It all started with a smile

What happens when you meet a guy that makes you smile? What happens when you fall in love with that guy that you know will never love you back? What happens when you build your walls up so high that you don't see what's really going on? What happens when he tries to remove the wall, brick by brick? Will you push him away? Will you break his heart? Or...Will you let him show you what love really is? Find out in "It all started with a smile"


4. Maybe it's a bad idea

"Great, trust me you'll feel a whole lot better" he said happily as he smiled wider. I nodded hesitantly and sighed shakily and he looked at me worried

"Babe, if you don't want to you don't have to, sorry for pushing you, I just thought it would make you feel better" he said quietly and I looked up at him with a small smile

"Connor, I just don't get why should I tell you when I'll be gone soon" I said quietly

"Don't be so negative Tam" he said and that made me smile widely, I liked that nickname, I felt those butterflies in my stomach, and they were so active, they were flying all around my stomach. When he saw me smiling that made him giggle 

"Why are you so happy all of a sudden?" he said while still giggling, I blushed and looked down

"I like the nickname" I said quietly and he smiled and placed a finger under my chin and lifted my head up to look at him, I felt shivers done my spine and the butterflies were more active now. I looked straight into his blue-green eyes and saw the edge of his lips curving more up

"I like your smile a lot" he said and removed his finger, even though I didn't want that. I blushed more and he giggled

"And your blushes" he added and winked. I blushed even more and he giggled while placing a hand on my back and guiding me towards one direction(hahahha) I started walking next to him 

"My house isn't too far away"  he said sweetly as I looked up at him and patted his head 

"You're gonna be scarred for life" I joked and he laughed. Oh his beautiful, perfect laugh, that always made me happier, I was so scared of this emotions towards him, I'm not gonna lie I have had crushes but I never actually liked someone this much that whenever he's happy I feel happier. I never felt like this before, ever and that scared me so much. There was this comfortable silence around us, and it looked like we both liked it.

"We're close" he said and smiled wider while pointing at one building

"That's my dorm, I share it with my friend but he's not home yet, I think he went on a date or something" he added and looked back at me

"If you watched my videos maybe you would know a thing or two about me", he said and I laughed slightly

"Well I guess I'll have to find out in the old fashion way, by talking" I said and he laughed

"Yep" he said and opened the building's door for me with a smile.

"Here you go Tam" he said sweetly and I giggled before entering the building. We went up the stairs and entered his dorm, it was a small room, it was kinda messy but I really didn't mind, he blushed slightly while kicking some stuff under the bed and looking at me

"I'm so sorry for the mess, I just didn't knew I was gonna have company" he said and bit his lip slightly, I giggled and looked away, that lip biting thing drove me nuts. 

"It's okay Connor,, trust me I've seen worse" I said and looked back at him, he spread his arms and asked

"Worse than this? I mean for god sake I have no idea what that thing is,for all I know it might me dead"  I laughed and walked over to him looking at that black thing and I smiled

"I think it's something covered with old nutella" I said and looked up and saw a spider at the edge of the room.

"Oh my God, a spider, I hate them" I said and backed away and so did he, but not before he screamed.

"OMG, OMG CODE RED! THERE'S A SPIDER IN MY ROOM!" i laughed as he got behind me and kneeled down while holding onto the back of my leg I giggled and looked back at him with a smile.

"Really manly of you" I joked and he giggled and looked back at me

"I know" I sighed deeply and said "Let go off my leg so that I can kill that thing" he did what I said and stood up, his chest touching my back, he leaned in and whispered "Good luck with that" and backed away leaning against the door, I walked over to his table and grabbed a piece of paper and climbed onto his bed and killed the spider quickly while trapping it inside the crumpled piece of paper, Connor sighed in relief and walked over to me, I looked down at him and he said

"You know, you're on my bed right? That's where the magic happens" I laughed and said

"Ew" repeatedly as I climbed down

"Heeey" he said fake offended

"Sorry Connor, but look at your room, your covers must be dirty too" I climbed completely down and I giggled as I saw him pout

"Well I'm messy, get over it woman!" he joked as he giggled again.

"Want me to help you clean up?" I asked sweetly and he smiled

"You don't have to Tam" those butterflies again. I smiled and walked closer to him

"I want to Con" I said and he smiled wider. I pulled back and looked away.

"Ok, so first I'll clean the table while you remove the covers ok?" I asked and he nodded

"Yes boss" it took us a long time to clean up the whole room and before we knew it , it was getting dark outside. I smiled while looking at the finished project and he wrapped an arm around my shoulder while wiping the sweat of his forehead, this simple touches sent me so many shivers down my spine

"Thanks Tam, good job" he said and we heard the door open and he removed his hand and we turned around to see a guy enter the dorm, it was probably his roommate

"Hii" he said akwardly and looked at Connor

"I didn't knew you were dating someone, I'm Josh" he said as he walked towards me to shake my hand

"We're not dating" Connor and me said in unison and Josh giggled at that.

"Well sorry then" he said after shaking my hand as he flopped down onto the chair.

"So I better go now Connor" I said and looked at him with a small smile, he bit his lip slightly which made me look away and he said

"I'll follow you home" as he grabbed his jacket from the hanger and walked with me towards the door

"You don't have to" I said

"I want to" he replied

"Fine, bye Josh,  it was nice meeting you" I said as I walked out

"Same!" I heard him shout as Connor closed the door and we started going downstairs.

"Sorry for not talking about your life today, I totally forgot about that" he said after some time in silence, I looked at him and he really looked sorry I smiled slightly and said 

"Don't be sorry, I choose not to talk about it because it is simpler so let's not, okay Connor?" I asked and he nodded and sighed

"Fine, but if you ever feel like talking to me about that I'm here" he said finally and looked at me with a small smile. We walked towards my house, he was telling me all sorts of stuff that made me smile, mostly jokes and as we got closer to my house I was happier and happier but when we were in front of it my smile faded slightly so I faked it and looked at him, he tilted his head on one side and smiled slightly

"Funny, I can recognize your fake smile already" he said and I narrowed my eyebrows, no one ever, I mean ever, could recognize my fake smile, but he could. I giggled and said

"Yeah, funny as hell" and  he chuckled and asked

"So tomorrow I was planning on going to the cinema with some friends, care to join?" I bit my lip nervously and sighed

"I don't want to be a bother" I said

"You're not, you're my friend too Tam" he said and smiled slightly

"Fine" I said and he kissed my cheek quickly walking backwards

"Ok, at 6.30 I'l be at your house" he said and when he turned around I walked over to my house, my hand never leaving my cheek. I could still feel his lips on it.


                      I think it's too long but yeah xDD I had inspiration ;) Bye lovelies <3

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