I Just Want to be Loved *Completed*

When Brittany's mum get's remarried, she got a surprises when she finds out who her new step brothers are. When she starts living with one of them and his friends, and starts 'dating' one of them, she starts to question herself. Was her life to complicated? What's going to happen when her past catches up with her? Will Louis ever tell her his secret? Are one of the boys going to fall for her? What will Liam do when she becomes known as 'Mummy Direction'? And most importantly, will the boys be understanding about her past and help her in the future?


51. Spending Some Time With Family

I would also like to mention the fact that I never clarified when all of this takes place. Well, since One Direction are on their 2013 World Tour, it's currently 2013 in the book. Niall, Liam and Zayn are 20, Harry is 19 and Louis is 21. When New Years comes along, it will be 2014.






It was just Harry, Danny Meghan and myself on three last flight home since all of us lived in Cheshire. The rest of the boys all got onto separate planes as soon as we got back to the U.K. and Niall and Greg would be flying out on the 26th so he could spend a week with his mum before coming to see his dad.

As the four of stood outside in the cold by the taxi stand, Meghan said, “Wait, who’s taking Danny?”

Harry looked and pointed at me, but I shook my head. “Harry, it’s your sons first Christmas and you’re going to spend it with him.”

“I can’t take care of him” Harry complained and I went to stand in front of him.

I put my hands on his shoulders and said, “Harold, you’ll have your family to help you out. Also, I’m not got to not let a grandma see her grandchild when she’s almost never able to see him. That would be cruel of me.”

“Do you seriously think that I can take care of him without you?” Harry asked and I took my hands off his shoulders.

I took the diaper bag from around my shoulders and put it around Harry’s. Then I moved Danny’s suitcase over to him and I took the baby from Meghan’s arms and put him in Harry’s. “I have faith in you,” I told him and gave him a hug. “No go and get into a taxi before you get recognized or freeze.”

Harry nodded and gave Meghan and I a quick kiss on the cheek before he and Danny got into the nearest taxi.












Three days later, I was lying in my bed with Melody Pond resting her head on my leg. I was on the verge of falling asleep, even though it was only four, when my door was thrown open and three little kids ran in.

“Brittany!” they all screamed and I quickly covered my stomach so if they jumped on me, they wouldn’t hurt my babies.

As I predicted, they all jumped onto my bed and landed on me. Melody started running around my room barking as if to say, “Help! Someone is attacking my master!”

After a few seconds, all three of the kids were lifted off of me.

When I sat up to see who my saviors were, I saw two people.

“Jake!” I yelled and stood up to give him a hug. “Aaron!” I added and went to hug my younger cousin. Then I looked down to see three of my younger cousins want to get a hug. After I hugged them, they ran from my room and Aaron followed. “What are you doing here?” I asked Jake. “I thought that you were going on vacation.”

“I’m about to leave for the airport, but I wanted to tell you goodbye first,” he replied with a smile and I hugged him again.

“I missed you,,” I told him.

I missed you too,” he answered into my hair. “And as much as I would love to stay and chat, my parents are waiting outside.”

“Okay,” I said and let go of him. As he headed towards my window, I said, “Jake, it’s not the middle of the night and we're not kids, you don’t have to sneak into or out of my house anymore.”


“Oh, I know,” he replied. “I just don’t want to have to walk past your family, ‘cause knowing your mum, I would never get out.”

“How did you get past her on your way in?”

“Ran through an open door when no one was looking,” he replied as he carefully stepped out of my window and onto the snow cover porch roof.

I walked over to the window as Jake hung over the ledge. “Bye! I love you!” I yelled.

“Love you too!” he yelled back as he dropped down and ran through the snow and got into his parents car.

By now, I realized that I wouldn’t be getting any sleep until tonight, so I walked downstairs into the living room that was full of my family.












When I have all of my family in town, everyone eats at three different places. The adults, as in my grandma, my grandpa, Mum, Bob, Aunt Jenny and Uncle Allen (Aaron, Nelly and Manny’s parents), Uncle Ned and Aunt Quinn (Jason and Jilly’s parents), and Uncle Adam and Aunt Mary (Amy and Sally and Sara’s parents).

In the kitchen, all the kids under ten eat. So, in there, there is Sally (9), Sara(7), Nelly (6), and Manny (4).

Everyone else was stuck in the Living room and we had to eat off of the coffee table. In here was Jason (22), myself (19), Amy (17), Jilly (16) and Aaron (15).

The only people who ever really complained about the set up were the little kids who wanted to eat with the bigger kids, but we never let them. We liked eating alone. We were able to take about whatever we wanted, knowing that no one would judge us since we were all family. Well, at least no one would judge us aloud.

“I can’t believe your pregnant again,” Aaron announced as soon as we all started eating.

