The downwards spiral. ( one direction fanfiction)

Mia is a good girl and loves her life. When her parents die the day after she is raped he loses everything and she changes but for good or bad? Where will she live now? And who will be her new family?
Just give my story a chance please I can not right blurbs. sorry.
This is not a love story.

Mia is going to be played by emma blackery.


5. They find out.

I woke up at 4am, I didn't want to be in the house so I changed into a black vest top with a pink leopard print 'pineapple' crop top. I looked everywhere for my shoes after 10 minutes I found them under my bed. I put the leopard print vans on then I tied my red hair up in a high pony. I jumped down the tree as soon as I hit the ground I started running. I loved running. I didn't have to worry about anything.


When I got back I had no idea what time it was so I walked through the front door. All the boys starred at me. 

"Where have you been?" Liam shouted from the kitchen.

"Why do you wanna know." I screamed back.

"Because you have been out and I am looking after you." He said walking into the living room where I was stood.

"I just went for a fucking run. And you don't look after me, I look after myself." I replied hiding my arm.

"Well actually Louis looks after you. And watch your mouth miss sassy." He said turning the t.v on.

"WHATEVER" I screamed as I ran upstairs to my room, I jumped in the shower and washed my body I also made 2 more cuts. Cutting had become an addiction for me, it made me feel calm and happier. I jumped out the shower and dried myself, I tied my hair up in a messy bun. I pulled on an over sized hoody over my head and slid some shorts on.


I crawled downstairs an jumped on the sofa, me and the boys were having a film day, I chose to face away from everyone so no one could get close to me.


*1 week later*


I now had about 90 cuts on my right arm. I had decided to skip my run today, I just stayed in bed till 6am then I got up and pretended I had eaten breakfast. I walked up the stairs very slowly and creeped into the bathroom and jumped on the scales I weighed 7st. YES. I walked to my room making little noise I changed into a black dress that went just below my ass, the dress clung to my body. I done my make-up, foundation, flicked eyeliner, black eye shadow and pink lip stick. When I walked down stairs it was 10am.

" hurry up Mia" Harry shouted looking at his phone.

I walked up to him and punched him in the stomach he leaned over in pain clutching his stomach.

"Not funny dude." I said walking out the door at jumping in the car.


*skip car journey we all sat in silence.*


When we got to the studio it was surrounded by thousands of screaming fans. All the boys looked a bit worried. You think they would get use to it. Paul opened the door about to help me out but I ignored him and walked casually to the studio door while the boys were trying to run. I laughed to myself seeing them run. 


When we got into the studio we walked down a lot of corridors until we got to a door that had 'One Direction' written on it. Zayn, Niall and harry walked in and sat down to get their make-up done while Liam and Louis changed their outfits, I sat down next to Niall to talk to him when this woman walked over and put a brush towards my face to do my foundation.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YO THNK YA DOIN' " I shouted at the top of my voice. Zayn got up and grabbed me before I could hit her.

" Mia?" Louis came running in worried.

" She is just freaking out because Georgia tried to do her make-up" Niall explained.

Liam came hurrying through to see what I was shouting about. I could see harry sat in his chair with a smirk on his face.

"Why don't you take that smirk off ya face before I slap it off" I yelled trying to get free from Zayn's grip.

"Calm down now Mia" Liam said walking over to me.

"Sorry if this is funny." harry said laughing

"Lets just go" Louis said pushing us out of the dressing room and onto the stage.


The interviewer introduced us, We sat in this order Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Me and louis, from left to right. The boys thought it was best for them to sit harry farthest away from me.  The interviewer had long blonde hair with blue eyes and she looked like she was in her early 20's.  She told us her name was carrie and she had a big screen next to her to show us pictures and stuff.


The boys were asked a few questions like did they want to adopt me or were they forced? and stuff like that, then you had the normal questions, But then......

"What can you tell us about this picture, Mia?" Carrie said showing a picture of me beating that blonde girl in the mall.

" She started on me." I was not scared of carrie but she wanted me to be.

"what about this picture?" She showed a picture of me running, I looked at my arms you could see most of my cuts and scars.

"What about it?" I replied becoming defensive. All the boys were looking at me now. Zayn grabbed my hand he could tell I was getting pissed off.

"Well it looks like you have a lot of cuts in your arm. Why?" Carrie tried to look innocent but I knew she hated me.

'maybe I do have a lot of cuts on my arm." I  hated her now because everyone was starring at me

"We could go on with this forever but lets cut the long story short.................... Do you cut yourself?" I looked down knowing I couldn't get out if this.

"Why do you need to know??? Does it affect you?" I was trying my best to cover up how nervous I was.

"Why don't  you just answer her question Mia" someone from the audience shouted.

"Ok....... I will answer the question." I looked at the boys then carrie and the audience. "Yah I cut myself." I said without a care in the world. Everyone gasped.

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