Lost In My Memorie

What if you love somebody for so long but they have forgotten you? and when destiny brings you back together would you do anything to get that love back... and make that person remember? That's the story of Harry Styles and Avalon Halemore... After Avalon's boyfriend was murdered she was the first suspect.... her parent put her on a reformed school, where she later meets Harry. She feel like if she knows him, but she cant seem to remember where they have met before. Would Harry be able to keep the secret? or would he risk it all for telling her the truth?...
A/N: This is my first movella so don't be afraid of telling me what you think about it, is it bad or is it good, just tell me. This story is written by myself, Valerie, and my dear friend Izabelle... hope you enjoy it :)

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4. Chapter 4

Avalon’s pov:

Is 4:00pm and class is finally over. I was walking out of class with Mars by my side.

“Do you wanna come and hangout on my room?” she asked. I was going to say yes but then I remembered my deal with Harry.

“Ummm… I cant… I got thing to do…” I said. I don’t like lying to her, but if she finds out she is totally going to flip out…

“Ok maybe later?” she ask

“Sure” I smiled and then started walking the other direction. I walked in silence to the gym. When I got there I opened the door to find the place empty.

“Harry?” My voiced echoed through the room. I looked everywhere but I couldn’t find him…

“You came” I jumped up hearing the voice behind me… when I turned around I saw the curly haired boy smiling at me.

“Fuck you scared me?” I said putting my hand in my chest feeling my fast heartbeat… he looked hurt “What’s wrong?” I ask concerned. He walked over to the bleachers and sat down, his arms on his knees and his head down

“Are you scared of me? Just like everyone else in this school?” he said still looking down.

“Of course not, Harry…” I said sitting down next to him an putting my hand on his back. “Why are they afraid of you anyways?”

“Is a long story…”

“I have plenty of time…”

Harry’s pov:

“I have plenty of time…” She said. I was afraid of telling her… I don’t want her to know the truth… I don’t want her being afraid of me…

-Flash Back-

It have been a week since Avalon left with her mom. I know she doesn’t remembers me… and she will never remember… It was past 10:00 pm and I was walking down the dark streets. I found myself in front of a night club… I hesitated for a moment but then I just decided to go inside… what do I have to waist?

“Sorry young man you can’t be here…” I tall guy stood in front of me blocking the way. I took my fake ID (don’t even ask me where I get it from… it was a long time ago) I showed it to him and he nodded and let me in. I walked over to the bar and asked the bartender for a beer… After couple of hours a was a bit tipsy. Everybody looked at me concerned. Everyone in town knew about what happened to Avalon and my relationship with her, but I didn’t need them feeling sorry for me… I deserve this life… for not being there for her, for letting her go like that. It was all my fault and I’m going to accept the consequences… I saw Jason walking up to me…

“Hey man how you’ve being doing?” He asked sitting down next to me and asking the bartender for a beer for himself, I took a zip from mine and answered his question…

“How the hell do you think I’m doing?” I said with not a very nice tone…

“Harry, it have being a week…” he said looking at me now… “…you’ve got to get over her…”

“I cant never get over her… she’s my world, my everything” I couldn’t believe I was opening my feeling to Jason… To be honest me and Jason haven’t always had the best relationship… we have always been like… frienenemies… I heard him laugh. “What the hell are you laughing about?” he just keep laughing

“After all this years trying to find your weakness… when it was actually right in front of my eyes” he keep laughing…

“What do you mean? I don’t have a “weakness”…” I said now looking at him in the eyes

“Oh well you do…” he said and took a sip from his beer

“Oh yeah? What is it then?”

