Lost In My Memorie

What if you love somebody for so long but they have forgotten you? and when destiny brings you back together would you do anything to get that love back... and make that person remember? That's the story of Harry Styles and Avalon Halemore... After Avalon's boyfriend was murdered she was the first suspect.... her parent put her on a reformed school, where she later meets Harry. She feel like if she knows him, but she cant seem to remember where they have met before. Would Harry be able to keep the secret? or would he risk it all for telling her the truth?...
A/N: This is my first movella so don't be afraid of telling me what you think about it, is it bad or is it good, just tell me. This story is written by myself, Valerie, and my dear friend Izabelle... hope you enjoy it :)


14. Chapter 10

Avalon’s pov:

I woke up the next morning still feeling tired… maybe is the fact that Harry left my room late last night and that I stayed awake a couple of hours more thinking about Harry. Is been such a short time since Travis died and I’ve know Harry for what? 4 months now. And it feels like if I’ve know him for years. I’ve fallen for him… an hard. I know he try his best to respect my decision of keep being friends for a while, but right now I don’t know if I only want to be friends with him. Why are you doing this to me Styles? Is so frustrating…. I look at the clock on the night stand next to my bed to see it was 10:35 in the morning. I remember I promised Harry I would apologies to Mars today. I’m going to admit it, I’m nervous. What if she doesn’t want to talk to me? What f she doesn’t accept my apology? Is amazing how is such a short amount of time we became so close. I miss my best friend… I stood up and walked to my wardrobe and took out a simple white v-neck t-shirt and my black high-waist shorts and pink toms… I didn’t put on make up cause I was just… too lazy. I walked out of the door and walked down the hall. Mine and Mars’s room weren’t to far away so it took me less than a minutes to get there. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. After a couple of minutes the door opened just a little and Mars head popped out from behind it. Her eyes were puffy and red saying she has been crying. I got a little worried…

“Go away…” she said sniffing and I stopped her before she could close the door

“I just wanted to say I’m sorry for what I did…” I said looking at her with pleading eyes

“Is not a good time for that…” she said and started to close the door but I heard a voice coming from inside the room… a very familiar guy voice.

“Wait a second…” I stopped her again from closing and I pushed the door wide open making Mars walk backward. I looked inside of the room to find him standing there with his hands on his pockets and his dark blue eyes looking at me. I remembered what Harry told me last night on Marcus room and I felt my blood boiled.

“What are you doing here?” I said obviously mad

“I came here to see my girl… is there a problem with that?” he said walking up to Mars and putting his arm around her waist she was just standing there hugging a Huge teddy panda and burring her face in it. But I still could see her puffy red eyes and the tears still streaming down her face…

“Get your hands off of her you asshole!!”

“Hey calm your tits…” he said putting his arms up in the air in defense

“I want you stay away from her…” I said dead serious

“What if I DON’T want to?” he walked up to me and stood very close to me. He was a couple of inches taller than me, but not taller than Harry that is, so I had to look up to see him in the eyes

“JUST GET OUT!!!!” I said raising my voice… I couldn’t handle anymore of his bullshit

Marisol’s pov:

Avalon was screaming at him and he was screaming back… I wanted her to stop. If she continue this it would not end very pretty. I don’t want her to get hurt. Yes, I was still mad at bit mad at her, but she is still my best friend and she is still important to me. She didn’t know what Jason could do, and if she keep this up, he would his temper and he could do to her what he did to me. I don’t want that…. The tears streamed down my face as a I fell to the ground hugging my giant teddy panda. I cried my heart out… this was to much, to much to handle. They insulted each other… the louder the screamed the more tears that fell from my eyes… I saw Jason raise him hand. I knew what was going to happened next and if I don’t stop him now, it would be too late. I quickly got up and stood in front of Ava…

“Don’t you dare…” I said, my voice was so weak from all the crying that it almost sounded like a whisper. He look at me with his evil look and I got shivers down my spine…

“Oh so now you are defending her?!” he said laughing to himself “Fine Bitch!!! But I’ll be back!!” he said before walking out the door and slamming it behind him. The sound was so loud that it made me jump… I took my panda that have fallen to the ground when I stopped Jason from hitting Ava, and walked to the other side of the room. I rest my back on the wall for a few seconds before I slide down and sat on the floor with my legs cross on my arms around my fluffy panda. I started to cry again… he have caused me so much pain and still I let him in my room. My face was buried on the panda making it wet with my painful tears… I felt Avalon sitting in front of me with his legs cross. There was a moment of silence only filled with my sobbing.

