im not afraid

im 17, short, long blackish brown hair, big emerald eyes, i live for one direction, i never thought i would get the chance to meet those 5 beautiful boys, but i did.

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17. Too fucking bad


"I don't care Niall. Your moving out." Harry hissed into his phone at the foot of my hospital bed. I awkwardly cleared my throat, showing I'm awake. "Bye." He ended the call and turned to me, smiling his dimpled smile. "Hey... Nialls moving out..." The pain in his eyes shows it wasn't his choice. "Or atleast until he grows up. I don't know what's gotten into him. He was so excited to see you. He told me he was going to ask you out again........" I rolled my eyes and looked at my bruised casted knee.
"I'm out of here today right?" I asked hopefully.
"Right now. Lets go." Harry grabbed my hands and helped my stand, handing me my crutches. I can walk, it's just extremely painful. As we walked from the hospital Niall walked into it, when he spotted us he stormed over towards us, stopping infront of me.
"What's your fucking game? Making them kick me out!? Fucking bitch." He spat, glaring at me. Harry's arm snaked around my waist but I shook it off.
"You fucking brought this on your self. I'm a cripple. Thanks to you. I can't believe you." I scoffed an limped away, awkwardly using the crutches. I felt Harry pat my shoulder and opened the car door for me. "I don't know how I ever loved him." I whispered, more to myself than anyone. 

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"Cripple buddies!" My friend walker joked, his elbows broken. 
"Ha. My ex boyfriend did this to me." I scoffed, walkers eyes widened and he looked at my knee
"That sucks!" Walker took my books from me and walked me to my locker.
"Yep yep yep.." I muttered, flipping my hair out of my eyes.
"Um. Since your EX" he said the work ex with emphasis, "did this to you, I'm assuming you don't have a current boyfriend?" He looked at the ground as I unlocked my locker.
"True. I'm single." I couldn't stop the blush from creeping onto my cheeks.
"than were going to subway for lunch tomorrow, my treat." My heart fluttered and I nodded weakly, hobbling from the school, im looking for harrys audi but instead i see a range rover awaiting me in the parking lot. I take two deep breaths and walk to it.
"Niall. Why are you picking me up?" I whined, tears nearly filling my eyes.
"Because we need to talk. Get in the fucking car." He hissed, I miss Niall, the sweet cuddly lovable boy I was dating. I got Into the car, hissing in pain as I lifted my leg in. The second my door closed we sped away, driving towards a part of town I barely go to.
"Just drive me home." I snapped.
"Ok. So you want me out of the other boys lives, it's not going to happen. Ill kill you before I let it happen." He hissed, turning a sharp corner.
"I'm not trying to tear you guys apart. You brought this on yourself Niall" I replied, biting my tongue to keep from freaking out. He sighed loudly.
"Tell them it's fine for me to stay." He ordered.
"Niall. I can't walk because of you. I never told them to kick you out, before we broke up one direction was my life, if the band broke I'd die." I hissed "drop me here. Ill text someone to come pick me up." I ordered, I would tuck and roll but I'm already a cripple.
"I'll drive you home." He stated, his voice going back to its old patient calm one.
"please. Please just drop me here. Ill text someone to come pick me up.." I begged, not looking at me he stopped the car.
"Get out." He snapped, rolling his eyes and glaring at the windshield. I sighed and slowly stepped out, trying not to hurt my knee. When I was out I snatched my crutches out of the back and started hobbling down the street. Niall slowly drove alongside me. 
"Niall. Go." I snapped with fake harshness.
"Call someone. Just so I know you don't get killed." He ordered, I rolled my eyes and pulled put my phone.
"Hey walker. Can- I get a ride? I'm downtown. Ye. Yep yep yep. Thanks babes." I hung up and looked at Niall.
"babes?" He chuckled darkly. 
"At least in not sleeping with him." I replied, rolling my eyes. Niall put the car in park and looked at me.
"I never understood how you had all these guys at your disposal. It made no sense, but now I'm realizing. It's because you always have something, a hurt knee, parents away, brother leaving for collage, always something to draw attention. Your also really hot. You can be nice." The entire time he's saying this he has a look as If he's contemplating.
"Is that all?" I snapped.
"You throw yourself at them, you can say you don't but you do... I loved you more than anyone I've ever loved. I decided I don't need to worry about a girl cheating on me when I can cheat easily." After he explained all his he drove off and left me standing on the corner, feeling like a half price whore, and waiting for walker.
"Hey." A Mexican guy walked up to me.
"Ey paco. Don't you know I'm loco?" I snapped in a mocking Mexican accident, his eyes narrowed.
"I wouldn't be talking like that bitch." He hissed stepping towards me, I picked up a crutch and hit him over the head, adrenalin pumping.
"Hey. Is there a problem here?" Walker pulled up and I rolled my eyes. No offense to him but with his broken elbow he's no hero.
"Ya. This bitch hit me." He hissed kicking my knee and making me collapse, I looked to walker pleadingly but he froze, watching as the Mexican guy kicked me in the side. How in the hell can he do this to a girl!? I watched as the rangerover pulled up and Niall jumped out, kicking his ass.

