Save You Tonight

Best friends with Louis Tomlinson but we both want more... will we get it or not?!


7. VII

Popping some music on my phone, I sat with some paper in front of me. My feelings for Louis were getting stronger by the day, it didn’t help that we were together the whole time. We were two months in and neither of us had had a day apart, we’d obviously had a few hours but no more than that. I fought the various opportunities to kiss him when we were alone. So here I was, alone, writing a letter to him even though he’d never see it. It was something I’ve done before, if I write it all down, I tend to be able to cope with it a little better. So I began to write...

Dear Louis,

Where do I start? You’re my best friend. I always remember that day we met when we were 6, how you helped me when I fell over and grazed my knee. You were the first boy who didn’t gross me out lol! I sorta knew back then our friendship would be a long one and I’m not wrong, 15 years and not once have we fell out or disagreed about anything and we’re still going strong. Oh, look at me rambling. I’ll try and get to the point lol! I guess what I’m trying to say is that I love you, as more than my best friend. You are such an amazing guy, everything inside and out is perfect to me. I know it’s cowardly writing it in a letter, but I don’t know how to say it to you face to face, I guess I’m scared of losing you...

I placed the paper down and disappeared to the toilet, the guys had only just left so there was no chance of any of them coming back. Hearing noises, I gulped, praying it wasn’t Louis. Seeing a blonde hair figure, I breathed a sigh of relief. “Niall...”

It startled him and he dropped the letter I’d wrote. “Nat, you have to tell Louis.”

“No I don’t. It’ll pass, it has to.”

“Why does it?”

“Because Niall, it’s Louis. Me and Louis are friends, nothing else.”

“How are you ever gonna know the outcome of this if you keep it to yourself?”

“I don’t want to know...” tears stung my eyes. “I don’t want to ruin what we have, it’s too precious.”

“Oh Nat.” He pulled me in for a hug, rubbing my back for a while whilst I calmed down. “I won’t tell Louis, but promise me you’ll at least think about telling him?”

“I promise.” I said with a smile, waving as he left. I took one look at the letter in my hands and tore it into pieces. Lou could never see this, I want him as a friend and I as much as I’d love to say I’m his and he’s mine, I don’t want anything risking it.

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