“Are you ok?” she said sweetly

“Go away…” I said between sobs and not wanting to make eye contact with her…

“Marisol Rosse Coleman!! I wont go away after what happened!!!” she said, I just stayed quiet…

"why? , why didn’t you stayed away. Why did you came back? ...you know I don’t want you here...!

Avalon's POV:

"Because you are my friend, and I love you and I care about you.. And I was wrong last time... " I took a deep breath before I started talking again. I was tired of fighting and losing friends... " I’m sorry, I should’ve told you what was going on with Harry ..I’m really sorry!!!!! Pleaseeeee Mars look at meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She raised her head and looked at me straight in the eyes.. after that I just felt someone’s hands wrapped around my waist...and sobs echoing in the room..

"You are? You really are?"

"YES" I said firmly

"I’m sorry too...I didn’t listen...its just...you know...jealousy... "she chuckled a little..

"I love you Mars" ....

"Me too Ava" We stayed there in floor... I was happy… I finally got my best friend back. I still wondering what was Jason doing here. After what Harry told me last night I knew it wasn’t safe for Mars of him being in her room. ‘I’ll be back’ … his words replayed in my mind. I was worried for Mars. I was still holding her and I could feel her tears on my shirt. A small sniff was heard every now and then… After we pulled away she rested her back on the wall again and she hugged the teddy panda tighter. I just couldn’t help myself but ask…

“What was he doing here?” I asked trying to stay calm. She looked at me with blood shot eyes, her nose was read from all the crying and her make up was all messed up.

“He is my ex…” she said looking down and closing her eyes like if she felt some kind of pain.

“I know Harry told me…” I said looking at her and she looked surprised for a moment… and a little bit worried…

“He did?” she asked her voice weak… I nodded “did he told about…”

“Yes…” I said cutting her off. I knew she didn’t want to talk about what happened, but I still wanted to know…

“But you still haven’t answered… what was he doing here?” I looked at her concerned “He came because he wanted me back…” she said hiding her face on the back of the panda

“And what did you answered?” I asked afraid of what she might say

“I didn’t say anything… and then you knocked on the door. I didn’t have the chance to answer and I knew I couldn’t, I know I wouldn’t have had the guts to do it… I didn’t want to be with him. He have hurt me so much, he have cause me so much pain. But I know that if I had said no to him, things weren’t going to go well.” she said more tears rolling down her eyes. She stayed quiet for a long moment until she finally spoke again… “ I cant I felt for his spell. I thought he was going to save me, I though he was finally going to take me out of that dark hole. But what he did was burry me deeper in it.” she said looking hurt, broken…

“What do you mean?” I asked and I instantly regretted. I knew she didn’t want to talk about it and either way I asked… what was I thinking.

Mars’s pov:

“My life have never being easy… I know you wouldn’t want to listen to my long story…” I said. I was willing to tell her everything, but I didn’t know if she was willing to listen.

“I’m all ears if that’s what you need…” she said as if she had read my thoughts.

“Well…” I opened the door and shut it behind me as fast as I could. I tried to catch my breath…

I’m doomed. They have caught me before, but I always found an excuse to get away with it. I know this wont be the case. This time they are going to take me way, and for good. I wasn’t worried about me, I was worried about my sister. They would take her away too. My dad was murdered last year and my aunt wanted to take me and my sister with her to the U.S. but I refused. We belonged here and I knew I could take care of my sister and I, but I was wrong. After a couple of months things got pretty bad, so bad that I started to steal from the market down the street. And today that’s what I did, and they have caught me. So I ran as fast as I could to the house, the empty dark house me and my sister shared.

“Emily!! Where are you?!” I called my sister’s name and I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. I saw my sister’s figure on the dark.