“Avalon…” he said smirking at me “… your weakness is Avalon. The little hoe that doesn’t even remember you and you still call her your girlfriend…” I laugh at his statement

“I think your confused… is MY girlfriend your taking about and the only hoe here is YOUR girlfriend!!!” I said now screaming at him and pointing at the prostitute looking girl with the long red hair and the short tight black dress that was standing at the dance floor… She was disgusting… I remembered I use to date her. I broke up with that bitch ‘cause she always treated me like shit and all she wanted was sex… and I wanted more than that…. That’s when I met Avalon

“At least my girlfriend remembers me…” He said taking his beer and walking away… That was it… that son of a bitch is going to get it…

I took him by the arm and started throwing punches at him… I beat the crap out of that guy. I don’t know what went trough me… but I didn’t stop. I keep beating him, every punch harder than the last one. He was all covered in blood and so were my hands… There was a moment when he stopped fighting back, he didn’t even protest… but I didn’t care. I felt someone pushing me away from him.

“You’re going to kill him you bastard!!!!” Jason’s girlfriend, Emily, said. I saw Jason’s lifeless body lying on the floor… he didn’t move or made any sound… What if I killed him? What have I done?… I heard the police coming near… I was scared to death. I ran away to the back of the club out in the streets, I took the first car I saw and drove as fast as I could, but…. They were following me. There was a moment when they were surrounding me… a lot of them. I didn’t have other choice than get out of the car. They took me into custody… I was founded guilty for killing Jason and driving, drunk, a stolen car… I didn’t mean to. What have I done? I seriously got a huge talent for fucking things up…

-End of Flash Back-

I told her everything except the fact that she was the reason we started the fight… I don’t want her to know the truth… not yet. I was surprised that she didn’t say anything, she just… keep silent…

“Do this scares you?” I ask afraid of what she’ll answer

“No…” she whispered without hesitation giving me a smile like saying ‘everything is ok‘…

“I didn’t know what I was doing… If I could take it back, I would” I said wiping away a tear that have escaped from my eye. Truth is, I kind of regret it, but I actually don’t… Because if I didn’t have made that mistake I wouldn’t have met Avalon…. again…

We talked for a while about random stuff. She told me about herself… things I already knew, but I listened to them like it was the first time… actually putting all my attention in her… I have missed her so much, and I didn’t even noticed ‘till now. An hour later she left to her room because she had homework to do… I stayed in the gym for I while just thinking about her… thinking how am I going to manage not telling her the truth… The thought about it brought tears to my eye. I hate lying to her, specially because in the past it have been the reason for a lot of fights, and I don’t like fighting with her. I would have to tell her sooner o later… but just not now… I got up and walked out of the gym in silence. I headed to Marcus’s room witch was actually next to mine. I knocked on his door and minutes later he answered with a smirk on his face, that soon faded away when he saw my puffy red eyes…

“Mate, are you ok?” he asked concerned

“Can I come in?” is said between sobs. He quickly nodded and let me walk into his room. I sat at the end of his bed and I covered my face with my hands. He stand in front of me with his arms crossed waiting for me to talk. I whipped away my tears and took a deep breath… “Do you remember the story I told you about the girl? The one that was on the car accident, loosed her memory and doesn’t remembers me?” he nodded understanding

“How can I not remember that story?…. What about it anyways?” he ask

“S-she’s h-here…” I said and looked up to see Marcus wide eyes…

“What do you mean she’s here?”

“The girl I told you about is… Avalon…” I said looking down again more tears streaming down my face

“Wait… New girl? She is…?” I nodded quickly “So Avalon is your ex girlfriend that doesn’t remembers you…” I nodded again getting annoyed at him for asking questions he knew the answer of “and what are you going to do? Have you talked to her? Are you going to tell her?”

“I don’t know… I talked to her today after class. I do wanna tell her… but not yet.” I said looking at him in the eyes again.

“And how do you feel about all of this?” he ask sitting down next to me…

“I still love her…” I whisper, but loud enough for him to hear me “I’ve always loved her… and I once said I would love her forever… and forever is not over yet…”

“But she doesn’t remembers you, mate…”

“Maybe she doesn’t remembers me, but I remember her! I’m just a lost memory in her mind. But I’ll be there with her like it was before…” I said now standing up and looking at him in the eyes… I’m going to take her back… and I mean it…

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