It all started with a smile

What happens when you meet a guy that makes you smile? What happens when you fall in love with that guy that you know will never love you back? What happens when you build your walls up so high that you don't see what's really going on? What happens when he tries to remove the wall, brick by brick? Will you push him away? Will you break his heart? Or...Will you let him show you what love really is? Find out in "It all started with a smile"


17. Diner with Youtubers part 2

Tammy's POV

The walk towards the bowling alley was nice. I talked mostly to Kian and Ricky because Connor was staring into space. What was he thinking about? Was he regretting calling me? Was he thinking about Taylor? He probably was. I mean it would be normal of him to think about his girlfriend. The hot, tall model.

I would usually glance at Connor to see if he went back to reality, but no. He looked like he was having a debate inside of himself. I just wanted to know what it was all about.

Connor's POV

Do I love her? I just couldn't get that question out of my head no matter how hard I tried. 

Even if I was in love with her. How? I mean I haven't known her for that long. Only a month, maybe a little less. How could I fall in love for the first time with this girl I met not that long ago.

I can't let myself love her. I just can't. I can't go through the heartbreak. I can't. I can't...

 l know she'll find some dude sooner or later. I know she will. And he'll love her and please her and be with her all the time, holding her hand, putting his arm around his waist as they walk, he would hug her all the time, kiss her neck, cheek, he would touch her body with no fear, because she was his. And only his... 

I felt my muscles tensing at the thought of that. At the thought of another guy touching Tammy. But I have to get used to that. I have to. She'll love someone... She'll love someone else.

I can't let that happen! But I should. I should let her love someone else, just as much as I love her. I love her. No! Don't think about that.

And soon enough reality struck me. We were at the bowling alley. 

Wow, was I thinking this whole walk through? I turned my head and looked at Tammy. The girl that single-handedly  took over my whole life and turned it around.

She was nervous I could tell, she was biting her lip and tugging at her hair. Wow, she's so cute. She looked up at me, her eyes meeting mine, I could swore I saw sparks. Her beautiful green eyes stared at me, and that feeling of stupid love, well it became bigger, and that's when I looked away. Not wanting to deal with the emotions...

Tammy's POV

Wow, this place is big. My nervs got the best of me because I was by now chewing off my lip and pulling out my hair like a idiot. That's when I noticed Connor looking at me, I looked up and saw sparks, his eyes meet mine, and it felt like the first time, it felt like magic. I saw some emotion behind those beautiful green-blue eyes. But I couldn't quite understand them, and that's when he looked away...

"We're gonna have so much fun! You'll see" Kian said and smiled at me. He truly was handsome, but nothing compared to Connor.

We walked over to the area to get shoes, and I was getting more and more nervous. I don't want to make a fool out of myself in front of Connor's friends, and most importantly... Connor. The guy that I'm head over heels in love with. There was no use in denying it by now. It was obvious to me.

Soon enough we were at our table, boys explained to me the rules and stuff and then Ricky asked

"So do you have any special request of who you want to teach you?" I bit my lip again. Connor! Connor!

Connor's POV

Please say me. Please say me. Please say me. Please say me.

I want to have an excuse to be near you and hopefully touch you. Please say my name babe. Please.

She was biting her lip, she's nervous... Please say my name...

"I don't know, whoever wants to I guess" she finally spoke. I released a breath I didn't knew I held in. Why was I so obsessed with the idea of teaching her?

Maybe because you love her and you want her to feel the same?

The annoying voice in my head said. I sighed mentally and that's when Ricky and Kian said

"We have to talk about our tactics and how we're gonna beat you guys, so it's only fair that your teammate helps you out" Ricky said, obviously trying to help me out. I hope Tammy didn't pick up on that. I think she couldn't. Ricky was amazing at lying.

"I guess you're stuck with me" me and Tammy said in unison and soon we all laughed.

"That was weird" Tammy said and I missed her laugh. I truly did. The way it was so her's, so unique, I could listen to her laughing all day.

Soon I grabbed a ball and walked over to Tamara, that was standing now. My hands were slightly shaking, but I hope she doesn't notice how nervous I am.

"So you place your fingers inside" I said and showed her how, by demonstrating on myself, her eyebrows narrowed, she really was trying her hardest to get the hang of everything.

I extended my hands with the ball in them and she slowly and gently took it away from me, nervousness clear in her movement. Was she nervous as I am? She probably is only nervous about the fact that she is new to this, not because I'm deadly close, and the fact that our fingers touched slightly.. 

She was good at this, she got the hang of the rules, the way you take the ball and even throw it. She made a couple of mistakes here and there but I helped her through it. And without thinking I wrapped my arms around her waist from behind and showed her how to throw the ball gently and slowly, but still hit all of the pins. 

Wow, I had my arms around her, it felt natural, it felt good, it felt amazing. It felt.. Wow. 

I pulled away pretty quickly and made her stumble a bit. She bit her lip and said

"Thanks" before throwing the ball for her first actual shot that counted. I looked behind at the boys and they both gave me a thumbs up while wearing silly smirks on their faces. 

I looked back at Tammy and she was jumping up and down and running towards me

"I knocked all of those things down!" she practically shouted in joy and jumped into my arms, It caught me by surprised but I quickly responded by wrapping my arms around her and holding her in the air, and I even spun her around a little. 

I could smell her perfume, it was filling up my lungs, and I felt her warmth and I could smell her hair, it smelt heavily.

I couldn't have been happier.

I, hesitantly, placed her back on the ground and she kept looking down while blushing, I placed a finger under her chin and lifted her head a bit...

"Sorry for that" she whispered. Why was she apologizing for the best moment in my life. Why would she apologize for making me feel loved, and happy.

"Tammy, there's no need to apologize" I said and smiled at her. Her eyes lit up and she smiled back. Everything was right in the world, everything was beautiful, amazing... I couldn't stop staring at her eyes and neither did she. She kept her gaze on me and just as I was about to surprise both of us by leaning in, we heard......... 

Dum, dum, dum! xD Sorry for the cliffhanger, I'll continue tomorrow ;) I hope you like it and let me know who you think called them, and let me give you a hint, it's not Ricky or Kian. :) Hope you liked it and just let me know if you're reading the story and want more :) If you read this comment: Freshly shaved legs xD

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