“What’s wrong?” she said annoyed

“Go hide…” I said almost like a whisper. She gave a loud sight… like I told you, this wasn’t the first time… and she is sick of it, and so am I. But she needs to realized this is the only way we can survive. I should have taken my aunt offer, but I was too selfish and foolish to say yes right away. I locked the door and putted the stuffs I had on the kitchen. I ran upstairs, turning right and entering the laundry’s room. We hide here every time this happened but I know this time wont work. I saw Emily sitting on a pile of dirty clothe hugging her pillow. Her curly brown hair was all over the place since she just woke up, and her caramel eyes showed… sadness, and when she looked up at me all I saw was hate and disappointment. I hated seeing my sister this way. I regret everything! If only dad was here… he would have told me how fucked up I was and that he didn’t raised me to be this way, he would have grounded me for a life time and everyday he would come at me telling me how stupid and fucked up it was to steal. Maybe if he was still here this would have never happened, and right now he would have been on his study working while me and Emily just pretended to sleep while, for real, we were gossiping about everything. If he was here I would have woken up in the morning without worrying of the police taking me away while I was on school, I would have just woken up to my dad sitting on the dinning room reading the news paper and he would make a list of reason why I should wear the outfit I was wearing for school that day or why painting my hair black and purple made me look like a “rebel”. I miss him, and his pointless arguments, his comment while watching the news, the way he rolled his eyes when me and my sister fangirled over a celebrity. I just wish he was here! I walked to my sister and sat next to her. I rapped her up on my arms and I felt her heartbeat against my chest. Silence. That was the only thing u could hear, dead, painful silence. It was just like when dad died and that was the only thing we hold on to, silence… Every second, every minute was more painful. I knew the would come in and… there… I saw it. The familiar blue and red light making it’s way in through the window, and the harsh sound of car doors shutting close. We hear banging at the door downstairs, They called a couple of minutes until they got tiered. The backdoor, that’s the next place they tried to opened… the called for someone to open the door again. After a couple of minutes of knocking on the door there was silence, dead silence. If it wasn’t for the blue and red light coming from outside I would have thought they left, but no. Silence, only the sound of our heavy breathing and the motor of the police’s car until….. A loud noise came from downstairs, like the sound of wood cracking followed by a loud bang. Footsteps were heard around the house, and different voices said things I didn’t understand. I heard them open every single door downstairs and upstairs, and the footsteps were coming closer and closer. I saw the shadow under the door and I hugged my sister tighter like if it made any difference. The door busted opened making a loud noise. After that all I heard was my sister scream and some big arms taking me away. I did all I could do at that moment… I screamed, and cried.

“EMILY!!!!” I called her name over and over “Don’t take her away…” I said my voice weak from the resent screaming, but it was too late… they were already driving off with her on board.


“After that… she just went to live with my aunt and I came here.” I was back in tears. The thought of my sister being taken away was to much. I saw Ava with puffy red eyes too, I didn’t want her to cry. “When I first came here I was broken, my sister was somewhere far away from me, and I was in this hell where I didn’t knew anyone. I didn’t speak, I didn’t eat… all I did was go to my classes and sleep. Then I met Jason, witch’s real name is Damien-”

“I know…” she interrupted me. I knew Harry told her…”

“Well… he was the first person in this place that was sweet to me. He took me out of the dark into the light. He was the only thing that could make me smile and so yhea we dated. I remembered one day we escaped, we went to the carnival and like he knew I love Pandas he won this on for me…” I said running my fingers over the stuffed animal on the floor next to me. “He actually made m happy… but as the months passed he… changed. He became grumpy and aggressive. He abused me for no reason… I was afraid to brake up with him, I was afraid of letting go of my only happiness and I knew that if this kept on I would fall into darkens again anyways… But I was still afraid… Harry was my lab partner, and we became friends. One day I was sitting on the hallway outside Jason’s room, we had a fight. Harry knew Jason was hitting me and once he saw my black eyes and bleeding nose he went to find him. He was outside with a couple of friends and Harry knocked the shit out of him so hard, Jason almost died… he was taken to the hospital and he didn’t came back until yesterday. Harry saved me from Jason, and I fell for him. But I guess I made myself believe that, maybe I was just thankful for what he did for me… Like I “loved” him, I made the whole school be afraid of him so could only talk to me… and Marcus wasn’t so afraid of him, so me and Marcus were the only people he talked to. Then you came in and I told u to stay away… but you didn’t. You like him and he seems to like you too so I think I was just jealous… until Jason came on and wanted me back” I said sniffing. The crying have stopped a little by now, but small tear were still streaming down my face…

