knife away and concentrated on what he had tweeted.

"OSLO ARE YOU READY TO BELIEVE? I had an amazing time here last year and I'm so excited to finally perform for you once again and meet some fans, and I still notice, I care. Love u."

He had always made me feel special. Somehow I just felt every tweet was about me. He made me feel confident, beautiful and I can't thank him enough for that. I love him too much to just leave him. I will never leave.

The meaning behind my scars are dedicated to all the people who makes me feel like I'm a ghost, to all the people who treat me like crap everyday. I'm suprised I'm still alive. I am, thanks to Justin.

*2 DAYS LATER*

The day had finally come and I was too excited to care about what happened earlier. Even if I didn't have tickets, I will wait outside his hotel and outside the arena to hear his angelic voice.

I put a pair of black rag & bones jeans, a CÉLINE T-shirt and a denim jacket. I curled my long caramel brown hair and was ready to go. It was 4am and Justin should arrive at least at 7am. Suprisingly, I was the only one there so I found a corner to sleep in and tried to make myself comfterable. I brought a carpet so I wouldn't freeze but I forgot to bring food and water. Stupid me..

I was just about to sleep when I heard a noise on the other site of the hotel. I went to check it out. I heard a group of people who whispered to everybody. Clearly they were confused. Suddenly I lost the sight of them and turned the other way I walked a couple of meters before I broke down on my knees while crying like I was standing right beside someone who just got dead. I couldn't believe my own eyes. I fell to the ground and suddenly everything became dark.

I hope you liked this chapter. Don't worry you will love the next chapter which I'm uploading tomorrow. It will get more exciting. Follow me on twitter: @ThaCanadianCrew, and remember NO COMMENTS = NO CHAPTER. 

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