Fix Your Heart

Emma's boyfriend cheated on her and now she broke up with him. Niall tries to help her fixing her broken heart and tries to find another boy for her. But then he starts to fall for her.


11. I can't handle the pain

Emma's POV

delivered. The message was deliverd. I guess Niall is reading it now, I hope it will all work and Niall is my boyfriend soon. I'm just so in love I can't think clear, he is just the most beautiful,sweet,cute guy in the world. I can't wait to see him, I hope he says he loves me too. That would be my dream. My dreamboy.

Niall's POV

My dreamgirl. How can she love him? I grab my notebook and continue writing the song for her. the song, the song about her, about Eithan. 

'lately I've got myself thinking, dreaming about you alot. But up in my head I'm your boyfriend, but that's 1 things you've already got. He drives to school in the morning, while I walk alone in the rain. He killed me without any warning. If he took a look in my brain. Would he say he's in L-O-V-E, well if it was me, then I would.'' 

I continue writing the song hours and hours. I even don't eat dinner, which is weird, cause I love food. I keep writing and writing and tears roll down my face splashing on the notebook. Finally the song is done. I read it again and more tears roll down my face. I just can't live without her. But if I can't live without her, I have to be dead. I start writing little papers:

For Liam,

I am so happy that I met you and you will be my bro forever. You helped me so many times and I hope you have a good life and don't be sad about me. You have the other boys. I'm so sorry.


For Harry,

I had a lot of good times with you and I love you. Don't forget me and don't worry to much. Find the best girl you can find and marry her ;)


For Zayn,

You made me brave and I'm happy with that. You helped me with ignore annoying people and now I want to say: don't care about people who don't like you. I know you are a wonderful boy and I hope you have a good life.


For Louis,

Thankyou for the fun times with you and I'm so happy I met you. Stay funny and I hope you get the best life you can possibly have.


It's hard to leave these guys. I will miss them so much but I just can't handle this pain from inside. It's like my heart has broken in a million pieces. I lay the 4 papers on the floor so the boys can see it when they find me. Then I grab my song: I would. And lay it on the floor too. Then I grab my knife and whisper: goodbye world.

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