The downwards spiral. ( one direction fanfiction)

Mia is a good girl and loves her life. When her parents die the day after she is raped he loses everything and she changes but for good or bad? Where will she live now? And who will be her new family?
Just give my story a chance please I can not right blurbs. sorry.
This is not a love story.

Mia is going to be played by emma blackery.


13. A fight.

I walked over to my cupboard with tears falling down my face from the pain. I swung my Cupboard open and grabbed my little red box. I slowly made my way to the bathroom and locked the door behind me.

I pulld the lid off the little red box and grabbed the treasure in side. I placed my wrist over the sink and slid the razor through my wrist several times. When I was done I had about 20 more cuts to add to my collection. I put the razor away and I walke over to the door> I fell to the floor, I felt so dizzy I couldn't even stand up. Crap. I think I cut too deep. I pushed my self up against the bath and sat there. I couldn't call for help. what was I meant to say " Help me I cut too deep because I got raped again" I am not gonna tell anyone. I will sort it out myself.


I grabbed the sink and pulled myself up. I leant on the sink while I was my arm and Bandaged it up. I stood there for a minute and got my breath back. When I had caught my breath I walked over to my box and picked it up. I chucked it back in my cupboard. I sat on my bed for 10 minutes before I wanted to forget it.

I crawled to my cupboard and went right to the back and grabbed a bottle of Tequila. bI drank the whole thing and a little bit of WKD. I stumbled out into the hall way and fell down on flight of stairs and crawled down the other. 

I got up and had a camera shoved in my face.

"Go Away" i said pushing the man out of the way.

"it is my job" He replied. 

I took a few steps forward and realised he was following me. 

"Fuck off you cunt and get a Life." I spat at him, My voice was slurred.

"This is my life" He said. 

I turned around and pulled the camera out of his hands and threw it across the room. It hit the wall and smashed into different pieces.

"Is everyone ok? What happened? Why is the camera broken?" Liam asked running into the room and seeing the broken camera.

"That bitch broke my camera." The man said pointing at me. LOL. He thought he could get me in trouble.

"Mia why?" Liam asked.

"He was following me." I complained.

"That is his job." Liam replied.

Zayn and Louis walked into the room with a camera man and Harry and Niall following.

Zayn walked up to me and said "Mia you have to stop this behaviour it is getting stupid."

"Oh you say that now you didn't even care about me before the fucking cameras were here." I screamed.

"We have always cared about you." Louis said.

"Oh so where were you when I was in that fight. Or when I was in jail" I shouted.

"Mia have you been drinking again." Harry said

"You know what I am not even gonna lie. Yes I fucking well have." I yelled.

"Mia Stop this now. This is getting stupid. I am gonna clear out your room later so you have no fags or alcohol." Liam said.

"You can't do that." I screamed.

"Yes we can watch us." Niall said.

"Mia we are just trying to do what is best for you." Zayn said.

"Then why don't you actually ask me what I want instead of asking each other." I said.

"What do you want?" Harry said.

"For you to leave me alone because you know nothing about me." I yelled.

"Mia get upstairs Now" Louis said pointing to the stairs.

"The camera man laughed at what was going on so I turned around And slapped him. He hit me back, I kneed him in the balls and punched him in the stomach. HE grabbed his stomach in pain and fell to the floor. I kicked him Several times and screamed "you still think this is funny". I was about to kick him again when Zayn pulled me away from him. 


"Get her upstairs now Zayn." Liam shouted.

Zayn picked me up by my waist and carried me upstairs to my room, while I was kicking and screaming for him to drop me. I could her a conversation from downstair. I didn't know who was saying what though.

"Look at him"

"She is too violent"

"This is getting stupid" 

"She is getting out of hand, she has to stop."

"If we can't control her. Then we might have to take her back to the Orphanage."

That is only a last option."

Lovely they wanted to get rid of me. Zayn but me down and shut the door to my room.

"I FUCKNG HATE YOU. YOU CUNTS. I  KNOW YOU WANT TO GET RID OF ME." I screamed at the top of my voice.

I Was so fucking pissed off I locked my door. I pulled my T.V off the wall and dropped it on the floor, The screen smashed into little piecxes on my floor. I heard the boys run upstairs sshouting my name. I heard banning on the door.

I smashed up my laptop and y make-up table was in 8 different pieces. I smashed anything that would break. I turned my bed upsie down and then I ran to the bathroom. I starred in the mirror at my reflection, i hated it. I punched the mirror and it smashed into thousands of tiny pieces. 

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