The downwards spiral. ( one direction fanfiction)

Mia is a good girl and loves her life. When her parents die the day after she is raped he loses everything and she changes but for good or bad? Where will she live now? And who will be her new family?
Just give my story a chance please I can not right blurbs. sorry.
This is not a love story.

Mia is going to be played by emma blackery.


9. Why?

The car ride home was silent.


When we got home I waled straight in a headed to the stairs but i was stopped by someone shouting.

"Where do you think your going?" I spun around to see Louis was stood behind me.

"To my room." I replied pissed off.

"Not until you explain." Liam yelled from the other room.

"Explain what the universe......... Sorry can't do that." I yelled back, I heard someone laugh probably Zayn or Niall. They stopped laughing when I heard someone whisper 'stop it'

"No.... What happened back at the interview and You being arrested." Louis said still starring at me.

"Fine." I said walking down the stairs an into the living room. All the boys were starring at me.

"Go on then" Harry said 

"Oh what now." I looked around pretending to be confused but I was just stalling.

"Yes." Niall said.

'Ok where should I start." Again I was stalling.

"The interview." Zayn said.

"Fine umm...." I actually didn't know what to say.

"Why do you self harm?" Liam said really quickly.

"You really want to know?" I kinda shouted. The all nodded and starred at me.

"Because I was bullied the fuck out of at school, i was always too skinny, too ugly, too tall, not girly enough. People hated me. They actually beat me almost everyday. My parents were never really parents, they alway went down the pub. My sisters were killed last week. My parents are dead. I will never see my brother again. Even at the orphanage I was bullied." I screamed at them. They all just starred at me.


"Is that good enough for you?" I yelled.

" I am so sorry Mia" Louis said starring at his feet now.

"save it." I said they didn't care I told myself.

"why were you arrested though?" Niall said looking confused.

"I was in a fight." i said not looking at them.

"Again with who?" harry said.

"Elle Megan and Gemma." I was scarred they would hit me so I moved away from them.

"Ok Why do you smoke and drink.?" Zayn said.

"same reason you do" I said. I spun round and up to my room and locked the door.


I picked up my guitar, I was crying but I still wrote a song.

(Lucy spraggan your too young)


She was so clever for her age as a kid, 
She took pride in everything she ever said and did. 
She was born as an angel, 
Ticked every box in the list. 
How could someone so beautiful end up like this? 

She was bought up in an everyday council estate, 
Had friends and family who were never too far away. 
Even as a kid she'd sometimes loose her temper, 
And if attentions being given, 
Guaranteed she's in the centre. 

School was a struggle, 
Result of her behaviour. 
Excluded for the fights, 
The same a few days later. 
'Cause when she got angry, she'd flip, see red. 
Your too pretty for the violence her mum always said 

She has high aspirations, 
She was chasing the dream, 
Until her first conviction at the age of fourteen, 
She nearly killed a girl just for looking the wrong way, 
Smashed her head so hard against the ground, 
She was unconscious for days. 

Passers by stop to witness the torture, 
While she stamped on the head of a policeman's daughter. 
No remorse, for the course, of a Magistrates court, 
If was everybody else's fault of course. 

What you doin' with your night? 
Your too young to ruin your life. 
What you doin' with your life? 
Your too young to die tonight. 

After that things began to slip out of grip, 
And her grades were failing but she didn't give a... 
She was top dog at school, 
And all the girls were scared. 
And when she walked through the corridor all the boys stared. 

She craved to be wanted, she didn't care how. 
She wanted everything including this guy Ben she liked now. 
He was 19, liked fighting, and smoking the green. 
He was a dreamer, had a beamer, 
She thought he was a dream. 

She got his number, Are you ok? 
Text back, Chelsea Price. 
It was Monday they agreed to meet up on Friday night. 
She played it cool, 
The whole week she wondered what to wear, 
She planned her jewellery, her make-up 
Her shoes and her hair. 

The days went so slow, her school was so boring. 
But before she knew it, it was already Friday morning. 
She was nervous and scared, but in a good way. 
She has no idea that this was no ordinary day. 

When she walked down the stairs, it was seven o'clock, 
He was coming at eight, she had to iron her top. 
Seven forty five came and she looked gorgeous. 
Rapunzel let out too early from the fortress. 

What you doin' with your night? 
Your too young to ruin your life. 
What you doin' with your life? 
Your too young to die tonight. 

She gets in the car, says hi, they drive off. 
They head to a car park, where he can skin up. 
She gets into conversation, nods and smiles, 
And she feels so happy and not even shy. 

A girl pulls up, she see's Ben and screams. 
He puts the car in gear and gets ready to leave. 
This girl gets out of the car and stands in front. 
She screams, that's my boyfriend, get out you little... 

Chelsea turns to Ben who just shrugs, 
She don't believe her. 
She's never been scared and she's not today either. 
She puts her hand on the door and gets out to fight. 
She's angry now this bitch has just ruined her night. 

The two girls clash, hair pulling, fists flying. 
Chelsea see's blood gushing, 
The other steps back crying. 
Chelsea grins as she thinks she's won. 
Then she looks at Ben's face who's completely stunned. 

Then. there's a pain in the middle of her stomach. 
The bloods on her t-shirt, 
The other girl starts running. 
Chelsea heart starts pumping, panic sets in more, 
As she looks down at the pool of blood, 
And there's a knife on the floor. 

What you doin' with your night? 
Your too young to ruin your life. 
What you doin' with your life? 
Your too young to die tonight. 

She hears tight screeches, she's losing too much blood. 
Ben's cars gone, he's got a boot full of drugs. 
She lies there, eyes wide open, facing the sky. 
Thoughts fly out of her mind as she questions why. 

Her last movements are the tears she's crying. 
She thinks about her family as she lies there dying. 
She's alone on her own because of the violence, 
Can't hear people or friends or help or sirens. 
She whispers I'm sorry, there's no one on the way. 
As she returns to an angel, And her soul slips away. 

What you doin' with your night? 
Your too young to ruin your life. 
What you doin' with your life? 
Your too young to die tonight.

 I looked at the time when I had finished writing that song. It was 8:12pm. I decided I would skip dinner.  I put my guitar down and changed into shorts and a vest top. I walked over to my drawer and opened the top drawer I pulled out a little box. I walked over to the bathroom and locked the door. I sat on the floor and opened my little box I pulled out a blade and looked at it emotionlessly. Without think twice I pushed it against my arm a slid it across my 8 new cuts. I cleaned up the bathroom and then I crawled in my bed and cried myself to sleep.

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