Not To Deep.

"I'm no one. I'm worthless." I said as I pulled out the sharp blade."You can't do anything right.Everyone hates you." I cried.I faced the blade towards me,showing my reflection."Ugly whore,just pitiful." I said mimicking the words of others.
I know who I am and I know who I'm not,I guess I just listen to what others think of me.
A strike of pain shook through my body.I let out a silent scream of both pain and pleasure.
"Remember.." I thought. "Not Too Deep."


2. Love Bites.

Alexa's POV

Louis and I were in 5th period.We were lab partners so we sat next to each other in the back.

"Hey what does this mean?" He asked. I looked over at his paper.I wasn't his paper,It was a note.

I'm sorry about earlier.I'm sure upset you...

I smiled and shook my head.

No Its ok . I didn't mind at all,Im sure Zayn did though...

He took the note.His eyes scanned my words.They went over them as if he was looking for a different answer.

He took his pen and scribbled words on the scrap paper.

I looked up at Mr.South.He was explaining the causes of seasons and weather.

A paper was slid in front of me cautiously. 

Ha yeah.I think he thinks I like you...

"Oh...." Is all I could whisper to myself.I shakily took my pen and scribbled down the only words I could process.

Zayn's a jealous guy,He would assume things like that.

I slid the note back to him and took a breath.I felt like I was stabbed in the heart.

"Alexa Malik!" Mr.South called. I jumped which made Louis do the same.

"Can you come up to the board and show us when it will be winter." I sighed."You can do it,Malik." he chuckled.

I walked up into the board.I hated going in front of the class.They would stare at me,Like they were counting my flaws.

I circled a poorly drawn earth figure and walked back to my seat."Very good!" He said clapping his hands together. 

I walked past Elena smith,the most fakest bitch you'd ever meet.She studied me which made my heart skip in fear."Hey Alli!" I hated that nickname.I sat down and looked over at her.

"Yes?" I said annoyed. She smirked.She was so evil looking you'd mistake her for the devil.

"Got a little something on your neck.Its really noticeable if you didn't know." My neck? I sighed.Louis. I wasn't as popular as Elena but I was about at the same level.Zayn was considered popular and when you put all the boys together,you get the "Hottest guys in school."

"Whats the matter Alli?Forget who gave it to you?I'm sure theirs so many guys you hook up with.Let me guess,3?4?"

I was good with come backs considering I did have a older brother."Uh Elena, I don't think you want to explain your after school activities when everyone's listening ,Do you? You're just embarrassing yourself more than you do on a daily basis."

I smiled and turned back over to Louis who was containing himself from laughing.

Mr.south shrugged it off.He was one of the fun teachers and I was his favorite.


It was the last period of the day,Study Hall.I had this class with all the boys and Zayn.

We formed in a circle. Liam sat across from me,Niall was next to him followed by Harry who was next to Zayn.I was in between Zayn and Louis..How fun...

"Hey you guys coming over today? My mum isn't going to be home and I got the Xbox all set up.Harry smiled."Hell yeah!" Niall exclaimed.

"Louis you in?" Louis looked like he was dazed off again."Lou.." Zayn repeated.

"Louis." I said shaking him.He jumped.Why does he keep doing that?What is he thinking about?

"Sorry man I was just thinking...Yeah I'll come."The boys smiled.

I took out a sketch pad that was under my desk and took out my slightly dull pencil.

Im sure I got my artistic side from Zayn.I felt a hand on my neck I looked over and saw Zayn stroking my bites.

"I wish you hadn't did that to her,Louis." He said.

Lou laughed."Well to bad.Shes mine! I claimed her! Like a Pokemon." He said like a child.

Zayn sighed."Well i'm just scared for you,Lou."

"Why?" He said.

He sighed."Oh nothing! Just make sure to sleep with one eye open tonight."

Louis' eyes got wide.I giggled.I loved them...I loved lou..



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