"Thanks." I coughed when Niall helped me stand.
"Come on. I'm giving you a ride home." Niall stated, picking me up and carrying me to the car.
"Um. I can drive her home." Walker called, staying in his jeep.
"Bye." Niall snapped at him, setting me in the front seat of his range rover an making sure I'm ok.
"Thanks." I whispered after a few minutes of silent driving.
"your little friend there, he should have helped." Niall hissed, I glanced at him to see his face is full of anger.
"He panicked." Honestly I'm not sure why he didnt help, or why I'm not crying, I just got beat by a Mexican guy. And Niall saved me.... "You hate me, why did you come back, and than save me?" I asked,  not being afraid of confrontation anymore.
"I don't hate you. I felt bad for yelling at you over something you can't control." He stopped the at at a red light and glanced at me.
"After you cheated on me, and we broke up, I remember thinking 'I would have rather had Niall hit me like nigal, it wouldn't have hurt as much.' I guess I got my wish eh?" I'm not sure why I said it, Niall pulled over and got out of the car, standing on the driver side. 
When he got back in he looked at me and I can see that he was crying.
"I would never, and will never, physically harm you may." He lied, I couldn't help but laugh, hard. 
"Bit late for that eh" I looked at my Knee and back at him. Nialls eyes widened as if he just made the connection of him pushing me and my knee.
"I'm sorry." he stated, getting in te car an starting to drive again. He's having so many mood swings, like he can't decide weather to be my friend or hate me.

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"I hate being single. I don't know why. I just do." I muttered to Zayn, he smiled slightly and opened his mouth to say something but closed it when Niall walked into my house.
"May. Tell them we talked. Explain that you forgave me." Niall yelled, glaring at me and Zayn.
"We talked, I forgave him." I hissed in a sarcastic voice, Zayn smiled and stood,
"I know vas happinin, your leaving." He snapped closing the door on Niall. "As I was about to say, if you don't like being single than," he took a deep breath and looked me In the eye. "Will you be my girlfriend?" His lip quivered when I didn't answer for a few seconds.
"Yes." I whispered, smiling he grabbed my hand and looked at me.
"Your so beautiful." He whispered, brushing his hand on the back of my cheek.
"Hey guys." Liam walked to the couch and plopped down next to me, Zayn took my hand and wrapped his other arm around me. Liam's eyes narrowed at Zayn. "What's up?" He asked tentatively.
"nothing." I lied, feeling Zayn chuckle softly.
"Love. I'm going to go get the ice for your leg, you break the news to Liam here" he kissed my cheek and left the room.
"You two... Are...?" Liam started, his expression pained.
"Uhm. Zayn asked me out... I said yes." I stated, Liam's fist hit the couch and he stood, 
"Why him!? ive been here for you. when you an niall broke up the first tome, i was the one who took you out. when you broke up the last time it was me who calldd you first! i love you! are you fucking blind?" he yelled storming out of the room. "That went well." I joked to myself.

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"Zayn. We didnt talk about this." Niall whispered, I pretended to hit play on my iPod, so they think I'm listening to music instead of listening to them.
"I gave you three days. I want her." Zayn replied calmly, he smiled at me from across the room and I returned it. I glanced down at my math and tried to figure out a answer, still listening to them.
"I still love her. I realized that yesterday. I love her." Niall said it like he's nearly in tears.
"To fucking bad." 

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