“Neither can I, and I can’t believe that their Louis Tomlinson’s kids.”

“I can’t believe that you know One Direction,” Amy commented. “I would love to meet them.”

“If that’s a hint about me inviting one of them over, I don’t know if I can,” I told her. “I would if I could, but their all spending their break with their families.”

“Are you and Louis going to get married?” Jilly asked.

“I honestly don’t know,” I said as I ate a spoonful of mashed potatoes.

 “What do you mean?” Jason asked.

“Well,” I started and Melody Pond walked over and rested her head on my lap. I petted her for a moment before I cautioned my response. “Guys, can I tell you something?”

“That’s a stupid question. Of course you can,” Aaron told me.

“Do you promise that you won’t tell anyone?” I asked and they all nodded.

“I love Louis. I love him so much.”

“Really?” Jilly questioned. “Because I’ve seen the video of you telling him no when he proposes to you.”

“I really love him,” I informed my cousins. “I want to be with him. I want to hug him and kiss him and I just, I just want to tell him how I feel, but I can’t. As much as I want to, I cant.”

“Why not? Jason asked. “It doesn’t seem like it’s that hard to do, considering the fact that he’s confessed his love to you many times.”

“He’s only doing that because he knocked me up and doesn’t want to seem like a bad person,” I said an Jason laughed.

“I’ve seen some videos, and he seemed pretty honest.”

“What are these videos that you guys have seen?” I asked.

“They’re mostly the one’s of Louis proposing. There’s also the one where they side Nobody Compares and they change the lyrics up a little bit. Then you called him.”

I chucked before I replied. “I remember that.”

“Can you call one of them?” Amy asked and gave me puppy dog eyes.

“Please?” Jilly added and I pulled out my phone and then put it to my ear.

After a few rings, Louis answered.

“Hello there my wonderful Brittany.”

“Hi Lewis, so I’m assuming that you got home alright?”

“Only almost attacked once,” he replied. “What about you? How’s your day going?”

“Well, I’m eating dinner right now, and I was asked to call you, so I did.”

“Who asked you to call me?”

“Two of my cousins.”

“Wanna put me on speaker?”

“As long as you don’t say anything stupid.”

“I’ll try not to.”

“Okay,” I replied and moved my phone away from my ear and put it on speaker. “Say hello to everyone Louis.”

“Hello everyone,” Louis said and it looked like Jilly and Amy were about to faint.

“Hi Louis,” Jilly replied after she calmed herself down.

“Hello Louis,” Amy said.

“How are you ladies doing this fine evening?”



“Well isn’t that just swell,” Louis replied.

“Lou,” I said to him. “We’ve talked about you using that word, and what did I say?”

“You said that I can use it when I’m sixty and living in the eighties,” he muttered. “Will you marry me!” he yelled out of no where.

“No Louis,” I said and I felt my heart break a little bit as I said that. “I will not. Have a good night,” I said to him and picked up my phone.

“I love you!” he yelled.

“I love you too, good bye.”

“Bye!” And then I ended the call.

“Why didn’t you say yes!” Amy screamed.

“I told him that if he asked me in the most amazing way, I would say yes,” I replied.

“And what’s the most amazing way for someone to propose?” Aaron asked.

“Well,” I started, but my phone then blew up with texts. All of them were from Jess.





Get on skype




Go one skype!





Skype me!

It’s really important!





“I’ll be right back,” I said and pulled myself up using the table.

I made my way upstairs and into my room. I picked up my suitcase and put it on my bed, then I unzipped it and pulled out my laptop. In the short amount of time that it took me to do that and for my computer to turn on, Jess had sent me thirteen more texts. When I finally sent Jess a Skype request, I had gotten a total of thirty seven messages.

“Brittany!” she screamed when she saw me.

“What’s so important?” I asked and she held up her hand. On her ring finger was the ring that I helped Phil pick out.

“He asked?”

“Yes! And he told me that you helped him plan it!”

“I only helped him find a ring and told him to propose at a restaurant. He did everything else himself.”

“Thank you for choosing such a beautiful ring,” she said as she stared at the gold ring on her hand. “I don’t think that I’ve ever seen anything more beautiful.”

“That’s exactly what Phil said when I showed it to him.”

“Thank you Brittany. Thank you so much.”

“Have you told your mum yet?” I asked and her eyes widened.


“Are you lying?” I asked and she nodded. “Jess!” I yelled, “Go and call your mum right now. Lie and tell her that she was your first call, okay?”

“Okay, bye!”

“Bye!” I replied and pressed end call.

I walked back down to the living room and sat down, I realized something. . I turned to face my cousins and said, “Guys, I need some help.”

“What with?” Jason asked.

“What do you get a guy for his twenty second birthday?”

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