“I’m sorry…” I heard Ava whisper. I felt guilty for bringing her into this. I didn’t want her to feel bad, this are my problems and I didn’t want her to worry

“Oh no don’t say that…” I said hugging her

“I’m sorry all of this happened… it most have been horrible…” she said tears streaming down her face.

“It was… but you learn to live with it eventually…” I said and I mean it. I heard Ava mumble something I didn’t understand. She looked upset, even more upset than before “What was that?” I asked

“I still haven’t learn how to live with Travis’s d-” she said not able to finish the sentence “And the problem is that I like Harry, and a lot, but I feel like if I start dating him it’ll be like if I was betraying Travis… His happiness have always being everything to me, even when he is not here.” she said sobbing

“Shhh listen…” I said making her look at me… “I know he would have wanted you to keep with your live and move on. He would have wanted you to be happy… I thought that my dad wanted us to stay in England after he died, it was the only thing that kept us attached to him. But, I realized that he would have wanted the best for us, and the best for us was moving with our aunt, but when I realized it, it was too late… You have to know he would have wanted the best for you, and right now the best for you is move on.” I said whipping her tears away “And if giving Harry a chance would help you move on… you should go for it.” I said with a small smile making her return it. I hugged her again and we keep like that for a couple of more minutes. Today have been an emotional day… it was already 5:00 pm and we were still in he same position. We heard a knock on the door and I started to get up but Ava stopped me.

“I’ll get it…” she said giving me a look that said ‘I can handle this’. She stood up and walked over to the door. What if it is Jason again? What if he came here to hurt me? Once she opened the door I saw her smile…

“Harry!” she said and I let go a breath I didn’t know I was holding… I stood up and walked over to the door to see Harry standing there.

“Hey…” I said weakly

“Hey!!” he said once he finish hugging Ava

“Are you girls ok?” I looked at Ava and smiled at her. She knew it wouldn’t be a good idea telling him about Jason being in my room so she just nodded

“Very” she smiled at him. He looked at me concerned.

“Mars, Ava, are you girls really ok?” he asked

“ok course we are… why would you think we aren’t?” I asked… how stupid

“you eyes are puffy and red saying you have been crying…” what would we tell him

“W-well apologizes can get quite emotional you know. But you are not a girl so you wouldn’t get it.” she said showing her sassy side.

“Excuse me?” he asked mocking her high-pitched tone, she hit him playfully on the arm and he pretended it hurt, she rolled her eyes and he just laughed and rapped her up in her arms giving her a bear hug.

“Awwww!!!!! You guys are too cute” I said and they both blushed. “Well, Harry, I think Ava here… has something she NEEDS to tell you.” I gave Ava a look and she looked confused.

“No I don’t…”

“Yes you do!” I said giving her an ‘it’s time’ look. She mouthed a ‘no’ but I gave her a smile.

“What do you need to tell me?” Harry asked confused. She was about to say something but I cut her off

“Oh, she WILL tell you” I smiled devilish and pushed them out the door.

“Bye Harry. Thank for coming over Ava” I mouthed a ‘good luck’ to her and close the door… Well done Marisol Rose Coleman… well done.


A/N: Yayyyyyyyy update!!!!!!!!! I know I haven updated in Ageeeeessssssss but here is Chapter 10 :D I hoped you liked it and I Also want to congratulate Emily who was the one that won the contest. She is Mars's sister and no, this wont be the last time she would be in the story... there is so much more coming up ;) I love you guys and their would be more coming up!!!! Btw does someone else have an obsession with Connor Franta besides me?

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