Remember Your Promise -Complete-

“Remember when you left without saying goodbye?” he asked.
“Yes” I replied sadly, remembering it like it was yesterday.
“Promise me you’ll never do it again.”
“I promise”

**KC and Aubrey are best friends and go to London to stay with KC's aunt and celebrate her 18th birthday. What happens when she runs in to an old friend? Does meeting him once again bring back her past sadness or clash with her happy future?**
First Movella...excited!


15. I can't do this again


After Niall asked me to be his girlfriend I couldn’t help but smile. I felt wanted. We talked and laughed for quite a while, until he had to leave. He and Louis had to leave to the studio for a couple hours. I decided I should go upstairs and hang out with Harry for a while, since Aubrey was in Zayn’s room.

I softly knocked on his door, “Come in.” he said from the other side of the door. I slowly walked in and saw that he was on his laptop. “What are you doing?” I asked, closing the door behind me and crawling onto his bed. I sat next to him and pulled my knees to my chest, hugging them. “Nothing, just killing endermen and blazes so I can make ‘eye of ender’ to kill the Ender Dragon.” Dafuq did he just say? I must have had the most confused look on my face. He chuckled “Minecraft.” He must have read my mind, but then again he said it like I was supposed to know what it meant. “You’re such a computer nerd” I laughed as I playfully smacked his arm. “The proper term is ‘online gamer’” He then closed his laptop and set it on his bed side table. “So what’s up?” he asked nervously, scratching his chest. Yes, he was shirtless. I couldn’t really take my focus off of Harry’s torso, it’s changed over the past years, for the better. Puberty didn’t just ‘hit’ him; it beat the crap out of him. “Karmen?” he ripped me out of my thoughts. “Mhm” I said. “Did you want to talk about something or…?” he prompted. “Not really, I just wanted to see what you were up to, since Niall left and Aubrey’s with Zayn.” There was a long silence. “How are you Karmen? We haven’t really caught up since you’ve been here” he said. Wow, did not expect that question. Did I want to tell him that my life was better when I left Cheshire? I didn’t want to hurt him. “I’ve been fine, I guess. I missed Cheshire for a while, but the more I thought about it, the more bad memories I had.”                                                                                             “Sorry for being a bad reminder of your past” he sounded a little hurt.                                                                 

     “No...You weren’t. You were actually the only ‘good’ out of the whole situation and I can’t thank you enough for being there for me.” At this point we’re both sitting up, facing each other.                                           

     “So why’d you do it? Why didn’t you say goodbye?” he said, trying his hardest to keep the tears in his eyes from escaping.                                                                                                                                                                      

       “I didn’t WANT to leave and when I found out I was leaving I was devastated. But I was a burden on you Harry. I mean, look at you, you’re successful and if I was in your life you wouldn’t have gotten here.” I look down, ashamed of the tears that have left my eyes.      

   “I didn’t say goodbye because I had to let go of the thing I loved…” I looked up and he looked at me confusingly    “you” I finished. He blinked a couple of times, allowing the tears to fall. He looked down “Does that mean you don’t love me anymore?” he mumbled, tears falling from his cheeks.                                                                                                               

   “Of course I do, but just as friends because I’m…” I had to stop myself before I said anything that I didn’t think he was ready to know.                                                                                                                                                            

    “Because what?” he asked, hurt.                                                                                                                                           

   I sighed; “Because I’m with Niall” He wiped his tears and weakly smiled. “I hope he makes you happy.” “Thank you” I said as I got on my knees and hugged him, “Remember our promise?” “Of course I do” he said, still holding me in our hug. I missed Harry, I was just afraid to love him again.

A/N: Ouuuu,,,so i'm going to spend the night at a friends house so idk about posting another chapter...maybe


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